Some say it’s impossible, I say in theory it can be done.

All we need is to be lighter than a photon.

If we are faster than light, no light would ever be seen because no light could reach us. We would be in perpetual dark.

If that’s true then time can go fuck itself in the ear.

What brought this on was, I was smoking dabs, and for me when I smoke dabs everything becomes crystal clear.

Throughout the day I was viewing ÆIOU, you can see my comment.

Then I was talking to someone about remote viewing. I was talking about how each of us is a soul, and we have a body, the thought occurred to me, does the soul have the same, more or less weight as a photon.

Is a soul affected by gravity?

What if a soul is affected by gravity, however it weighs less than a photon meaning a soul could move faster than light.

This is theory, meaning my opinion, meaning I’m right and wrong simultaneously.

Author, writer, screen writer, song writer, all of these mean storyteller.

Anyone is a storyteller. You tell stories. I tell stories, and it’s how we communicate deep meaning with one another.

Look at this way, when you tell a story, often there is meaning, hidden meaning in that story.

The word parable comes to mind.

I figure most people are celebrating a holiday. I’m not, I’m doing this. Why not talk about something the dude was famous for.

If I have to say his name, he is here with us. Even as you thought it.

I’ve studied religion, most of them, even Wicca.

That’s how I got the idea to write The Book of Khaos Majick. I was studying Wicca and wanted to write my own Grimoire, and I studied several. Nothing that one has published, deep personal Grimiores is what I studied.

The shit you can buy anywhere, that’s child’s play.

I once had a Black magic practioner tell me I should practice Black magic if I choose to practice magic.

I took the advice, however, in not a practioner of any magic. However I’m well versed in Majick.

Every word we ever say is a never-ending spell that creates our life.

I’m seeing what it’s like after living my life.

I live in a place where I’ve always wanted to live. I don’t have to do any yard work, and I clean my dishes and do my laundry, but one of my roommates is a clean freak.

I work 30 hours a week.

I live comfortably.

I’ve got gal pals to hang out with.

I’m a gentleman that is only seeking one. However, I love women and spending time with them.

All I had to do was become this gentleman, so that my life would reflect what I project.

That’s all I’m saying.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

As you may have noticed I started putting my theory on my site. I started this on LinkedIn.

Once I’ve got everything, I’ll pull it from LinkedIn.

That’s where I’m at.

I look at my life honestly. Why wouldn’t I love my life.

I’ve got someone to cook for, my patient lives in his home. Two days a week I get to practice cooking for another. I’m a good cook, however, I’ve been cooking for myself for a long time, I’ll get it.

Looking at my friends, most of them, had no idea where I was for at least 10 years. I did that to protect them from what my life was.

I’m a Táltos, and I did some shit that I won’t talk about. Now how do they accept me, I’ve changed quite a bit.

Either they do or they don’t, nothing I can do, but be me.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

The Unified Field

Think of an algorithm, an evolving algorithm.

This is why math doesn’t get it done in explaining the universe. It evolves, and as soon as we think we figured something out, some bit of chaos happens to screw up the math.

Something chaotic happens, then it becomes a habit, and the universe evolves.

Read the last two sentences again and again and again and understand this is the truth of existence.

That is The Unified Field.

Matthew Sweet wrote a song called Girlfriend.

I’ve been celibate for close to ten years and this is why. I’m a sex addict.

Looking at my life where sex is concerned, I’ve done what I need to do to heal my soul.

How do I tell everyone I’m a sex addict.

Writing this works.

Sex is something that can be amazing between two people. I didn’t say that love each other, here’s why.

I’ve had sex without love and it was amazing.

The sex I did have where one loved the other, it was amazing.

The sex I had when we loved each other truly, I don’t know, I’m still waiting for that.

I didn’t know myself so how could anyone love me. I didn’t love myself. What I thought was love, was lust.

I understand the difference, have for many years, but why am I gunshy about the idea of having sex.

Because I trained myself to be a Tantra Master. I did it with my wife. I didn’t do it for everyone else.

I can give sexual advice. I remember telling a lesbian how to please her lover, and it worked like a charm.

Yet for me, I’ll probably live alone, I don’t want to say for the rest of my life. I don’t like the finality of that.

Think about it, how long am I going to live?

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

Actually I do.

What’s wrong with me?

Nothing, I love my life, however it wasn’t always this way.

I look at where I’ve been and what experiences I’ve had. This is where I learn.

Once you understand you have zero control, even in your own body, one can manage.

Once you can accept that your management is your choice. You take the responsibility for your choice.

This is how one can have responses instead of reactions.

If one responds one has power.

What does one do with power?

If you think of it this way, your speech has a lot to do with it.

Why be self-deprecating?

Self talk is the talk that builds you. As we go to bed, we die metaphorically, and wake up reborn. What we put into ourselves is what our new life will be.

Think about this.

The reason I don’t want to talk about my life through anything, is because I live my life. What’s the use of living a life worth reading that isn’t historical. That means that anybody that writes their own story or borderline narcissists.

I’m not a narcissist, however I get the times were in, and someone, they and I’m a part of they, someone has to speak well and teach people how to speak well, so we can live better lives, all of us.

So apparently nothing is wrong with me, and I’m doing everything right.

The song playing “I was wrong” by Social Distortion.

I laugh my ass off.

Because for me, this is me doing right and I was wrong, so very fucking wrong before this came about.The last couple months has shown me much that I could never explain.

Stand by me started playing, and the universe, God, I call it The Big U, is always standing by each and everyone of us.

We are never alone.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

One is one her way out, and coming right behind to take her place, a natural born Witch. I’m a natural born wicth.

There are things I can do that most think of as magic. It’s not magic, it’s natural.

