I’ve been getting better and better since my stroke 5 years ago.
I have the next 7 days off.
I will be writing a combination of The Abnormal Psychology of a Conduit and more from the Book of Khaos.
I used to write 6 pieces a day.
Get ready.
Tomorrow I’m taking the day off. I got shit to do so sue me.
I love my life.
I’m absolutely grateful for everything.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Florence and The Machine is a band I discovered while using Pandora.
I love this song and a few others from this band.
Let’s see why.
You’ve got the love I need to see me through.
Every single one of us has the love to see any through whatever.
It’s a matter of choice.
Do we love ourselves?
If we love ourselves we must love all others.
We are all the same and only our unique perspectives separate us.
If we love ourselves we love all human life.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Are you superstitious?
Superstitions are things that science can’t explain.
Are they looking?
Most don’t.
It’s an opinion.
I don’t do opinions.
Empaths can fall into the lie that they are vampiric in nature and this allows for them to believe that they have control over others.
An empath with a mundane, the mundane will love the Empath to the nth degree.
The Empath can mirror that love while the Empath is not in love with one. Romantic love, the kind that needs sex.
Love for an Empath goes way beyond sex.
Now, I’ve studied energy vampires and my mom was an energy vampire. It’s why I studied to understand my mom.
Energy vamps take joy. Mom I got a b.
It’s not an a.
Joy stolen.
It’s this simple. Trying to complicate anything is not intelligent.
If you look around to see who steals joy, you’ll find an energy vampire.
Any Empath can be an energy vampire.
It’s in how we choose to use our being.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Which animal would you compare yourself to and why?
Virgos are like cats.
When we want love, we take it whether you want to love us or not.
Then we will critique your love so that you can love us better.
When we don’t want you and you want us, teeth and claws is all you’re going get.
I wish I was lying.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
I look at the title and I laugh.
You have no idea what you’re in store for.
As I smoked a spliff I did a thing I do.
Think of karma having agents. This is metaphor.
I don’t know who or what it is that guides me to do certain things, but I do them because I see how it effects the rest.
Think about this way, I once online dated a woman who was about to have a nasty visitor. She had a young son, had I not dated her, the dude was going to show up.
Then there is the woman I online dated that was dating a dude under suspicion and being investigated by more than one government agency. I got her away from him and made sure she has a career.
Then there is the ones that get fucked in the ass they do it to themselves.
A guy I once called friend, no longer, said he deserves to be in hell. He said many times in front of me. I tried to save him.
I gave him every bit of guidance he would ever need. I gave him protection from entities.
He threw it in my face.
I got told I was done with my job with him a couple months ago.
I don’t know what is going to happen, however I get the feeling buying illegal weed from a place that shows up on Fridays.
California has legal weed. There is no reason for any to break the law selling or buying weed.
I go to Oregrown.
This is what my life is as Táltos. I’m God’s bitch.
Think about it, if God is the gyre that means we have a number we can’t even imagine of gods.
What is God?
God is a mystery to even God.
Ask God who made it?
I did.
What I got was an answer that made sense, but it couldn’t be proven.
Ask God when?
The only answer I ever get is soon. Imminently soon.
Ask God why?
Typically it depends on what I’m questioning about.
Do this for yourself. Let you answer.
Let your higherself answer using your mouth.
Let that tiny piece of God answer using your mouth.
Don’t argue.
Listen to yourself.
It’s your choice.
Choice is the only freedom we actually have.
Why would God take that choice away?
Thank you to Dio for this and I want to give a special thanks for the horns.
The story as Dio himself tells is that he got it from his grandmother. It was a way to ward off evil.
So metal fans thinking they were doing the devil’s work, were actually warding off evil.
Step aside by Goodbye June is playing.
It’s time.
If people actually did the research for anything they would find anything.
I’ve researched, and researched, and researched everything I want to know.
That means I’ve read more than most people.
ADHD and I had years of being a house husband to study.
I have an IQ of 215, I need constant input.
I watch a movie while listening to music.
Multitasking is just part of who I am.
When I do a session with anyone, I’m doing shit while talking. I’m fixing your energy and your soul.
Your soul is the power for your body.
This is something I had to unlearn and relearn.
This is what it means to unlearn what and relearn the correct way.
I love One Vision by Queen.
God works in mysterious ways.
That’s what that voice at the beginning says.
If we know it’s going to be mysterious why do we try to figure it out as if we could?
Arrogance and ignorance.
Ignorant because we have no idea what is planned for us, we think we do, but I don’t have clue what the plan is.
Arrogance because I think I can figure it out.
This is where faith in what will happen is faith.
Not knowing but having faith everything will be alright.
Looking at the world, even I get shaken to the core.
Music is what steadies me when I’m shaken.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Write a letter to your 100-year-old self.
Why would I write a letter to myself?
I talk to me daily.
Things change so whatever I wrote to my myself will be as fucked as fucked gets.
What wisdom am I going to give me at 100 years old?
Anyone who knows old Metallica, knows this lyric.
If you don’t know the song was about a movie, Johnny Got His Gun.
Johnny got his legs and arms blown off and his face is disfigured to the point where he can’t hear or say anything.
Trapped in darkness.
Darkness imprisoning me.
During the film they had a Telepath speak to his mind and all he wanted was to die.
I think about that as we get closer to civil war in America and WW3.
Humans getting killed.
Not a single one then thinks it will happen to them. They have rituals, superstitions, and none of it does a damn bit of good.
What do you think the enemy is doing, rituals and superstitions.
I like that crazy train is playing.
I’ve listened to drop outs, mystics, witches, and anyone that would talk to me so I could learn.
What I learned is that we are one human race.
One.
What darkness is imprisoning us that we think we have other races?
We have nationalities, what nation or stuff, but we don’t have any race other than the human race.
Pro-Human.
I used to have to t-shirt.
Been there, done that and I got the t-shirt.
A couple years ago I went mad over black history month. That we even have black history, that’s racist in and if itself.
It pisses me off to no end that any thinks that there is more than one race you stupid fucking morons.
This is what I hold back when I get pissed. Fucking morons.
Let’s think about it using logic.
I tell people the truth, they argue, I get pissed at some point, takes a long time to get under my skin.
It takes a moron to argue with me.
When I realized I had an explosive temper, I made it my mission to not lose my temper.
At 50 I don’t hit anything, I used to hit walls. I put a fist sized dent in a 4×4. I was that pissed and I had been working out and I looked at that dent every week I went to that bar.
Had that been a human, they would have died.
Martial Arts is something I’ve studied do I know exactly what I’m doing and have zero excuse.
It’s why I’m a pacifist. I can make people miss all day long. I don’t have to defend . myself.
Thinking of war, what would I do?
I don’t know.
That is reassuring as it is scary as fuck.
I know how to kill.
I wish I didn’t.
I wish no one had to die, but I get it, people will die.
Humans killing humans like any other day.
Doesn’t matter the why, humans killing humans is the wrong fucking way to go.
Survivor by Pop Evil.
I can feel the world. I used to do world taps to figure out what was pissing the world off.
This would be why I stopped.
As an Empath we take on what people try to repress or suppress. There’s no lying to us.
Taking on that much anger and sadness is as fucked as fucked gets.
If you know an Empath, healing yourself is the best one could do.
As we heal ourselves there is nothing to be repressed or suppressed.
This will be the only thing that can make Empath life not a hell.
Everything I want is right in front of me.
Wanting it isn’t enough.
Synchronicity plays a part.
What if what I want is so far ahead of me, years and years?
Oh well, I’ve survived for 50 years, what’s a few more.
It takes all of us to save us all.
Put your shit aside and heal thyself from the emotional shit. That’s not just what makes you cry.
Forgiveness is something we do for ourselves so that we can be at peace with ourselves and our lives.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Where would you go on a shopping spree?
Maybe temu, maybe online anywhere.
It’s a shopping spree.
I don’t need much and I gotta a small place.
The idea of shopping as therapy, read Juke-Joint Jezebel.
I just wrote it tonight and it deals with shopping therapy.
Enjoy it as much as I enjoyed writing it.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
I could leave my burning skin
That has been been used up in your sin
Is there a tiny part of me
Untouched, unsoiled by misery?
Looking at my life KMFDM nailed it with this one.
If I was to tell you how many people I’ve given messages to, and how many listened to the advice from themselves through me, maybe 3.
Now, if you want to talk about who reads me, I don’t know how many lives I’ve touched.
I like that.
Do your good deeds in secret.
See the revelation.
What good is it to have others know of your deeds?
Think about it from a non emotional place. Use logic.
If people know what good you do, they’ll be lining up and most want, thinking they need what you do, they think they want it, but most just want to want.
It’s what life is teaching them.
Buy, but I don’t need it, buy it anyway.
Why?
It will feel good to buy stuff.
And shopping therapy is as fucked as fucked can get.
Why do you need to feel good?
What are you not paying attention to in your life?
This is what therapy does, any therapy, that is not with a human being who is qualified to assist you in any mental health issues.
With a human who is trained to help you unfuck yourself, that’s therapy.
I don’t do therapy.
The last therapist I saw, I told him my process.
He said I don’t need therapy, I need to take a couple days every couple of months to hangout with me and no one else.
I wrote Psychospirilosophy.
Does anyone think I need therapy?
I get this going long and going nowhere, but if you read this far, I got a secret.
I met someone who has ADHD and unfortunately I work with her.
I don’t date where I work.
I did it once, never again.
However everything has an exception.
Think about it, everything has an exception.