The thing is most are born with something, however the world kills it, because who are you to be special?

Maya Angelo’s comes to mind. Something she wrote about who are you to play small?

I use the state of peace, zero emotion, to transmute what I take on as an Empath, to turn it into pure love healing energy. It knows who needs and it goes where it needs.

I don’t know or care where it goes.

This is meek.

I can focus it with my hands. There are other things I do with my hands that takes a thought to get ready.

I drain ghosts and demons, and any other entity. I’m a Soul Eater, no I don’t eat souls, I do devour remnants, ghosts.

I remember a few years ago I was in Concow. I was in a residential area called Camelot. I could tell something nasty had gone down in this area.

I was told that Native Americans had been slaughtered by the military. That was what I felt.

I walked into the field where nothing grew except one tree. I walked up to the tree and did my thing. I cleared the place.

I talked to people who live in Concow, and the entire place has changed. No longer can anyone feel the slaughter.

I think about visiting Gettysburg.

If anyone needs anything, find my porch. Talk to the people who work at Ital Imports, and if they tell you to walk, walk, otherwise, I’ll know and you’ll never find me.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

It’s literally been years since I wrote under this blog.

For the record I’m James Clayton Carter Jr.

I understand there have been rumors about me. I don’t give a fuck.

Those who listen to rumors, instead of getting the truth are fools that are not worth my time.

For those that don’t know, I’m a Táltos. It’s Hungarian.

I’m also an Empath, Telepath, and Medium. Before anyone thinks they’re funny, I’m a large. Jokes done.

As it happens I specialize in what I channel, your spirit, everyone’s spirit. Everyone’s higher self, soul, whatever you want to call it, I channel it to make sure you get the guidance you need, not want, need.

I do this for free, because how could I charge people to be me and talk to them. That sounds retarded, as in one would have to have to have a severe mental deficiency to do some crazy bullshit like that.

I’m sane, well for the most part. I’ll let you be the judge, and I want to to judge harshly.

Think about it, we all do, judge people, and we don’t even think about it.

I don’t like insert name, because they do this.

Whether you’re aware of it or not you have judged that person. Be aware why?

Think of it this way, if I was to say that I believe that Willian Shatner is actually James T. Kirk and he traveled back in time to make sure that Star trek got made so that I would see it…

That’s delusional thinking at it’s best.

If you are not judging now, what will it take?

Offense has to be taken, not given.

Understand the difference in order to quit being offended.

So, I talk crazy shit, and I say something wise, oh well.

I’m writing my life as I live it. Not the before shit, as I live it. I’ll journal here as much as I can and you get to judge me as I live my life.

I thought about the whole video thing, but I need time to live, and you time to live.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

Here’s how this came about.

I said to my son “Have a blessed one.”

And he said “Be excellent.”

After that it became have a blessed one and be excellent, whish his reply was “Be bodacious.”

And I would answer back “Fuck Yeah!”

So, then this went on for years, and then when I moved back home I got in touch with Sammy. She told me to do something on purpose and that’s where I got that from.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

What’s important?

It depends on who you ask. That means it’s an opinion.

Far too often we are told what is important in life. How often do you think about what is important to your life?

You probably don’t even know how important the garbage persons who pick up the garbage is to your life. Do you even know their names?

How about the person who does dishes for a living?

How about the tire person who makes sure your family is safe?

How about a bunch of people we never think about?

When we talk about what we want, we have to think about where it comes from. It’s important.

If we don’t think about it, things will unravel in the worst ways.

The Pretty Reckless is anything but reckless when it comes to the song Turning Gold. This band is one of my favorite bands, and the album this comes from is why.

I’m a writer, I understand artists better than they understand themselves. Take into account, I’m a Shaman as well, I can see everything that needs to be seen, even if most miss it.

Love is a vengeance
Put upon this breed
It takes the highest mountain
And brings it to its knees
Down below it hits me
And keeps me wearing this mask
But if I ever meet him
I’ll be sure to ask for the light
For the light
For the light
For the light

Love may feel as though it is a vengeance, I though it was for years. One heart ache after another, just like all my sisters and brothers. After every heartache, I fell to my knees looking for something or someone to make it go away. There was nothing that could make it stop and that is where the mask comes from. It’s that mask of pain we all wear at some point or another.

If I ever meet the son of a bitch responsible for this shit….oh wait, that’s me. It’s how I found the light to begin with. It was just below where I had hit with my heartache, thinking there was nowhere to go.

Each and everyone of us has a light that can be blinding, and we need to let it show more often. When we dim our light for anyone else, we are doing them a disservice.

Let me say that again, when we dim our light for anyone else, we are doing them a great disservice.

In the seventh hour
Waiting in the cold
I can feel the power
I’m turning gold
I’m turning gold
I’m turning gold

I don’t care what hour it is, or if it’s warm or cold outside, I can feel the power, and it feels awesome. It’s that power that springs up from within. That power is doing the right thing for the right reason.

That’s when you know your turning gold.

Life is an ending
Starting in the womb
You build a home of brick and mortar
Then it is your tomb
And I don’t know real, I don’t know right
I don’t know if I should lay down or fight
But I know that somehow
It’ll be alright

Simple truth, life is an ending. The day we are born we begin to die.

It’s what you decide to do with your life, that can make it feel as though it’s heavenly, or a hellish tormented existence. The choice is always ours, and you can’t wish that away.

That means we are responsible for our life, not parents, not friends, not brothers and sisters, we are totally responsible for our life.

That might make you upset, it made me pissed as all hell for a good couple years, however it’s true. It’s why it pissed me off so much. I couldn’t escape it. Everywhere I looked, it all came back to one thing, I made a choice.

Now I make better choices, that makes me feel as though everything will be alright.

Time is relentless
A mathematical curse
Put upon by god above
To make your body hurt
Through the burning, the bleeding
The itch of the healing
The screams carry on through the night
But I know that somehow
It’ll be alright

Life’s a bitch and a half.

Yet, somehow I find a way to grateful every damn day. I wake up and the first words out of my mouth, normally, “I woke up today, the rest is gravy.”

How much gravy does anyone need?

I take my gravy as it comes and never do I go in search of gravy.

The way I look at it, patience is rewarded. Every time I think I found a way to get the gravy, the gravy is in my lap. Now I need to clean myself off and I missed the gravy.

When I wait for the gravy meant for me, well that’s the graviest gravy there ever could be.

The Killers have this song, that I listen to damn near everyday.

Now that doesn’t matter to you, however for me, it’s a reminder of all the things I have yet to do.

When there’s nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
One more son
If you can hold on
If you can hold on, hold on
I want to stand up, I want to let go
You know, you know – no you don’t, you don’t
I want to shine on in the hearts of men
I want a meaning from the back of my broken hand

Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no

If you can, hold on.

What if you can’t hold on?

Let go, and see where life takes you. That flow of life that we think we know better than.

How can one shine on in the hearts of any?

One has to be pure. One has to purify oneself. Only one who is pure of heart can shine on in any. Anything less will taint the hearts of any.

In experience, I’m well over 100, even though physically I’m 47. My affection does indeed come and go. However I’m in no need of perfection, that’s only an idea.

Help me out
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don’t you put me on the backburner
You know you got to help me out

Everyone thinks they need help from others, now think for yourself and help yourself out. No one can help anyone that is not gong to help themselves. All one can do is provide assistance or be an enabler.

Enabling lets that one who needs, to sit in their needs and never do anything about it.

Assistance allows one to be of aid to one who is helping themselves.

I don’t need to help anyone out and I don’t need anyone’s help.

I do need the assistance of those who offer it. I do need to assist those who are helping themselves.

Think of that as a daily mantra.

And when there’s nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
These changes ain’t changing me
The cold-hearted boy I used to be

Everything and everyone changes. Their ideas may not change, however they do change and eventually they will die.

I like to think in terms of evolution. We are in the midst of an evolution of the species that is homo sapiens. Some of us have evolved, some have not.

I feel real sorrow for those who will not evolve. However I can’t remain in sorrow. What I can do, is be at peace with the fact that not everyone is meant evolve.

It’s not easy, however it’s worth it.

Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don’t you put me on the backburner
You know you got to help me out
You’re gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you’re gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you’re gonna bring yourself down

As one does not help themselves they wish everyone to go through what they are going through.

I got soul, but I’m not a soldier
I got soul, but I’m not a soldier
I got soul, but I’m not a soldier
I got soul, but I’m not a soldier
I got soul, but I’m not a soldier
I got soul, but I’m not a soldier
I got soul, but I’m not a soldier
I got soul, but I’m not a soldier
I got soul, but I’m not a soldier
I got soul, but I’m not a soldier

I used to have a short lived blog called “Souldiers for Peace.”

I was an Airman, I severed in the United States Air Force. I let go of the idea that I sever any country, instead I like to think I serve the Earth.

Over and again, last call for sin
While everyone’s lost, the battle is won
With all these things that I’ve done
All these things that I’ve done
(Time, truth, hearts)
If you can hold on
If you can hold on

I’m not sure if any battle was ever fought, or if anyone won, or if we would know the difference.

What I do know is that each and every day we have a choice to be a dick, pussy, or asshole. I often choose dick, because dicks fuck assholes and some assholes need to get fucked. I keep it simple, because anytime you complicate shit you end up being a pussy that needs to be fucked.

I don’t care what you think about it, it works for me. That’s who it needs to work for. This is not personal truth, it is opinion.

That’s the truth.

Imagine there’s no heaven
It’s easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us, only sky

What if heaven was all around us, hell too?

What if heaven and hell were the choices that you make?

What makes us feel as though we are in heaven?

What makes us feel as though we are in hell?

Imagine all the people
Livin’ for today
Ah

Imagine there’s no countries
It isn’t hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion, too

Imagine all the people
Livin’ life in peace

What has history taught us if we are still making the same mistakes?

We need to evolve in our thinking and we will evolve as a species.

What does that evolution look like?

Those words above, is exactly what that looks like.

We are one human race.

This is a fact.

That means it doesn’t matter what you think about it, it doesn’t change the fact that is is a fact.

Opinion means nothing next to truth. Get over it.

No one is obligated to respect your opinion if it is untrue. In fact there was a time when truth reigned supreme in the minds of the people. That was a long ass fuckin’ time ago.

Fuck religion.

I’ll take spirituality. There is no sacred text to point to for spirituality. We are spirits in the flesh. This means that everything we do is spiritual experience.

That means you do not have to take any drugs to have a spiritual experience.

Your brain makes DMT. A popular hallucinogenic, that if you were to mediate and experience life, you would not need to do DMT.

If you meditate and experience life, your brain will produce the DMT needed for you to see some shit that you are ready to understand.

Take the basics of shamanism. Respect that which gives life.

Respect all life.

Respect the cycle of life.

Respect you’re place in the cycle of life.

Respect all that which is unseen that makes this life even possible.

You may say I’m a dreamer
But I’m not the only one
I hope someday you’ll join us
And the world will be as one

I’m not the one by a massive fuckin’ long shot and a half. We number in the millions and our numbers are growing.

Our numbers are growing.

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man

Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

Can you imagine no possessions?

Most people can’t. Most people have way too much stuff that think is important. That stuff is material and ideas.