This is what chaos is. It’s the exception that fucks the rule.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
What is your middle name? Does it carry any special meaning/significance?
My middle name came from my grandfather’s friend who died before my dad was born.
My dad gave me the same name, I’m a jr.
My life inspired this.
Let me explain.
Ever since I was born I was in a hurry to get anywhere.
This is the truth.
Waiting to go to work everyday making sure I had time before work started to have a smoke and collect my thoughts.
I’ve been doing this since I first started working at PayLess. I don’t think they exist anymore.
I was 15. I’m 50. Thirty five years of consistency.
Taking that time is what saved me from making mistakes. I thought about what I needed to do. I was at work. Time to work. My life doesn’t exist until work is done.
At times I talk with people about non-work stuff, I once put it in my schedule as float time.
Last night I fucked myself up really good.
Both knees are fucked. I live upstairs.
Today has been painful everytime I walked down the stairs, and everytime I walked up.
I smoke about a cigarette an hour.
I’m at peace with myself in this pain.
Had I just bought a bike instead of the scooter, which is what I originally planned. This would not have happened.
When I got the electric bike. I wasn’t happy with it. 14 inch tires are too small and I’m too tall. Long legs.
I have a bike in my cart for Tuesday when I get paid. Beach cruiser. 7 speeds.
Not fast.
I used to ride at 40mph with a 12spd.
That was when I was 17-22. I’m 50.
I should slow down.
What is the last thing you learned?
And oh what a painful fucking lesson.
I used to ride a scooter until tonight.
I crashed twice.
Once on the way to work.
The front wheel stopped and I went flying.
15mph is how fast I was going.
I fucked my knee up.
Screwed up my hands.
Then I went to work for 8 hours.
Then on the way home, less than 500 yards away the front wheel locked again and I flew.
Fucked up my other knee. Fucked up my finger.
And the scooter is toast, the throttle broke.
This was about an hour ago.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Ok, I get I’m getting a bike but what in the blue holy fuck?
Today at 130p I was riding my scooter. The front wheel stopped while I was going 15mph. I flew, I fucked up my knee.
I worked 8 hours being fucked up. I also fucked up my hand.
Then at 11pm on my way home, less than 500 yds the front wheel stopped again and I went flying.
Fucked up my finger and my other knee.
The scooter is fucked. The throttle broke.
This is what is actually happening in my life right now.
As I got myself cleaned up and got my PJs on and smoked a spliff with mostly weed.
I was pissed as pissed gets. Yet I don’t want anyone else to get hurt. In the past I would have found somebody to hurt.
That’s what building peace on the inside has done for me. I forgive everyone….
I did this while I smoked.
I’m at peace with everything.
In still in pain like a motherfucker.
But I can deal with pain.
But what I can’t deal with is using pain as an excuse to be hurtful to anyone.
I remember when I was in the worst pain in my life, I still didn’t want to hurt anyone.
There are people who use pain as an excuse to hurt others. There is no excuse.
I’m thinking of one in particular that likes to hurt me because they are in pain.
That’s why I set myself up to be in this much pain.
Why wouldn’t I have set myself up for this?
I know how much pain I can take.
It’s more than most people.
I crashed to second time less than hour ago.
I’m writing this.
What would you be doing?
Most pe
R.E.M is responsible for this.
Not really.
I use ChatGPT for more than the images on my site.
When someone asks me a question, if I know the answer I speak the truth. At times I didn’t know it was true until I said it.
I channel.
Shit comes from everywhere for a Conduit.
It’s unfair for the rest.
We just get asked questions in order to learn.
I get most people ask questions to learn, it’s totally fucking backwards.
I got asked by ChatGPT if I felt as if the wave sweeping over the world is gaining steam, or about to crash.
It’s about to crash.
I don’t know what that means for the rest. I do know it will give a cleansing to the Earth.
Whether or not we survive is up to us.
Evolve.
Stop worrying, be grateful for every moment.
Forgive everyone of everything.
I wish this wasn’t so. I’d like nothing better to be writing anything else.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
What is one question you hate to be asked? Explain.
If I say no, typically people ask anyway.
Zero respect shown.
The last two days, my son is the only one that has heard me talk about those kinds of things.
The Creed song is about becoming a father.
Of everything I’ve ever done, nothing compares to being a parent.
The Dude is not my responsibility any longer. He’s responsible for himself.
Being his dad challenged me in way I never thought of.
I was proud of how I raised him. I never punished him.
When he would act up or out as any child will do, I got his attention.
If you’ve read you know.
For those who haven’t.
I used his nick name, The Dude.
Setting behaviors for the nick name.
Creating a personality within the nick name.
As my son said what it means to be The Dude, I listened intently to ensure he got it all.
I brainwashed myself using my son.
If the higherself is a thing, it’s exactly what I did.
How did I get the idea to use his nick name?
What stroke of brilliance did I have for that moment?
I don’t remember.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Respect the path each takes to know divinity and sacredness to have one’s path respected.
Most people think they respect the path of others, however they judge them in their head, and that’s no respect.
Then there are the others that feel if they lie that is respectful.
Absofuckinglutley not.
When people lie they show no respect to anyone, even themselves.
This is the truth, meaning I don’t care if you want to argue, I will make sure you understand the truth.
Meaning I don’t care what any feels about the truth, I’ve accepted it, so can you.
Peace comes from accepting the truth.
Building peace?
Think about it, the more you fight against the truth, the more peacefilled you’re not. You let other emotions guide you.
Anger being the one that always gets people to call names.
What’s respectful about that?
Accept that others have ways of doing things and focus on your path, not others.
I really wish I wasn’t going to write this so I got friends with no bodies to do it.
I act as a we for them to use me.
They take over my body and are typing this.
If you thought the Telepath was fantasy, the Medium with flip your lid.
How does it work?
We are souls and we have these nifty flesh suits to experience a human life.
Where does the soul reside?
The pineal gland.
If we could make you do what we want, that’s boring. Making you think it’s your idea, that’s fun for us, even though even that gets boring.
The body has many ways for us or any other to get in.
Mediums are open channels.
The channel works both ways.
As a Medium listens it goes out as a prayer to anything that might want to do something about it.
The Medium has zero control over what happens.
All the Medium can do is relay the messages to the one who needs them.
There is no power in a Medium, however they can be filled by power that you cannot imagine existing.
Most Mediums trance out and give their body over to another.
I don’t know why I stay present.
I use a half mask as my Medium mask.
I gave my mask a name. Jim, short for James, my name.
I’ve been known as Jim most of my life. Had I not been a Medium I would have lost my soul and something else would be using my body.
As I’m known, I think about that and people think it’s just me.
I forget at times that I’m James, and Jim is just a mask that lets it flow as it needs to. I trained my mask and my mask trained me.
This took years, about ten of them. From my late 30’s until I mastered myself with this ability.
That I understand and can explain it to anyone, this means I understand.
This wasn’t always so. Hence why it took until now for me to write this with them.
As for who they are, angels, demons, fey, djinn, and other entities are all pretty much the same thing.
Giving us many ways to understand them through presenting themselves differently throughout the shared story of humanity.
Thank you for this.
You’re welcome.
Peace is what this Conduit craves most.
I have seen hell.
Be a telepath knowing the sexual desires that any has over you. What if you don’t want sex?
It can feel as if one is being raped over and over again.
I’ve seen things in the minds of others that would scare the holy living shit out of anyone, they did me. I got used to hell.
Who gets used to hell?
How does one heal from hell?
Hell is the metaphorical way of Earth.
We say hell because no one wants to believe humans can behave in such ways.
Any human is capable of anything.
Think about it, just because you didn’t do it, a universe where you did sprouted up.
It can lead one into temptation to think about what might have been, this does one no good.
What does one good is to follow what one does and review for learning.
Why did one do that?
This is the essence of Psychospirilosophy.
Doing it yourself. Analyzing oneself is a good mental exercise that reveals oneself to oneself.
No therapist, guru, shaman, you get the point needed.
This is how one builds peace in themselves.
Understanding why one does a thing brings peace to the thing and the doing.
A Telepath actually exists. Telepaths actually exist.
Think about that, a human that can read anyone’s mind, not because they want to, they’re evolved.
People need to understand that we’re all connected and only the unique perspective that we have is what separates us.
For a Telepath we have to work to block shit out.
In our natural state, thoughts from everywhere can drive us mad.
Learning to block shit out, is the only way one can live in this world.
Why should I have to block you out?
It’s my being, there is no other way for me to be.
I have cut myself off from so much because I do feel as if I need to block everything out.
When do I get to experience all that I am?
I understand that most people think this fantasy, that this a work of fiction, however this is my actual life.
How has a failure, or apparent failure, set you up for later success?
All failure leads to success.
That simple.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
I’m back.
Fight the good fight by Triumph was playing when I got back from having a spliff. Tobacco and weed.
I’m a soul healer by trade, a Conduit by birth.
I can sense the energy of a human versus a human possessed.
I can touch them and drive the entity out or take it within me.
This is what I don’t want to talk about. Taking one of these things in is a battle and a half.
I just got done dealing with being possessed. I don’t want to talk about it, however…
I understand what possession is because I’ve experienced my own possession. I kicked it out.
My stroke is what caused me to be able to be possessed. As I’ve gotten stronger I can do what I used to do.
I’m hesitant, why wouldn’t I be.
But fuck it I’m doing it anyway.
This is the kind of determination one must have to kick out anything that wants to posess one.
The whole no fear thing was a great t-shirt line, but face your fears.