The idea that one needs more than another is a bad idea. What one needs is exactly what everyone needs.

Food

Water

Shelter

After that we get into want. What we want says a lot about us.

What I want more than life itself, is to have this world of peace this song is about.

You may say I’m a dreamer
But I’m not the only one
I hope someday you’ll join us
And the world will live as one

Millions and the numbers are growing.

Taken from the lyrics of Long Live the Renegade by The Answer.

It’s what I was listening to as I decided to write.

What happens when you give everything?

What happens when the stuff you have doesn’t mean that much to you?

I can pretty much put my lif in a backpack, and I like it that way.

What happens when we all get along and share things?

Call me a dreamer and I’m not the only one.

Imagine, I do.

One love, once race, and it’s all sacred space.

One love.

One love makes one race.

One androgynous love makes one race.

How can we be one race?

It’s simple, not easy.

Take an androgynous view of self and others. Place sex off the table unless the occasion calls for it.

I don’t care how you pair it, it’s still the same.

How can you seriously take an androgynous view of self and others?

Realize your soul has no gender.

Then work at unification of the feminine and the masculine that every soul has.

Your soul is not different.

Realize before you do this, any relationship is a hit or miss based on how you perceive you and others.

How you perceive you and others is the only thing you have a choice about.

How others perceive you is their choice.

Perception is false reality. Make sure to check the space in between to get a full view.

I love you all as androgynous souls.

One love, one race and it’s all sacred space.

Seeking one Apprentice. Hit me up.

What if everyone took care of everyone, who would be left out?

Yeah, that sounds good, but we all know we have to take care of ourselves first.

Bullshit.

Has everyone ever tried it?

Not by a long shot.

There has never been a cohesive unit that calls itself the human race.  There has been “everyone look out for themselves” for a good long time called existence.

I have the power to take that from you and you have nothing you can do about it.

How many stories does this conjure up in your head. Too many.

The story of humanity is filled with them. People losing everything they had and someone moving in. People being shoved out of where they live and forced to live elsewhere. There is no one single injustice done on this one. There are far too many.

When is enough enough and we all do something new.

When do we drop all of our reasons why not and do it anyway?

One love, one race, and it’s all sacred space.

Androgynous speech is becoming more and more common.

One love, one race, and it’s all sacred space.

One race.

Think about it for a minute.

That’s one race without gender standing between us.

It’s possible and many live in an androgynous view of self and others. I have met a few. I am one. It takes making the we more important than the me. Until one can do that, it’s a pipe dream.

Words shape our view.

How we view anything is purely how we speak about it.

How purely do we speak of others when we limit then to a gender?

Yes, I know it’s hard. However it is rewarding for more than one. It’s a gift you give of your being. Giving that gift for everyone to be treated equally.

Think about that word for moment, equally.

e·qual·ly

/ˈēkwəlē/

Learn to pronounce

Speak equally to create true equality.

If I fail, other people suffer.

What if we all took what we said this seriously?

Would we still have fun?

Sure we would, we would have a different kind of fun.

Dream with me if you wll.

Gone is TV and Film.

People see performance artists everywhere.

It’s nice, but do you live in this world?

One of the greatest lies we swallow is that money equals success. That money and what money buys you will make you feel successful. This is sadly the way too many people view the world. I myself have trouble not getting caught up in it.

Take a few hours away from online and everyone else and spend it with people who are face to face. I do, and it’s the best time I spend. It’s my me time. I like to ignore my phone as well.

Taking this time for you is exactly what more people need to do. Even if you just sit around all by yourself, it’s time everyone needs. At times what we need to do is to sit down and relax. Take some time to engage in Self Reiki and Meditation.

Image if we all did this.

Those who follow me are familiar with the pics. I post them at least once a week. For those not familiar with it.

To breathe without breathing is to breathe so slowly you do not feel the wind of each breath. This breathing technique can and will aid one in times of stress or anxiety.

I often find it a good reminder to myself that the word fan is short for fanatic.

We soften the blow of how unhealthy the behavior is by shortening the word and then it’s only one letter away from fun.

I understand fanaticism as I was once a fan of the NFL team the Raiders. A fan base with a legacy of its own or should I say there is no mystique behind the fact that Raider fans are fanatical about the fact they are Raider fans.

I gave up professional sports years ago. It doesn’t make sense to me to pay grown men millions of dollars to play children’s games or beat the shit out of each other to include boxing and mixed martial arts.

I like a good chunk of music from a lot of various artists however I am not a fan of any band or artist. I have better things to do with my life than follow a band all over social media like an obsessed stalker needing to know their every move and what they had for lunch and stuff like that.

The one time I did meet a legitimate rock star, I insulted him. I find the idea of being a fan one that limits the idea of who I am and can be. To be a fanatic is synonymous with being a zealot, extremist, militant (my personal favorite) and devotee.

Does anyone have pleasant images that these words conjure in their head?

Me either.

Yet due to shortening the word fanatic to fan we have taken the images and the sting out of just how psychotic the behavior can look.

We encourage fandom.

We reward fandom.

We have events centered around fandom or in technical terms, fanaticism.

People who attend conventions for this that or the other have been known to lose touch with reality in their obsession over a comic book or a film or a TV show or a character in a comic book or a film or a TV show.

Ask Joss Whedon if Firefly fans are indeed fanatical about being Firefly fans. For that matter ask any of the cast from the show about the shows fans and their total unrelenting crusade to somehow one day bring the show back on the air after it got only one season and a movie.

No one should ever allow a work of fiction to take up this much of their life and their identity.

Ask successful musicians and those in film and TV what it is like to have a superfan.

Part of the problem for the ones who are adored by the fans is when someday the numbers dwindle and all that energetic adoration they rode comes to an end and withdrawals kick in with no way to get that fix. It’s why so many in the entertainment industry deal with depression at the end of their careers as they become less adored and the fans have moved on to someone else.

Fanaticism under the name fandom does more damage than people think about because hey guess what, there is a shit ton of money to made off fandom. Conventions, clothing lines, dolls, coffee mugs and the list never ends.

The only piece of clothing from a band I have ever owned was an Iron Maiden shirt I got at a concert and an Iron Maiden beanie that had the coolest skull and crossbones design on it I had ever seen. Iron Maiden is electric classical music with it’s complexity of musical arrangement. They are a thinking human’s band.

I dig their shit however I have no idea what the fuck the band is doing right now nor do I care.

Why live vicariously through a band or an actor/actress or whatever when you can be living your own life?

In the song Don’t Damn Me by Guns N Roses the line that fits here is:

Your only validation is living your own life

Vicarious existence is a fucking waste of time

Words so wise I break my own don’t quote other people rule.

The only thing in life I am a fanatic or a zealot or militant about is being me and retaining my ability to be an individual who sees the value of working at synergy. The only thing in life I am ever really a devotee of is the woman I happen to be involved with when I have one I am involved with.

I have often said that being in love and being a stalker is a fine line and that line is where they sign the restraining order against you.

I guess on some level society decided as long as money could be made, it’s fandom and if there isn’t any money to made its fanaticism. Same behavior only using one term allows anyone to act like a stalker and you can be part of the crowd of stalkers who join you in your fandom.

I’m not a fan.

I am definitely not a superfan.

If it’s about you then yes it is your business to know however you have a choice as to whether or not you let it bother you.

We have a responsibility to ourselves and to others with how we choose to use our words and when we talk about other people we are taking on the responsibility of telling their story and allowing what we have to say influence how other people think and feel about them.

No one has the right to lie about another and inflict harm on their life by doing so. Whether you care or not, what other people think and say about you will impact your life.

How many people have you not met because of what other people have said about you?

How many opportunities have you missed because of what people have said about you?

The story of you is shaped more by other people than it is by you.

While the sound fades out, the signal that is your voice never stops and the emotion of the words and the concepts tied to them travel and are felt by all worldwide. This is the basis of intuition.

This is how the 100th Monkey effect works. Emotional concepts that are picked up by the subconscious and stored until it becomes relevant information at the conscious level.

This sometimes can feel as though you had an idea pop up out of nowhere that leads to what is a new realization for us, however is something we have been getting hit with at the subconscious level for an untold amount of time.

It can look like a behavioral change that is subtle and goes unnoticed at first. This is how we do things behind our back in front of our faces and it is influenced by all we take in. We take it all in however are rarely if ever consciously aware of it.

This means we have felt the shit people have been talking behind our backs. This means we have felt the emotions they have aimed at us. These things can and do have an impact on us. For an Empath it is nearly impossible for us to not be aware of how anyone feels about us. We feel it with you.

If you are trying to repress or suppress it, we feel it for you. There is no hiding how you feel from an Empath.

I don’t care how scary that is for anyone, it is true and you all need to grow the fuck up and accept this truth. I say need because until it happens and people like my self are accepted for who we are the world inflicts much suffering upon us. Think of it as being bullied about being gay and told it’s a mental illness or that it can be fixed or reversed.

I once led a discussion in front of a group of over 500,000 on Linked in concerning people like me and even started designing the test to prove our existence offering myself up to be the guinea pig. I hate the idea of being a guinea pig, however if it puts an end to the suffering being inflicted on many I would do it without thinking twice.

There are millions of people around the world who know exactly how you feel about them even if they are never around when you talk about them. There are people like myself who always know what you think of them.

The power of disbelief gives you the ability to think you are not creating suffering by the way you talk about others behind their back. It gives a delusion built on self imposed ignorance to not feel guilty about impacting the lives of the people you talk about.

It’s why I say if you can’t say something nice, make damn sure it’s true.

If you can’t say it to their face why are you saying anything to begin with?

….when you are afraid of pissing off someone. That person is someone you have given control over you to.

The first amendment guarantees the freedom of speech as does the human bill of rights that the UN drew up.

With free speech comes a few things.

1. Responsibility: Holding oneself accountable for what one says and how one says it.
2. Toleration: Unpopular speech is still protected under free speech.
3. Patience and empathy: It takes one to engage the other.

I once swore an oath to uphold the freedom of speech with my life should the need arise. I swore to uphold that oath against all enemies both foreign and domestic. An attack on free speech is an attack on the foundation of the constitution and the foundation of any civilized society.

I am a pacifist and do not ave any interest in any violent action, in fact the opposite I often say to forget the hate and heal the pain that caused it so we can all get along.

I often say remember we’re all blessed and oh what a day it would be if we all acted like it.

I get pissed the fuck off some days at the sate of the world and understanding exactly why it looks the way it does. I do not always deal with that well. I am human. One thing I never tolerate is name calling and bullies. Trump is a bully who I saw on the news is in a name calling war with someone. This is the president of the United States and he is involved in high school antics. What in the  blue holy fuck is going on?

As a veteran who swore to uphold the constitution I have to hear about Trump wanting to take away the freedom of expression from NFL players who decide to kneel at football games. How am I not supposed to see the president as an enemy of the constitution he swore to uphold and I swore to defend.

A couple decades ago Chevy Chase and Richard Pryor did a sketch where they used racial slurs towards each other in an escalating fashion. They did this sketch on Saturday Night Live. I saw on Linkedin that some dude on SNL called Trump a cheap cracker and they were really pissed off about it.

SNL has made fun of people for decades and it’s kind of their job. Is it racist, hell yes. Do I give a fuck, hell no. Here’s why.