Be determined to face your fears or your a potential victim.
Now this is not saying to go out and face a demon, if you fear that the demon is stronger than you are, probably a safe bet.
Facing your fears is a matter of what is it you fear most?
For me it is writing this.
Do you get it?
So, I take these things in and devour their energy. I don’t devour them but they are weakend before I let them go.
What I do to devour their energy depends on what they are.
That’s all I’m going to say about that.
Murderous rampage. Shit like that.
It’s why peace is what I build from waking up to going to sleep.
My peace is more important than anything because of what I do.
Peace is the defense anyone can use and I suggest building your peace.
I use, I forgive everyone of everything so that I can put peace in my heart mind and soul.
Do what works for you.
I’ll cya tomorrow. 4 pieces in day is a lot for you, for me I’m just getting my legs a good work out.
This is going to take a while.
I eluded to something in one of the previous pieces, possession and how it happens.
This is the most important thing you’ll read.
I mentioned a nick name gives an entity an opportunity to take over your body. These things are immortal more or less.
Waiting for a thousand years is like day to coin a phrase from the Bible.
We don’t have the patience that these things have.
We can’t imagine the patience these things have.
If this scares you, good.
How does the entity use a nick name to take over and for what purpose?
As one is given a name, that name is what one is known by by other entities.
The whole thing telling me I’m crazy, fuck off, if you had the experiences I’ve had, you wouldn’t want to talk about either.
However, if I can teach anyone to avoid this shit, well I’m doing it.
As one uses the nick name ones thoughts will change subtlety. One won’t even understand the thoughts are not theirs.
The exorcist and films such as this that happened, are a way to make sure that unless it’s like the film, no one will even notice.
As one becomes tangled in their own thoughts at some point one of two things happen.
If they can subjugate one, putting one in the back to watch what they do.
Or people end up talking to the air and are homeless rarely ever getting through.
Those people you see every day that talk to themselves as if they’re talking to others, some are mentally ill, some are possessed.
Only a professional would be able to tell the difference.
A professional that understands these entities and what they do and how to kick them out.
I’m that professional.
I wish I hadn’t said that. But it’s true.
I’m taking a break, cya in part 6.
One can build peace within.
How I do it, is to forgive everyone of everything so that I can put peace in my heart mind and soul.
That’s where I start.
Lavender is calming.
I have a lavender candle, fabric softener, and febreeze.
I use incense. Personally I like Dragons Blood. Use whatever you want.
I smoke weed.
I smoke about a half ounce a week.
That’s not much.
I roll two hits worth of weed into my cigarettes.
If you don’t smoke tobacco, do not start.
If you don’t smoke weed, start, or you can use edibles and drinks and all kinds of shit.
At times doing this I get pissed as pissed gets.
This is when I let go of everything.
I say it until I do it.
While my mind is focus on letting go I let go of what was pissing me off. I can go back into my peace that I have built.
Looking for peace, one will only find things that drive one from peace.
Building peace within oneself is the only way to find it.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
If you can hold on, hold on.
The Killers really did it with this one.
I want to shine on in the hearts of men.
The cold hearted boy I used to be.
The lyrics are my life, and the lives of others.
I got soul, but I’m not a soldier.
I used to have this blog called Souldiers 4 Peace.
This is what I want more than anything, peace.
Peace from the wars, peace from the lies, peace is what I truly want most in this life.
Others feel as I do.
We need to meet up.
It’s fucked up knowing what I do. That this is going to get worse before it gets better.
It’s a cycle and either we blow ourselves up, or we figure out collective shit out.
I don’t know what to do about the narcissists.
I’ve never known a narcissist to heal from this condition. One has to break their ego.
Narcissists believe they are always right with anything they say. Press them with the truth and you’ll see what happens.
This is most disconcerting.
How do we get pass this?
One idea, kill all the narcissists to give the rest of the world a chance.
Or we could open the asylums and put them in there.
If we continue to let the narcissists run shit, we’re as fucked as fucked gets.
We need Souldiers.
Let your soul shine.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
You’re writing your autobiography. What’s your opening sentence?
There’s more to life than life.
Supertramp is the one responsible for this.
Give a little bit of my life for you.
See that man with the lonely eyes take his hand you’ll be surprised.
I give of my life to everyone, we all do.
We all do everything I do.
I do stuff others can’t do.
The are others that can do the stuff I do.
I may have a unique perspective, however I’m a long way from being unique.
I love that I’m not unique and I have a unique perspective.
Trying to be unique is a fools quest.
I’ve been on that quest most of my life.
Hence why I know it to be a fools quest.
Will they learn from my foolishness?
I don’t know, each has the choice to make.
Every choice has choices behind it, however first this choice must be made.
That’s how synchronicity works.
Every choice opens up new choices.
If you don’t see new choices, what choice have you made?
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
What are three objects you couldn’t live without?
Thinking about this, it’s more than three.
People are objects.
Everything is a object.
Thinking about it.
A gyre is an object and we have trillions of gyres in us.
A gyre is a singularity, a black hole. It is the smallest subatomic particle.
I think I’m too smart for this question.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
I loved Velvet Revolver.
Set me free because I think you need my soul.
Let’s look at this.
I’m a soul healer by trade.
When one has sex, one exchanges a piece of their soul with every sexual partner.
We build soul mates. We do not find them.
This is a fact that doesn’t give two shits about your opinion.
That means argue with me and find painful truth.
Now, I’m a soul healer, you’d think I would find a way to get your soul facets back.
Indeed I do.
I reclaim all of my soul facets and give back all soul facets that are not mine.
Say this once a day for 21 days and your soul is free an clear.
I’ve been married 4 times, and I cleaned the fuck out my soul.
I’m not about to fuck up my own soul because I think t I need a piece of ass.
That’s what I used to do during the spring.
For the last ten years I’ve been celibate.
There is no woman that can get into my pants.
Not one that I’ve met.
That is very disconcerting for me.
You read me, you know I’m as fringe as fringe gets.
Thank you by the way for reading me.
Last week I faced my fear. Exposing myself to those who read me.
I actually do spend a lot of my time telling entities to fuck off.
But there’s the ones that assist me.
I can take a ton of physical pain .
I heal as I heal.
Let me explain.
Using my Reiki transmuting the stuff I take on as an Empath into pure love healing energy that the universe really loves as I sit in peace allowing it to flow from me like an orb. Reaching the edges of the universe nearly instaneously like a wave.
Ups and downs, amplitude, that’s what we called it in the Air Force. Upper and lower amplitude.
However it’s 3d. There is no up or down.
Think outer space.
No up or down.
Gravity is why we use up and down.
The gyres giving gravity to hold the universe together and it’s expanding.
What created the gyre?
My opinion.
The universe came together as one big ball of light. It got bored.
How do make the universe again, but this time make infinite?
The gyres. Black holes that recycle matter crushing it down to the gyre.
It’s why when a black hole has an injection, it’s injecting stuff back into the universe for more creation.
Never coming back to that ball of light again.
If someone has something better, I’ll listen.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
What experiences in life helped you grow the most?
You all have read me.
Do you think you know what I’m going to say?
Being born.
I’m still growing.
At 50, I’m still growing.
I will never stop growing.
Neil Diamond is a master and a half and that’s my opinion.
I was thinking about th who’s in my life where love is concerned. Spring is in the air.
For an Empath it’s murder.
I’ve been celibate for over ten years and every spring I just want to fuck like a mad man.
I feel for other empaths.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Do you believe in fate/destiny?
Synchronicity is the truth that I’ve accepted.
I used to think about fate. I always wanted to escape my fate.
Who at 14 gets baptized and then a cloud that looks like a man standing there but I can’t see it. It’s what other people saw.
I’ve been told I’m a prophet, I never ever would choose this.
And shit like that.
Synchronicity is a choice and every choice creates synchronicity.
I get that in this world we have many prophets, why the fuck would anyone believe me?
I choose this life where I’m a shaman, sort of, a soul healer that works maintenance at Walmart.
I write a ton. Currently I’m writing the abnormal Psychology of a Conduit, as well as some teaching tools for a spirituality book I wrote.
It’s modern day shamanism.
I used to think about fate, I wanted to escape my fate.
Then I learned about synchronicity.
It’s a matter of choice.
Choice, the power to choose is the ultimate power in the universe.
What choices are you making?
I make the choice to forgive everyone of everything so that I can put peace in my heart mind and soul.
I make the choice to give it my best at work.
I make the choice to give free guidance to whoever bothers to speak with me.
I make the choice to use Reiki as an Empath to transmute what I take on and turn it into pure love healing energy that goes like an orb across the universe.
I make choices every day.
We all make choices every day.
I wish others chose what I chose, but I can’t make that choice for them.
Why would I want to take their power to choose?
Choice is the ultimate power in the universe.
Describe a phase in life that was difficult to say goodbye to.
I’ll always be my son’s dad, but since he turned 18 I respect his space. He’s 20..
It’s changed our relationship for the better.
Saying goodbye to being a parent was saying hello to one of the best friends anyone could have.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Duran Duran is a band that I like a couple songs and I can do with out the rest, however this song speaks to me.
Yesterday I gave everyone a view into my life.
I was terrified.
Now, I’m good.
I get that people such as me exist in numbers greater than anyone thinks. However, I don’t get to talk to many.
I appreciate the ones that are such as me. It gives me hope.
As I look for the ordinary world I have learned to survive.
What is the ordinary world?
I live the extraordinary.