Someone had to tell me they guy was black. Race only matters if you let it and making your race matter over and beyond the fact of being human is an act of racism in and of itself. It negates true human equality in favor of making one special due to skin pigment. I have DNA from Africa, Asia, The Middle East and all over Europe and Cherokee Indian. What the fuck do I care about race.

I don’t get why the rest of you make such a big deal about it. Having no cultural history to use as a way to identify myself allows me a great freedom and allows me to see the prison that cultural history is for so many and for our race that keeps us from embracing a pro human first view.

I have been really stressed lately and have been taking some time off and got really bored today and decided fuck it I am going to scroll social media for the day. I think a few people are praying I never get really bored again.

If you know my history with beBee.com and that I was once a brand Ambassador for the social network, you also know it was the CEO Javier told me he was OK with other brand ambassadors slandering me. The screenshot showed up in several places on Linkedin today and each time it was relevant. In particular when it was on an article that showed up in my feed by Jim Murray, the one who had been slandering me that Javier defended.

Thanks to John Vaughn and Robert Bacal my fellow banned Bees for their continued support.

They were banned for using their freedom of speech to ask the CEO about discrepancies in their stats and how they are reported. It turns out that the numbers for views and stuff you see on beBee are greatly padded. I banned myself from beBee when in my final email to Javier I said “With all the respect your community has shown me, go fuck yourself.”

I have my moments I own however I am not proud of. I am human.

We all have those moments.

It’s a good thing to work at limiting how many of them we have. I often say that on occasion losing one’s patience is a good thing however never make a habit of it.  I often say patience exercised is patience cultivated.

“Patience leads to understanding but first one must find the view from in between where one is detached from all and sees oneself as other sees one. 

Only in engaging in empathy can one be truly mindful and aware of how one might be perceived based on one’s projection of self in the moment. It takes experience to build that understanding that is the basis of all wisdom. “

For those wanting to keep track, that last bit there was channeled and as much a reminder for me as a lesson for any who might see it for the first time. Or a reminder to those who may understand it in different words and different metaphors.

I think I have talked about it enough that maybe you all are ready for me to point out what is channeled as it is channeled. If not, too bad, grow up and deal with it.

This is why I often say I learn by teaching because as I have channeled over the years I have also paid attention to what has passed through me and learned along with my students and others.

It’s why I love spending one on one time with people and taking a view of existence through their eyes for a while. The ones I enjoy the most are the ones who are ready for the veil to drop and then I can relax even more. It’s a traumatic awakening for most when they hit it. It’s nice for them to have me around and I know because I didn’t have a me and I went through some unneeded hell because of that.

Part of the Shamanic path is to guide oneself out so one can be a guide to others on their journey no matter where they are on it. A Shaman is one who wanders the dark to help the lost find their way. A Shaman is one who shows up and demons start backing up. Even the best Shaman can only do so much to interfere if one refuses to change the behavior that brings the demons to begin with.

This is spiritual metaphor for any harmful behavior in a lot of ways. Our own lust for life can feel like a demon of its own, however it is simply part of being human. I might serve God however I stand on the side of humanity and question God daily. I have dealt with the Devil and beat him at his own game and still he is damn good at what he does. When you dance with the Devil and it doesn’t change you, that’s when you don’t mind cutting in to save someones ass if you can. This again is all metaphor for the lusts that life brings to us in the form of temptation that leads to harming the soul and a Shaman is a soul healer.

It also means on occasion you disappear for a few months here and there. Few will understand and those who do have followed me for a long time.

I am not writing as much as I have been known to over the last few years. For about 3 years in 3 different blogs and then on bBee I was averaging 3 pieces a day 6 days a week.

I’m tired.

Words have no meaning if they are not backed up by action.

It takes more than words to create change. If one seeks to make change one seeks to change oneself and become an example of what that change looks like.

I had a conversation today with my sons maternal grandfather. The two of us really do not like each other that much however I can not invalidate the wisdom of his words due to personal feelings based on history or I am a fucking hypocrite.

The history of what led to us not being big fans of each other is not important in the now where it is about my son, his grandson and making sure he knows he is loved and that we have his best interest at heart and in mind and in action.

We were discussing the state of the world and what is wrong with it and why and how we got here and if it can be fixed for my sons generation so their children have it better than my son does.

I have long since forgiven my 2nd wife and her parents for the past and it seems they have been able to do the same as we had a pleasant visit and stories of the past were shared with laughter and my son got to witness grown ups setting aside differences and working at getting along.

We live in a world centered around adults and their desires with very little concern for how it effects the children. I have said before, it doesn’t matter if you have no kids, you are still an example and a role model to any child who sees you.

When I was talking to my son today I told him he has been what brings out the best in me to make sure I give him a good example and role model. We also talked about how important it is to me that he understands that I have no desire for him to ever be a clone of me and that it is OK for him to have different preferences than me.

I want him to grow figure out who he is and desires to be and that I will always be there for guidance when he needs or wants it. My son is quite intelligent and at age 12 was giving us his political views at one point and they were worth hearing. He showed he is able to form his own opinions with out simply repeating something he heard or read.

Living my last article and watching my son live up to something he has never read but has always seen in me and the way I engage with people.

One thing I cannot tolerate above all else is my own hypocrisy whether it is me or someone else that catches me in it. How can I be intolerable of the hypocrisy of others if I allow it within myself.

I hold myself accountable and responsible for my words and backing them up with action. If someone has to notice than I have failed to live to my potential. It does happen on occasion because I am as human as the next human.

I have studied enough of the worlds religions that I can feel real comfortable in saying that those who use their religion as an excuse for violence are hypocrites.