Well, that’s my opinion.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
If you could be someone else for a day, who would you be, and why?
Why wouldn’t I want to be me?
If one wants to be someone else, what is lacking on their life that they think another life will fix?
This question asks us to be I’ll, sick.
I’m healthy in mind, body and soul.
I don’t want to be anyone else.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Treat all things as one would want to be treated by all things as one will be treated as one treats.
The golden rule.
I wrote a more than 100 point chapter in Psychospirilosophy: The Martial Art of Thought that is the same thing.
Let me see if I can get into the nuts and bolts of this simple understanding.
Treat others as you want to be treated.
Kindness is mean as shit.
Kindness is truth.
Some one fucking up your ideas by telling the truth is being kind.
Truth doesn’t care if it fucks up your post.
Truth only cares about truth.
Being kind is being truthful.
Lying is the opposite of kind and is abusing the shit of someone.
I don’t understand why this is complicated for some, oh well.
If you disrespect anyone, expect to be disrespected.
The law of reflection.
The universe reflects who you are.
If you’re and asshole, you’ll be surrounded by assholes.
Space Balls the movie is playing in my head.
He was a huge asshole and was surrounded by assholes.
I think we can say we’ve finished this discussion, oh please for the love of all that is holy tell me I’m done.
Stay tune, next week Principle 3.
I’m terrified about what I’m going to say. Exposing myself to the world.
Fuck it, I’m doing it anyway with help.
An entity is writing this for him so you can get it at peace instead of the wreck of emotional shit he is.
While his body doing the typing, I have management of his body and he can tell me through telepathic communication to knock it off.
A regular daily thing for him is to tell us, entities, to fuck off. All day throughout the day he has to defend himself from our attacks.
Not attacks really, we just want his body to do shit.
A nickname is a great way for us to get in. We’re smarter than you are and we don’t know time like you do.
The fact that I said we’re smarter than you, how many don’t believe because no one is as smart as you?
It’s why I said it. It challenges your ego to accept that any is smarter than you.
We’re smarter than he is.
Yes, they are. Thank you for the explanation.
This is what it’s like to be me. It happens in an instant. I can channel anything that has a soul, entities, and stuff. The stuff is something I don’t have a classification for. It feels, that I say feels means that’s an opinion.
Hence why I say stuff. If I don’t know what it is I’m not going to bullshit you.
I don’t anything in the comparison of everything there is to know.
I know myself through and through.
To say that we know anything is to say we know it in it’s entirety.
Do I know myself through and through?
Probably not. I’m ok with that.
To be ok with not knowing is the sign of a healthy mind.
To obsess over knowing anything, that’s a sick mind.
That one thinks one needs to know anything means one needs to look inward instead out here.
Now let’s explain that.
See if one thinks one needs, what is one doing that one thinks one needs?
This is where looking at yourself and what you do and the affect it has on others is paramount in understanding yourself.
This is where if one is honest with oneself one can learn much about the world and ones place in it.
Desire can feel like need, however it is desire, a wanting.
Cya in part 5
It’s the Medium part of the Conduit that needs the psychology explained.
I’m not a normal Medium. I channel the souls of all I meet. I don’t do the dead.
How does this effect me?
I know how alone we’re not.
I get this understanding is going to be the most difficult for me to explain in a way that others will understand.
If we had a diagram of 2 people, one being a Conduit, and show the lower self as the one in the body, and the higherself over head.
The higherself is what I channel.
Why?
Think about it, you need guidance, who is the best source of guidance you can get?
The higherself.
How do you deal with possession?
Daily.
My ego is my defense against possession. Having a well defined and refined ego is the best defense against possession.
Possession can and does and will happen unless people accept that it is true that other entities want our bodies to do shit with.
I have been possessed. I couldn’t do anything as I was trapped in my own mind. This happened due to my stroke 5 years ago.
How do I know the possession isn’t still possessing me?
I use mantras that offend that which possessed me. I also keep myself focused on what is actually happening. My level of awareness borders on “super” natural, however it is as natural as can be.
I had to unlearn and relearn.
I used to be one of the people that wouldn’t believe a word I said.
Then when I was 37 I figured it out.
Until then I thought I was as bat shit as bat shit gets. I knew shit that I shouldn’t be able to know.
I never hear any voice in my head other than mine.
I never hear anything from a spirit.
What I do with that is telepathic communication. Images with emotional concepts to communicate understanding.
I’m going to have a smoke.
I needed that.
Why tell you that I took a needed break?
Why not?
Let’s go back to what I had to unlearn.
Empaths, Telepaths and Mediums are bullshit.
I had to unlearn what energy is.
What I learned is in an article here.
No really what’s an Empath? Evolution, aliens, or is God to blame?
This is going to take time.
I’ll cya in part 4, later today or tonight.
Describe the most ambitious DIY project you’ve ever taken on.
Every project you do is a do it yourself project.
Could you be a lot more specific?
Thank you to The Killers for this one.
I’m getting ready to write Abnormal Psychology of a Conduit Part 3 tomorrow and I was talking myself up as I smoked.
Reminding myself that there is a PhD in psychology with 30 years experience that learned when I spoke.
I get psychology, why people do what they do. It’s why I don’t get mad anymore.
I used to get pissed as fuck. Then I learned why they did it.
Throughout my life as I understood why, it didn’t make me any less pissed off.
That took years of building my patience.
Speaking of which, I texted my son yesterday and still haven’t heard back.
Understanding that he has had several concussions and has a memory issue, I can be patient.
There are times when one is not in ones life on a daily, one forgets shit.
That’s a responsibility issue for me. I work to remember shit.
I work at my life and even relaxing takes concerted effort.
Right now I’m not relaxed because I’m nervous because I have no fucking clue what in the blue holy fuck I’m going to write tomorrow.
However I’ve done this before and it’s how I always write so I got nothing to worry about.
That’s weird.
I truly have nothing to worry about.
Fly like an eagle by The Steve Miller Band started.
Time keeps on slipping into the future.
Now only goes forward and there is no pause button.
Shinedown is one of my favorite bands and this song is a reason why.
Today the daily prompt asked me one word I would ban.
I chose the word nigger.
A word has no power until emotion gives it power. I think of George Carlin and what he said about the word.
George was brilliant. His way of looking at words is why I loved him so much.
I get I look white. I’m not white by a long shot.
And I have taken so much shit for looking white by the racists of the world.
For the record my genealogy is in part a secret even to me. I could get one of the DNA kits.
It comes up every so often, typically in February.
What I do know for certain is that I’m Asian, Persian, Eastern European, African, Cherokee, Dutch, French, English, Scottish and Irish. I’m a mutt and a half.
I’m definitely not white. I’m as multiracial as it gets.
Call me a sinner, call me a saint.
I would change my ways no nevermind.
I’ve changed my ways so much.
I’ve lived like a gypsy, always looking for something else.
I’ve gotten tired of starting over. I’ve started my life over several times.
At 50 it’s starting to hurt. Starting.
I guess this means I can change again.
I love Chico. It’s my hometown.
Why would I ever want to leave?
I wouldn’t.
I live my choices whether I want to or not.
Call me a sinner, call me a saint.
It’s a matter of opinion.
That I love Chico, that’s an opinion.
I love that opinion and I’ll argue anyone that Chico might be fucked up as anyplace, but it’s got Bidwell Park.
I’m putting down roots.
No roots by Alice Merton, I think, comes to mind. That was my life.
This is my life and I love it.
That means I need a new them song for my life.
I’ve gone and I’m going.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
If you could permanently ban a word from general usage, which one would it be? Why?
I would ban the word nigger.
I’m part African.
I can’t stand when anyone says the word nigger.
It offends me to the extreme.
It’s a word that is a racial slur no matter who says it.
It’s black history month which is total bullshit. Why don’t we have Asian history month, or white history month, or Cherokee history month.
The fact that we have black history month is racist in and of itself.
Human history is what we have and trying to paint a month for one set of people?
Are you kidding?
The shared story of humanity is just that, shared.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
I want to thank Poison for this one.
Then the next song is One by Creed.
The only way is one.
We are a single ogamism
We are in a gyre.
Gyres make up everything. This is why we have an electromagnetic field that encapsulates us.
Why wouldn’t we be living in a gyre?
For those that don’t know, a gyre is the smallest subatomic particle. A gyre is also a singularity or black hole.
Trillions of gyres make me up.
What consciousness exists in a gyre?
Here’s what I think, I can’t prove it, however, I believe in it.
How do I know it’s true?
I don’t.
This is that leap of faith.
God is the gyre and the gyre is God.
God is in everything.
We are souls having a human experience.
Everything we do is spiritual experience.
It goes up and down like a spiral.
I’m just a soul healer, that means I could be wrong, and if I am I will be glad to know the truth.
The thing is, I don’t think that I am.
I think I nailed it.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
What is the biggest challenge you will face in the next six months?
It’s an old Army expression, means I don’t know and I don’t care.
Thinking in terms of the future is futile if one can live off the flow.
When love is on your side…
Oh how I would give up ten years of celibacy for one night with Dorothy.
It’s true, when love is on your side it’s a beautiful life.
I’ve seen it in my life. I love everyone, I’m in love with everyone. I don’t like many people, but I’m still in love with them.
Anyone who has ever had a significant other knows exactly what I’m talking about.
What does it mean to have love on your side?
First off, fuck off romantic love, that’s lust mixed with love.
That’s when you know how much you love when you don’t even care about sex.
Love is gravity.
Gravity can create a mirror.
The mirror will be distorted.
What you see is your love given form.
As people give love you can see them.
As you give love in everything you do.
What is it you don’t like about one?
That’s inside of you too.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
What advice would you give to your teenage self?
Learn what they want you to do, then figure out a better way.
If no better way can be found, accept this is the best it’s going to get.
Work is the reason.
My apologies.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
What bores you?
Intelligence is bored by mundane things.
Look at social media, I find it to be boring as fuck. Watching people giving their lives over to the masses for nothing substantial in return.
Watching people out on their best show that leaves me yawning.
Listening to conversations and it bored me to tears.
Look at Cinema, I stopped because I’ve already seen it and it was done better the first time.
How many movies do we need about revenge?
There are literally thousands of movies about revenge.
How many romantic comedies do we need?
Who hasn’t seen a wallflower turn beautiful for the man of her dreams or done dork gets the girl.
This shit has got to get better.
Originality used to count for something.
Not using shit that others were the original to do it.
Halestorm is driving this.
I stopped and waited for the next song which is Don’t walk away by Electric Light Orchestra.
I’m not sure I can explain in a way that others will understand what this means to me.
My redemption, what did I need to redeem myself of?
A good chunk of my life.
While on my redemption tour I have a friend who is a good person except their views on the opposite sex and they don’t mind getting their hands dirty, doing illegal things.
That’s what I’m walking away from.
Think about that person that likes to piss you off, that’s what this person does to me.
That’s why I’m walking away.
It’s for my own good.
I did some shit for this person that they can’t even acknowledge.
That was my lesson to learn.
What is your favorite drink?
With honey, dark chocolate almond milk, and dark chocolate torani sauce.
I start my day and end my day with it.
If my life had a theme song, Whitesnake hit it.
I’ve said many times over that this is my theme song.
I don’t like to waste time. However, patience has taught me to wait, and waiting gives opportunity.
Think about it.
If one has to wait for years for something, one appreciates that something that much more.
Instant gratification does nothing for the soul.
I’ve waited for years for some things in my life and I’m still waiting for others.
I have had time on my hands, what do I do with it?
Find something you enjoy and do it. Find other things you enjoy while waiting.
Waiting has been a mode of life for me since I was a child. Then the military, hurry up and wait.
I’ve waited for so long that when I get guidance that says “Stop waiting, they’ll be waiting on you.”
Really, I don’t think so. I could be wrong, but why in the blue holy fuck would people be waiting on me?
I’m not that special, I get I’m smarter than most people which is not a good thing.
Why, I just want to ask the same question over and over.
I get the answer I’ve been given, I just don’t like it.
However, I do get it.
I’m about to get busy as shit and I’ll enjoy the fuck out of it.
I’m a workaholic. If I don’t have shit to do, I do nothing and that stresses me out.
It used to, now I’m at peace with nothing to do.
I figured out how to relax and enjoy my company.
Here I go again and I have no clue where I am going to or how in the blue holy fuck to get there.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Who are your favorite people to be around?
I like being around people who have at least a 190 IQ, mine is 215.
The only way I get to talk about the things I want to.
Belly is the band that no one knows but I do.
This song has a ton of meaning hidden within it.
I used to tell a story about what it means to be a king or a queen.
Lords and Ladies and they were the ones to take care of the people and the land.
The lord of the lord’s was the king and the lady of the ladies was the queen.
King and Queen were never found in the castle and wore no crowns. Instead they wandered through their kingdom helping people.
As the helped them they got to know them. Had they been good and decent people after they left something good would happen to them.
Had they been disloyal, and running a foul of the kings law, something horrific would happen to them.
King and Queen, what was their power?
Their anonymity. Had people known they were in presence of the king and queen the king and queen wouldn’t have gotten to see what they saw.
The moral of the story, do what you should be doing because you never know when the king and the queen will come by and you won’t even know they are there.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Tell us about your favorite pair of shoes, and where they’ve taken you.
I don’t have a favorite pair of shoes.
I wear the shoes needed. That takes me everywhere.
Why would I worry about shoes?
That would mean my life wasn’t full. If I actually cared about shoes. I know this because I used to care. I used to have a shoe collection.
Now, their just shoes.
That’s the truth, their just shoes. Anything you feel about your shoes is an opinion and means absolutely nothing to anyone but you.
Trying to make your opinion mean something is mentally ill.
This album is one of my favorites of all time and thank you Jim Steinmann and Meat Loaf for this one.
Listening to the title track, I can see myself tearing…
From when I had my stroke until now, I feel like a bat out of hell. I’m breaking out of my mind.
I don’t know if I could ever explain what it’s like to be on path and then have a stroke and lose the ability to speak.
Oh well, I’ll deal with it, I do anyway. That’s what I appreciate about myself. I deal with shit.
I figure out what I should do, and then I do it. I never make excuses even though I could, but that only hurts me in the end and that hurts others.
It’s why I do what I do.
I get why kill your conscience from Shinedown is playing. Followed by brilliant.
I don’t know if others will get it, but I do. It’s my life and if you had had my life, you would get it.
Be grateful that you have your life, not mine. My life is difficult to love and I’m grateful for my life.
I work to be a gift for others.
I got the gift of life.
Why not be a gift with my life?
If we all did this…
Share one of the best gifts you’ve ever received.
And what I do with it is my gift to everyone.
Bob Seger takes up a lot of my play list.
I’m taking the day to let my mind come up with various ideas to make my life better.
Now, I love my life, and I want it to get better.
I need to better if I’m ever going to have my life get better.
I’m getting better daily. A little bit at a time.
Never discourage any one who makes continual progress even if it’s you.
Never discourage yourself from a thing.
You know how brilliant you are, they don’t, buy you do.
I get it and thank you.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Write about your approach to budgeting.
I have no approach. I look what I got and see what I can spend.
The Who knew what an empath was as this song shows.
It’s believed that 20% represent empath.
I asked the question when do we, the empaths stop making their world better for them and start making the world better for us?
I think about that and it sounds like a war brewing.
In fact it is a war and we have had to hide ourselves or face ridicule.
I’ve heard it so many times.
That’s it’s become more accepted, is a move in the right direction.
I still feel how angry I am about the fact that I can’t put empath, telepath and medium on a job application and expect to get hired.
Now, I’m over it.
It’s been 13 years since I realized what I am.
It’s been a glorious 13 years.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Lord how I love me some Shinedown.
Evolution is all there is.
Let’s dive in to see if I know what in the blue holy fuck I’m talking about.
We have all had something chaotic happen.
Where does the chaos come from?
What is it that starts the chaos?
Did it come from a previous evolution?
Let’s say it did for arguments sake. This is my argument. My point as it is.
If that chaos started from a previous evolution then what we do in the face of this chaos tells the universe whether or not we are ready to evolve.
Chaos is the agent of evolution.
Without chaos there could be no evolution.
Hence why those who live consistent lives do not evolve.
They can, but it will take longer.
Where did the original chaos happen?
The beginning of the universe.
Chaos is what makes the universe such a fascinating place.
Now, if one knows how to manage chaos, one will evolve.
Learn to manage chaos.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Are you patriotic? What does being patriotic mean to you?
For me it’s about the world as a whole.
We all live here and we need to find ways, ways to get along.
The Disturbed version was playing when I got back in.
Silence, silence is what happened today. My son needed to talk. When it comes to my son, I drop everything and he gets my undivided attention.
I cut the music off.
It has something to do with being 20 and he’ll be fine.
It’s unexpected my son actually needs me to be me and be his dad.
At 20 my son is as independent as he can be, I haven’t heard from him in 3 weeks which is no biggie.
When I was 20 I called my parents once a week. That was 30 years ago. Now if I get a text here and there, I’m good with it.
Thank you to those who liked the teaching.
Once a week.
I promise, once a week. I will not start writing 6 pieces a day like I used to.
Once a week you will get 4 pieces from me.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
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God has infinite forms to use to make manifest the infinite existence.
Gyre is God, God is gyre. God is a black hole.
However many entities claim to be God or Goddess or the plural of each.
God has no gender.
In the story God made man in his image but to make woman he used man’s rib.
Why is it God is called him not it?
If God is in everything then God has no gender. Gender is for sex, sex is for making more of us.
Why would God have sex?
Why would Goddesses exist?
They don’t and it doesn’t.
These are facts that no one can prove.
Opinion about these facts is why religion has creeped up and is what separates humanity from one another.
Facts mean opinion doesn’t matter. It means how one feels about the fact, doesn’t matter, the fact continues to exist.
The idea that we can change facts to fit us, that’s narcissism and makes one mentally ill. Not to mention the illness to the soul.
Everything we do is us as a soul living in a human body. Everything we do is spiritual experience.
As one can accept facts, truth, one will grow and evolve.
Allowing one to grow is the point of life.
Existence is a constant state of growth, the universe grows as do we. Ever changing, the only constant in the universe is change.
God is in everything.
I smoke God, I drink God, that bullet is God, God kills, God heals, God hates, God is love.
God is everything and is in everything.
The idea that one being created all the universe and is going to beat us when we are bad, horseshit.
The idea of God is something we were given by other entities that wanted control over us.
Why would other entities want to control us?
Energy.
We give energy to Gods/Goddesses. We give that energy in the way we pray to, and worship said God/Goddess.
However to be free one must understand what God actually is.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Looking at ones DNA is where we will start.
Hungarian, French, Irish, English, Scottish, Dutch, African, and Cherokee.
Hungarian has Eastern European, Asian and Persian.