I have studied enough history to understand every empire falls and usually it is at a high cost in the lives lost and the suffering that led to that fall and ensues after.

I have studied enough history to understand that class systems eventually degrade and cause suffering within the system in order to maintain the system.

I have studied enough to understand that to elevate any, many others must be held down.

In order to have a class system you have to be able to determine who is worthy and who is not and create inequality through this set of standards for who measures up and who does not. In order for a class system to work entitlement is part of that. This group is entitled for this reason and that group is entitled to this or that for these reasons.

The concepts are this simple and complex mechanisms are put in place through behavioral programming so that it becomes the norm and people rarely if ever think to question it. Part of that behavioral programming must include systems of abuse in order to punish those who dare buck the system.

No one has a right to luxurious living and no one should be made to feel inferior for any reason.

A short while ago someone told me they felt inferior to me because of what I was able to explain and my response was to tell him I was jealous he could play guitar and write music. Something I have attempted many times without success in the endeavor. Neither of us is inferior or superior, we merely have different abilities in different areas.

In a lot of what I write I try to keep it to the concepts however if asked I can provide details on personal life experience to back up what led to my choice of expression.

The most disturbing part of today’s conversation was when I had to admit the man I was sitting across from had a valid point I did not like.

Those who rule through oppression and violence cannot be taken down from their places of self given power without being forced to do so in some violent fashion. I don’t like that that statement has an air of truth to it. I am a pacifist because I am well trained martial artist.

I avoid violence as a way of life and always have, however I have trained to defend my own life if needed. I have always felt that if I ever have to use violence to defend myself, I fucked up about six steps ago and need to evaluate how to avoid finding myself in that situation again. I have had to use the martial arts training in a physical way once and it was enough to remind me why I choose pacifism.

I often imagine a world where violence is not such a daily occurrence that it fills our news outlets worldwide. I often imagine a world without countries where we live as one united world. I often imagine a world of equality for all people.

I was proud of myself today when at one point in the discussion I was told I sounded like John Lennon. For the remainder of the day I had a set of lyrics running through the back of my mind.

All we are saying is give peace a chance.

While history shows that it has taken acts of violence to bring down those who oppress others, I find the truth is that it can be done peacefully and that we simply have not figured out how to do that yet.

It takes change and that change starts within and living it and being an example of it in action.

The future belongs to the dreamers and those who will become the change the world needs for the children to create better and for their children to create better and their children and so on.

The dreamers need help from the doers who need a path to explore in living to bring those dreams to reality.

It takes those who have different abilities to work in synergy to build for the future that creates a new world that is brave enough to let go of the past and embrace the unknown.

I imagine a lot as a writer of fiction who is working on several new books. A lot of writers have imagined that brave new world where we dare to be different than we have been and grow to surpass the confines of repeating history.

Now we need action more than ever if we are ever to turn our world around and let the evolution of thought bring about an evolution in society to unite our world.

This here is the only action I can take on my own. It might not be much but at least I know I am doing what I can.

Who will join the dreamers of today to build the better world of tomorrow in the present?

Who will let go of the past and venture off into the unknown with us to build it and make it known?

Who will join us in change?

Tradition has done much to retard growth for humanity.

Here’s why.

It keeps people locked into defining their identity based on traditions.

It creates cultural stagnation where no growth takes place.

Look at the evidence that is humanity.

People the world over cling on to traditions based in history and religion and act as if these things are worth killing and dying for.

I was one of them once upon a time. The I let go of it all.

What I found through experience was that things that I thought were sacred were actually trappings that limited my understanding of life the universe and most things.

What experience taught me was that to hold on to something because some people decided a long time ago it should be held sacred for all time is that all I did was keep segregation alive within me.

A wise one takes it all in and makes up their own mind and a fool follows a crowd, pick a crowd

It takes strength of will and a desire to truly grow to tell the crowd to fuck themselves. It takes a weak will to follow a crowd because one desires acceptance and is wiling to compromise to gain it.

This means that yes indeed I have zero respect and reverence for ancient teachings and ancient tradition of all kinds and find any who follows them because they think ancient shit in the only way to go is a great fool and is wandering blindly without ever thinking for themselves.

The only power anything has over us is the power we give it. The only meaning sacred teachings have is the meaning we give it. Those who don’t learn from history are doomed to repeat it.

Until you can put in your own words you don’t understand it. A lesson I learned from family as a child.

Can anyone show me how any ancient teaching has brought unity to this world?

No you can’t, because none of them have.

Most of them are based in duality which is a low vibrating state of being. It’s a way of life that keeps one blind to the fact that the only things that stops any of us from doing anything is ourselves. Our decisions form our identity.

Why tie your identity to something you were not around for?

Traditions are used for the purpose of control.

We have to do this for this reason because the of this thing that happened that none of us were alive for but we have to keep the spirit of it alive or we lose something of ourselves.

I couldn’t even type out the last sentence without feeling stupid and weak willed.

A new paradigm means letting go of the old one and that means letting go of all the old ancient stuff that has been used to manipulate us and keep us from uniting as one human race. History has already shown it keeps us separate and fighting over whose way is the one way and fuck off to anyone who says different.

It’s one of the reason I wrote the Book of Khaos Majick. To free myself from ancient stuff and give myself something that allows me to continue my evolution of thought. It allows me to make new discoveries and realizations without building a prison of limitations for myself. I wrote it at the same time I was writing Psychospirilosophy The Martial Art of Thought to give myself a spiritual guide to go along side the philosophical and psychological guide I was writing.

In both a lot of unnecessary knowledge was left out in favor of the wisdom that is understanding.