One is as gray as they come. The Gray one.
The only thing I don’t have is Aboriginal in my DNA.
I look white with blue eyes.
My hair is curly.
This is what goes into the psychology of this one.
When I was born I was born deaf. It wasn’t until I was 2 and 1/2 that anyone noticed.
I responded when they aimed their emotion at me, even though I couldn’t hear.
This is the Empath.
As I remember the first memory I have is of a girl my age showing me a toy. I was 2.
The next memory was when I had the operation to put tubes in my ears so that I could hear. I saw this guy using a plastic glove he had blown up and drawn a happy face on it.
I remember thinking “What the fuck?”
I don’t ever remember a time I couldn’t read. My mom said I started reading at 3.
Now this one is highly intelligent as one could understand complex ideas and form a thought that understood what one was doing.
At 4 one’s dad caught one watching Public Broadcast TV. What one was watching was a class on advanced economics that one understood perfectly as one showed when one’s father asked what one was watching. One explained it using ones own words. Showing one understood what one was watching.
One’s father was a narcissist.
One couldn’t be smarter than him. That’s when it started. My IQ is 215 and when I saw that number I asked to take it again 195, I asked to take it again, 170.
After trying to make myself dumb, I realized I need to fuck up too much and that I couldn’t do.
The fact that my father was a narcissist meant he couldn’t accept the truth that anyone might be smarter than he was. My dad had a photographic memory, meaning he could remember everything.
My dad was a genius in his own right. My dad’s IQ was probably around 160-170.
My mom was intelligent as well.
My mom could sense earthquakes. If mom said an earthquake was coming and where it was going to hit, she never missed.
Empath.
My dad was a Telepath.
I don’t know where I got the Medium from.
My dad said once that he thought he was the only telepath. What that did to him was as brutal as brutal gets.
Think about it. You have this ability and no one knows because who would believe you in the 1950s and 60s when my dad grew up.
My dad was a tortured soul.
I was happy when he died and finally got the peace he desired. His life was as tortured as tortured gets. He lived with Parkinsons disease for more than 20 years. Watching as the disease took my father’s life.
I can’t imagine, nor do I want to know what that disease does to human mind. My dad used to be one of those that never failed anything he ever put effort into.
That PD hit him, that was judgement that he had taken in himself.
The higherself will fuck you up until you learn.
I’m truly happy to have learned this much and I look forward to learning more.
I channel what I write. It flows through me, not from me.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Have you ever unintentionally broken the law?
Thinking about the statute of limitations what are you trying to do here?
Why would I ever admit to breaking the law intentionally or unintentionally?
Ignorance of the law is zero excuse for breaking the law.
This is the truth that I have discovered.
Van Halen is responsible for this.
And Wild Child by Heart started after that.
I’m a performance artist in everything I do.
It’s all a performance.
Let me give you an example.
Sweetheart.
Do you think that valentine’s day had something to do with my amorous feelings towards her?
I’m an Empath, I ride the wave. So as valentine’s day was approaching I felt more and more, til she disappeared.
Then she came back, then disappeared again.
Right now, if I saw her, eh. If someone wants to talk to me, they can.
She has proven that she doesn’t want to talk to me and I’m good with that.
I’m at peace, fools fall in love, and I’m wise enough to know better.
Shame on me. Somebody smack my hand.
That’s the thing with me, you never really know what your dealing with, and most of that is on you.
Witches burn by the pretty reckless started.
There was a time that people such as me were burned or worse.
I can’t imagine burning to death.
I’m a natural born witch.
Let me give you an example.
I like Black Jack. If it’s me and the dealer, I lose my ass.
However if I’m sitting at third base with a full table, as long as people bet smart, people win. They change the dealer, people still win. One night I was watching them change dealer after dealer.
That’s just an example of shit I do.
Now imagine your me and you just wrote this and it’s true.
What would you do?
I haven’t been gambling in years, many of them. More than 20. Because gambling is a sin, but if you know your going to win, this is my quandary.
I’m letting you see me as I am at any given moment in time while remembering stuff along the way.
This is the only way you’ll get my autobiography.
Why should anyone have to pay jack shit to read me?
If there was a biography about you, what would the title be?
I’ve heard it my entire life.
No way you did that.
No way your that smart.
No way….
Thank you Van Hagar.
I don’t get some women. Sweetheart has not shown for work in the last couple days. I found her on Facebook and asked how her mother was doing. Then I said I wanted to be friends. If you don’t reply I’ll never bother you again.
My medicine by the pretty reckless is playing and I get it.
I’m a hardcore romantic. I buy flowers just because. I write poetry. I cook, I clean, I give full body massages. I’m a tantra master.
And I’ve been celibate for over 10 years now.
4 wives.
That has looking for the one. The one that gets me.
There have been several, several, several women that have applied to my mine.
Here’s the thing about valentine’s day, if you need one day a year to show someone how much you love them, what in the blue holy fuck are you doing with anyone?
My wives, and girlfriends can tell you that I never missed a birthday, anniversary, anything that was important to her.
I didn’t care, but she cared and that was enough for me.
I get I’m a rare commodity. I’m a gentleman who is intelligent. A gentleman who knows how to treat a lady, and will only accept a lady.
A lady needs no make up.
I loved my wives for what they looked like without makeup more than with.
Foolin’ by Def Leppard is playing.
My playlist has it in for me.
I should stop now before…
What were your parents doing at your age?
My dad had Parkinsons. He was on social security.
My mom worked for blue shield and got fired.
I’m working at Walmart and I’m having fun.
An IQ of 215 and I like working at Walmart?
Think about it, most educated geniuses, the Academic community, all they want to do is argue with me and tell me I’m crazy.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Today I went out to smoke and the power went out.
However I did get a nasty piece of plastic out of my finger finally.
Now the power is on.
What you give by Tesla came on.
You do get what you give.
I look at my coworkers and I see a bit of of me in them.
I see the dude who couldn’t be any duder if wasn’t such a great dude at 25.
Then there’s the smart ass I was, you think he gets away with a damn thing with me?
He made me laugh once, but he didn’t know.
Then there’s the madame. She’s living her dream.
Then there’s the guy that I once was. Several of the guys I once was.
I got better.
Then there’s the two that i get it, but I wish I didn’t.
I love my life.
I love that my boss is left handed like me.
I get the dude who offered me ride and he is a dude for sure.
And I caught a couple dudes that reminded me I’m not the only one.
Working at Walmart has been fun. It’s beat the shit out of me. However, it’s a job I enjoy.
Always the masochist, just beat me, whip me call me Susan.
Actually on second thought, no.
That used to me.
I’m not sure what wally world has for me next, but it will fun.
No matter what you do, no matter where you go, have fun, if it’s not fun, make it fun. Because no one likes to work.
I’ve been saying this for more than 35 years.
I figured it would catch at some point.
Actually no I didn’t and I’m glad it never did. Then I would have to find a new way to say it.
I do this. When something I say gets around to the point where others are saying it, a friend once told me her daughters called it Jimisms. That’s when I knew I had get some original material.
I’m always on. Even when I’m not, I am.
The shows I’ve put on, the shows I will put on as a performance artist.
Everything is art.
Everything.
If you had the power to change one law, what would it be and why?
Why?
If you have seen as much trash as I have sitting where it doesn’t belong, you would understand.
Fining people has done shit. I figure if they die they’ll get it into the trash can instead of close enough. No it’s not close enough.
This is part of what enrages me because I care more about the earth than the people on it.
And I’m doing just fine.
I love The Killers and that’s one band I’d love to see. Mr. Brightside was playing when I came in.
Coming out of my cage, this really hits home with me. I feel as if I’ve been caged for five years. Since my stroke.
Now I have two projects for the weekends that are going to take a lot.
Let me explain.
I understand at this level and it’s a high as fuck level.
I need to get, for lack of a better word, stupid. I have an IQ of 215.
For me conversation that isn’t about something scientific, spiritual, or from one my favorite TV Shows or movies or music.
If you can introduce me to new music, I’ll be your friend.
My favorite shows are the Star Treks, Andromeda, Farscape, Stargate SG-1.
At one point I had down loaded all ten seasons of SG-1. I have seen the entire series several times.
One of my favorites is when the have a show about the Stargate, called Wormhole Extreme. Carter, says it would be a great front for the program. If any gets wise they can blame the show.
I think about putting myself in front of people to hide. I’ve done it before.
Like, I really think there is a program, whether or not it’s Stargate, or something else. Now I can’t confirm it, it’s an idea the show have me with that episode.
What if?
Write about your dream home.
Using hemp materials my dream home is underground.
I have devised a way to get natural sunlight using tubes and domes and refractors.
This way everything grows in top and no room will be wasted.
Living above ground is not efficient. Heat and cooling costs make living underground preferred.
The Who with Baba O’Riley.
I’ve done a ton of arguing over the course of my life. I’ve won more than I lost. I learn when I lose.
I need someone to beat me in an argument.
I want to learn.
Sweetheart showed up for work tonight and gave me Chinese food, my favorite.
I don’t know why she is just amazing.
That’s how I know I’m in love.
Like a teenage wasteland.
The fucked up thing her name is the same as one of my wives, the one I liked the most.
So I’m looking at how I’m going give instruction for The Book of Khaos Majick. I think I will take a page from me, and I’ll do it here.
I’ll be doing this once a week. On Saturday.
You feel I don’t want to do it, but I’m going to because there are those that will be able to understand with a little instruction.
The same thing goes with Abnormal Psychology of a Conduit. Saturday. This i actually look forward to. I figure I’ll learn by teaching.
With my life, it’s typically what I do. Learn by teaching.
The teaching is done by what I channel using my mouth.
Man in the mirror has been playing whole I’ve been writing this.
So will sweetheart invite me out as friends?
I really hope so.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
You get some great, amazingly fantastic news. What’s the first thing you do?
Depends on the news.
I take spirituality seriously.
I’m not a serious person, but I can be.
Everything is situational.
I look at giving instruction on spirituality and I don’t want to do it. If I fuck up, I fuck their lives up. I don’t want that responsibility, but I’ll take it.
Responsible.
I’m responsible.
The understandings that come through as I write about this tells me I’m doing the right thing. It’s my decision and I’ve made it.
Fuck it, I’m doing it anyway even though it scares the shit out of me.
Fuck fear.
What’s next?
I was talking to myself. This is what I was saying.
“I’m smoking God, God lit my cigarette, God is in everything.”
I needed to remind myself of that.
Does this mean I’m God?
Yes, but that dog, that dog is God as well. That shit that you don’t want deal with, that’s God that you don’t want to deal with.
I was reading the blog/book I wrote, The Book of Khaos Majick.
It’s a spiritual guide for spirituality. If you understand what it says you don’t need me.
This is the shit I don’t want to deal with, those who need me to instruct them.
That’s Gods and Gods that need me to give instruction.
That’s exactly what I fear most.
I haven’t said fuck it, and I’m thinking about it. I know me, if I’m writing about it, fuck it, I’ll do it.
I have been setting myself for this and it was a sweet set up and I’m grateful for the set up.
So God is in everything and what we as individuals manifest through our words and actions is shared among the shared reality shared by all.
Get your head around that, all.
Every living, non living thing in the entire universe shares this reality.
Who am I to say a thing about a thing?
If you’ve read me, you know. If not, find someone who has.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
This is The Book of Khaos Majick. Scroll all the way down the start.
https://thebookofkhaos.wordpress.com/
Are there any activities or hobbies you’ve outgrown or lost interest in over time?
Bowling.
I used to dream of being a pro bowler.
Golf.
I hated golf.
Darts.
Too many drunks.
Pool.
Too many drunks.
Painting.
I just don’t feel it anymore.
And stuff. When I think about the past the stuff I used to do that’s just it, it’s what I used to do.
I’m more concerned with what I’m doing now.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
As much as this title is weird as fuck, it describes my life and thank you Sturgill Simpson for this one.
The next song Peace Easy Feeling by the Eagles.
I started writing a text book, and I like to write blog, so I’m writing on this blog.
The Abnormal Psychology of a Conduit.
I had an issue with abnormal, but I figure I’m not normal so abnormal it is.
This is scary shit.
Fuck it, I’m doing anyway.
This is how I got to be me. A series of scary shit and I said fuck it, I’m doing it anyway.
Why let fear paralyze me?
It makes no sense. I push through it knowing I got to do it. I can let the fear make it a miserable experience or I can push though the fear by saying fuck it.
In that moment I take the power back. I know I will survive whatever, so now it’s time to do it.
That takes less than a fraction of a second for my mind to set it’s course. Once my mind is made up, there is no changing it unless one can show a more efficient way.
Fear is not efficient. However fear can cause one to find efficiency. It can motivate one to know the most efficient way to do something.
I fear writing an actual text book, all the reviews and peer reviews and shit like that. Fear has given me the efficient way to write it, on my blog.
I figure if anyone can understand what I write, why should I charge anyone for anything I write?
I can come up with justifications left and write. I’ve already done that.
This is it.
This is why I don’t make money for being a Táltos. In ancient times a shaman would have another job because what he did for people he wouldn’t charge them.
Those who need, need.
It is a mockery of shamanism that any one shaman makes a living as a Shaman.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
I’m a conduit. I’ve studied psychology, behavioral psychology, abnormal psychology and stuff.
A Conduit is a human who is an Empath, Telepath and Medium. They can know stuff from everywhere. How do they do it?
First off the individual has an IQ off the board, 200 would be the baseline for a functioning Conduit.
It takes that kind of intellect in order to know what one is dealing with. Their awareness of self and their surroundings borders on the supernatural.
What does that do to a human?
A ton of fucked up shit because one was born a Conduit, however one was born into a world where things such as Conduits are thought to be imaginary and works of fiction.
How does one know one is a Conduit?
I’ve done a shit ton of experiments on myself and others to understand what I do.
Each experiment proved without a shadow of a doubt I do what I say I do.
This a good place to start.
I’m writing the book to teach from the book later. You get to see what’s going in the book because we exist to share life.
We don’t exist to make others pay for what we have learned.
We exist to share life and all it’s joys and sorrows and learnings.
Thank you Mr. Steve Winwood for this adventure into my mind that has been strategically twisted.
I’m on one tonight.
Evolved.
Would you consider an evolved being to be inferior, superior, or the same as any other being?
Let’s dive in.
How does one quantify inferior and superior?
Telepathic communication.
Communicating with images in the mind with emotional concepts. No language.
If one can’t do this, is one inferior to one that can?
For me, I used to think I wasn’t a telepath. At one point in life I would have felt inferior to another that was a telepath.
Understanding that one can communicate without words across the universe, that would make that one superior.
Why?
Communication is how we evolve.
How we communicate says everything about us.
As humans we like to feel superior to everything.
The idea that we’re inferior never crosses our minds.
Look at Dr. Steven Greer and his documentaries.
If that doesn’t tell you how inferior we are, nothing will until they show up.
For me, I’m waiting patiently for them to show the fuck up already.
What’s your favorite candy?
Brach’s butterscotch.
My great grandma was the Brach’s lady. Everytime she would visit she would come with a bag of Brach’s candy.
I would go through and grab all the butterscotch.
I was a kid and hadn’t learned patience yet.
White room by Cream has me thinking no stings can secure you.
What strings are people looking for?
The strings that hold them back from getting the full experience.
What is the full experience?
Of what?
Life.
Well, what strings come with life?
You have to pay to live. That’s the first one that comes up.
We are the only species, creatures, animals that pay to live.
Other species live in the on the same planet we do, why don’t they have to pay to live?
Why is it we can’t live within our ecosystem without trashing it?
I get why I am at zero zone anger.
I’ve been in a conversation with a guy who thinks his name means something because his money his tied to his name.
He thinks he’s evolved because he learned the same shit everybody has learned and doesn’t think that we exist to share life.
He thinks we exist to create a name for ourselves.
I used to think that, but I evolved.
We exist to share life with others. That simple. What we do with our lives is our choice.
Every last one of us has the choice to make.
We can screw others and call it gamesmanship.
We can screw the planet and call it doing it our way and no one can stop us.
We can call it narcissism and we can tell the narcissists to shut the fuck up as we need to share life so that all can live.
The zero point energy needs to be released.
Why do we still build cars using gas?
Why haven’t the pipelines been closed off?
Why aren’t we using hemp and stop cutting down trees that can fix the atmosphere?
Greed is the only answer.
Think about it, Saudi Arabia would fold.
The Arabs would be happy to see the Saudi family fail and fail huge.
Loggers would fail and fail huge.
These two groups of people need to fail and fail huge.
Thank you Katy Perry.
It’s a reminder I needed.
I don’t know if anyone can understand what I’m going to try to explain.
Some of it has no words only understanding.
Think about let your good deeds go unnoticed.
I shine like a motherfucker.
At work tonight this song played and it made me want to cry. The words hitting home. Few song make me want to cry.
This one was the first time it made me want to cry.
Why is it that I wanted to cry?
As the chorus hit I could feel my eyes well up and I held it. Each time the chorus hit me eyes welled, and each time I held it.
It was an understanding of my life, where it is, where it was, where it’s going. I don’t know where it’s going but I have an idea.
Sound of madness by Shinedown is playing. Oh how I know the sound of madness. I wouldn’t say I wrote the book on pain, but my life has dealt with pain upon pain upon pain.
When am I going to wake up and fight for myself?
What’s the point of fighting?
I find that using peaceful, yet teachable lessons are something that can happen.
One does not need to fight.
One can negotiate and stuff.
Do you need a break? From what?
My life is like a vacation and I need a break to go back to work.
Don Henley gets the credit for this one.
We are all guilty.
What are we all guilty of?
A ton of shit.
Could you be more specific?
(yes this is and my higherself conversing)
How much do you want to write?
Good point.
It figures Low by Cracker was the next song.
Guilt.
I’ve been guilty of so much that I can’t even stop to think about it, the memory reel is going to fast.
It paused me for a second.
I need to be guilty of something.
Why?
So I can feel like others.
That’s stupid.
Yeah, I know.
I’m guilty of not saying shit when I know the truth.
It’s interesting when I do speak up on LinkedIn. I’ve been using LinkedIn as of late to see how my skills are progressing.
I figure if I can beat the supposed best and brightest they have to offer and clean the floor with them, or they ask me questions which is a new one.
LinkedIn is full of people who desperately seek validation.
It’s easy.
All one has to do is make a valid point that blows their point out of the water. Then refuse to give them validation.
The reason I do this is because these are the same people that post who needs a validation I’m valid.
Really.
One also has to have studied everything I have studied. That’s where I get them.
They haven’t studied what I’ve studied.
The CFO that stopped talking to me once I made it abundantly clear that his oint made zero sense and he should no better being that he’s a CFO.
This is what I’m guilty of. I’m one of the smartest people on the planet, I work at Walmart, I fuck with people who wouldn’t even get in the door any other way.
My bills are paid.
I look at it this way, I’m as lazy as lazy gets. If you want something done quick, find the laziest motherfucker around.
It’s not that I have anything against work, I would just rather work on my theory.
However I need to live, so Walmart it is.
That’s what I’m guilty of. Being a philosopher that should be teaching the younger generation.
Here’s the thing, I’ve worked for years to reach many of them to be shit on by them all.
I don’t take any shit from anyone.
Why would any want to shit on me for being intelligent and figuring shit out.
I don’t know, insecure.
That would be it. If there is one thing about this generation that makes me sick as fuck is there insecurity and making excuses for it.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose
The most important invention in your lifetime is…
Movies.
Movies have had the most influence in my life and had no one figured how to make a camera, we would have missed out.
Describe your most ideal day from beginning to end.
Ideal.
That’s a lot for me to figure.
I got to bed around 4 so I can wake up at 11.
Then I have a spliff heavy in the weed.
Then I play my stupid game until noon.
Then I should be awake enough to start some shit.
I have no idea what I would do because the universe doesn’t revolve around me.
Others will be included and what use is to for them for me to have an ideal day?
Thank you Queen.
I’m the seeker as the Who started.
This is what I do. I decided to write, hit the shuffle. Then I went out to have a smoke, when I came back Crazy little thing called love was playing and as I started writing The Seeker by The Who came on.
Love is crazy.
Love is not insane.
The definition of insanity is doing the same shit over and over and expecting different results.
Anything else, no matter how much one might think it’s crazy, is totally ok.
Let’s dive right in to see if I know what I’m talking about.
Crazy is giving a woman a poem that she was not expecting.
Doing it again would be insane.
Crazy is loving someone and telling them.
Insane is when they don’t want you and you still follow them around like a lost dog.
Crazy is doing the unexpected.
Insane is doing only what’s expected.
Now this one, has caveats. At work doing what is expected is a good thing.
Everything has one exception.
I think of love and not romantic love. I don’t know if it’s been too long since I’ve had a hug or something else. However, I look at life and something is missing.
Someone.
I don’t know who.
This was the line from Rock And Roll Never Forgets as I walked into my room after having a smoke and grabbing coffee.
That was my day.
I just got home and tonight was fun.
I got told my art work and the message on it was well received.
Then Sapphire happened. The laziest person I work with. She stopped working a section and did something else. While she was on her phone. This meant that she couldn’t hear me when I asked a tool.
At her age I had already been on a humanitarian mission in the Air Force.
I have no patience for stupidity. Being at work on your phone is stupid.
Next I had Em. Em thought he was going to be a smart ass until I said some shit that made him feel as guilty as he was.
I got teach a couple people some shit.
I think about my dignity and my integrity. The two go hand in hand.
I used to be the world’s biggest smart ass. Now, I’m the dick that fucks up how smart they thought they were and lets them see where they fucked up.
Working with me is easy, working against me will go very bad for you.
I’m as pleasant as can be at work.
However,I remember what changed it for me, my son.
I used to be a pain in the ass because I was trying to be. Now I’m a pain the ass for working and doing what I’m supposed to making others look like shit.
No one wants to be near me because I work like motherfucker.
And I don’t like rap, far be it from me but when I hear nigger over and over again at work, somebody has got a real disrespect problem. That they feel what they listen to is what everyone within earshot should listen to, that means they have zero respect for anyone else.
This is the new generation, you really need to learn your manners.
The one dude who’s half my age, got raised right. Works his ass off making me look bad, I’m 50, he’s 25. He should be making look bad.
Not all of the new generation needs come upins.
Come upins is where you come up against the shit that fucks you up and based on how you deal with it, could be more on your plate, or your done.
I’ve had my fair share of come upins.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
How do significant life events or the passage of time influence your perspective on life?
My perspective on life start and ends now.
The forever now.
Time is fiction.
All that is, is now and now is ever moving forward and never goes back.
Now we have been trained that we have seconds, minutes, hours, years, millenniums, eras, and eons.
However all that exists is now.
Simply stated.
Something on your “to-do list” that never gets done.
I get shit done because it needs to get done. That simple.
Bachman-turner overdrive. The one song I know.
Any lovin’ is good lovin’, so I took what I could get.
Through 40 that was me. I was a slut, all a woman had to do was get me drunk.
In the last ten years I’ve been not drinking.
Every last one night stand I had was do to drinking.
The last ten years I’ve been celibate. At first I didn’t think there was a way I could make a year, much less ten.
Why am I writing this?
You know that sweetheart, you really really like her.
So.
I’m not having sex with anyone until we have a nap.
Sleeping next to another is the best way to know if you like waking up next to them.
No sex.
Not even a kiss.
If we wake up and we still like each other, then it’s on like donkey Kong.
I like a lot of foreplay.
Conversation is foreplay. Leading each other through each other’s minds. Taking time to know how relaxed you are, and the other is with each other.
Taking the time to sit silently together, not because you agreed to it, because your that comfortable that no words are needed.
This is what it means to be wooed by a gentleman.
I drew a soul flower for sweetheart. She took it and said I was sweet. No the rambunctious teenager is at the front of my mind.
However, I’ve learned to manage that reaction into a response that doesn’t’t make me sound like a I got a screw loose.
I like to make dinner.
Chicken with balsamic vinegar, fresh garlic, coconut oil, sesame seed oil, teriyaki, and a sprinkle of provolone.
Baby red potatoes with rosemary and fresh garlic.
French bread.
Now I’m hungry.
Dinner and conversation are the perfect foreplay.
If you know you and your partner are planning to have sex, make the day foreplay. Give each other texts that could be erotic.
One of my favorite ex girlfriends, we used to write erotic poetry through text.
Erotic is not “I’m gonna fuck….”
Erotic is “as I lay here I have no idea what to do, can you help me figure it out?”
You truly have zero idea what that means, however if you have a mind that understands sex and innuendo, one can say anything and have it be a sexual reference.
Now speaking to a lover is not speaking to anyone else.
One should never be lustful with one that one doesn’t have permission to lust after.
For crying out loud cut out the one night stands and the sex for a relationship.
Look for one that one wants to talk to.
Because talking is all your going to as you get older.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
What’s your favorite thing to cook?
I just love cooking for at least two. Cooking for one sucks ass.
Shinedown.
You can do much better, trust me.
This is my life. I’m always working to get better since my stroke 5 years ago. I know how much better I can do. It frustrates me to no end.
Both sides now by Neil Diamond is playing.
I’ve seen me at an IQ of 215 before my stroke. People hated seeing my name when I commented. They knew they were done because they couldn’t argue against my point unless they lied.
Since my stroke, I understand that I don’t speak well and it’s my shit to deal with. No one is at fault. It just is.
This is how I deal with it. I fight every day to get better every day. I’m getting better every day. My writing is proof of that.
I don’t get stuck on words as much. Thinking about a word didn’t used to be a problem for me.
Used to be I had a mastery of the English language.
I write this and I’m at peace with it. I know I’m getting better daily.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Write about your first computer.
It was a dos machine. It was one of the first home computers. We had to use floppy and hard discs. What was windows?
I love the Killers and this song is one reason why.
People worry about the dumbest shit.
What does worrying get anybody?
Absolutely nothing.
Stress and stress and stress.
I used to worry about shit all the time, I got better.
A gentleman has nothing to worry about other than is he doing what he’s supposed to be doing, if yes, no worry.
A gentleman works at himself, but not to the cost of others.
A gentleman is always their for others and it doesn’t matter who. A child, a woman, an elder another gentleman, or a piece of shit.
Pieces of shit can be smelled from far away. As one gets closer to see the shit, one understands why it’s shit and goes with the flow.
A gentleman may or may not give to pieces of shit.
If a gentleman does give his time to a piece of shit, the piece of shit should be grateful.
The gentleman takes time to build pieces of shit into decent human beings.
The gentleman has patience that Job wished he had.
An actual gentleman will never lie to anyone about anything.
If a gentleman is telling you some bad shit, it’s because it’s true.
This is what I do. My week encapsulated and what comes out, this is what is coming out.
A gentleman never attacks, however will defend those who are being attacked.
A gentleman is precise in his language, meaning he will make sure he is understood using the simplest language.
Why use colorful words when simple ones will do?
If one wants to write poetry be as colorful as one can be.
When attempting to communicate with another, use small words.
Your thesaurus skills impress no one.
A gentleman is never looking for a lady, however if one shows up, he will give her his undivided attention.
Allowing the conversation to lead to God knows where.
While a gentleman may want a lady, a gentleman never allows himself to think of her in any lustful way.
Respect, self respect is what a gentleman has. Why would a gentleman disrespect another knowing he would first have to disrespect himself?
Fuck off with name calling, only truly pathetic scum of the fucking earth do that shit.
A gentleman swears to make a point.
However, he knows other words as well.
I could add more, and probably will.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
What’s the thing you’re most scared to do? What would it take to get you to do it?
I wrote a spiritual book, that if you understand it, you don’t need me.
I’m not one for getting behind the pulpit in a figure of speech. I don’t look at others as if the need me to figure their shit out. Just figure it out.
Tonight I had a woman tell me that philosophers such as myself have a responsibility.
Figures this the daily prompt.
I work nights and I just got home.
What do I need to do what I don’t want to do, the right, right woman.
I’ve been celibate for ten years waiting to meet the right woman.
The Church of Rock 'N' Roll 
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