One of the things I often have to remind my students of is to stop over complicating things and to realize things truly are a lot simpler than we want them to be. It’s in making it complicated that makes us feel smart. Over the course of my life I can’t even begin to tell you the number of times I felt stupid when I realized how simple things truly are.

Simplicity is the key to wisdom. The more complicated you make things the further you remove yourself from understanding.

If knowledge is power than wisdom is understanding.

This why I say if you cant explain it to a child who has studied next to nothing, you don’t have one fucking clue what you are talking about.

A simple truth.

A fact of existence.

Hate it all you want however it does not stop it from being true.

What you are about to read is unpopular truth.

Karmic Law states that history will repeat itself until changed.

Has making cultural history significant done one good thing for the entirety of the human species?

I’m going to say it has done the exact opposite as I see segregation everywhere and using cultural history as the excuse. Unpopular and will piss a lot of people off however it happens to be a fact of history that has yet to change because we continue to set cultural history above human progress.

Has having segregated groups of humans done anything good our species?

From over here I see a history littered with wars because we keep ourselves segregated instead of uniting as one race. Again this a fact of history.

Unpopular yes, however it does not stop it from being absolutely true.

We have let history mean more than now.

Karmic Law says all that exists is now.

If all that exists is now why does the history matter and why do let it build prisons for ourselves that keep us segregated and from uniting as one race.

This means that until let go of who did what to whose ancestors and who is indigenous to where, we are damning ourselves to repeat the history we have already lived as a species. Last time I checked we are all from Earth.

Why do we need to have one set of humans have precedence over a piece a land over all other human beings?

I think it’s fucked up that my fellow Native Americans (I am part Cherokee) have forgotten to apply the lesson to the human race that the land does not belong to us, we are merely caretakers of this Earth, all of us.

Unpopular as all hell, however still true.

How is religion doing anything to unite us as a human race?

We have fought wars over religion. Extremists to this day still use religion as a reason to give into violence instead of negotiating peace. People all over the world use their religion of choice to label who is good and who is not. Fact of life in the now.

Even within religions there are factions and they can’t even unite their own religion.

Fact of life in the now.

Things get lost in translation due to context. Metaphorical meanings change. What was once seen as this is now seen as that.

This means we need to let go of ancient texts and seek to update based on the now or we create yet another prison that has done nothing but keep us from uniting as one race. Unpopular, however quite true.

Life is not a game.

In order to play a game there must be a winner and a loser. Those who treat life as a game will call inhuman behavior towards other humans good gamesmanship since they come out on top.

We are evolving as a species and that evolution takes an evolution of thought in order for there to be an evolution of genetics. Essence precedes existence. If we keep repeating the same things over and over again as we have throughout history we will never evolve as a species.

Unpopular, however true.

It’s not that I don’t get that saying these things will piss some people off, I do. I’m simply more interested in progress than repeating the same history over and and over again that has us in a world where violence on the news has become the norm. I can take the heat and quite frankly I don’t care who I piss off by speaking the truth.

If the truth pisses you off, that’s your problem and you need to ask yourself why it pisses you off.

Now let me go for the throat.

Each and every day we are building for the future generations.

That means building for the children.

That means even if you have no children you are still responsible for building for the children. A child doesn’t give two shits about history until they are taught to do so. That means we need to start teaching our children to let go of history and see each other as human and see us all as one human race or we are abusing them and making them conform to what history has already shown is not working.

I call it abuse because if they don’t conform to what is being taught there is often some sort of punishment involved. There is emotional abuse involved making the child feel less than unless they conform to the history we are ramming down their throats.

This is unpopular and yet it is still true.

Humanism is about humans, not about this race or that race or this religion or that religion, it’s about all of us.

This is what the shift and new paradigm is all about. Letting go of the past and forsaking our history so we can build in the now so our species continues and flourishes.

It might be unpopular, however it is absolutely true.

There are times where I act like a cosmic mirror of sorts and I am able to translate things into a common expression or metaphor everyone can understand. Think of it as a universal metaphor translator.

In previous pieces I’ve talked about synchronicity using the simple definition that it occurs as two or more people come together for an event or series of events.

Tonight I’m going out on Main Street in Chico California to let synchronicity do its thing. On these nights I refer to as my Community Service nights I set my intent early in week and put it out there. Unconsciously people pick this up and will guide themselves to meet up with me while it looks like a random chance meeting. At the subconscious level we do things behind our back in front of our face to line up synchronicity.

What we don’t realize is that we are in communication with each other every step of the way. We communicate at the subconscious level and our conscious mind may never catch on to what is going on.

In attaining higher levels of conscious awareness this synchronicity is more easily seen. It takes work to get to these moments and once that first meeting is had free will is still in play. It takes decisions to to do the work that keeps this one or ones in your life. The nature of that work depends on the one or ones that are in your life.

We don’t often see it as work even though we will say “This feels like work.”

Everything takes work, work is action with purpose and intent. The problem is we have attached the idea of being paid with the concept of what work is.

The idea of money has limited our view of what work is.

Right now I am working on a project that pays me nothing right now, however leads to being paid for multiple things. The work I’m doing is in refining my character for the jobs I want to do.

A company will require you to have abc skills and xyz experience and will not pay you to go get those skills and experience. This is not new, not even close to new. We simply forget all the work we do just to get a job.

Most of the work we do in life is working on our life. We work to get the job, we work to make the job work, we work to work well with those we work with. Think of the events that had to happen for you and your coworkers to arrive to share space at work.

Synchronicity is a complex machine that is all moving parts. Each of us nothing more than a cog in the machine. The machine functions as the cog functions and the cog can change the nature of the function on the machine.

This is change. We change our behavior and it changes the way we function as a cog. As one cog changes and other cogs begin to change as well. This is the 100th Monkey Effect in action. At times the behavioral changes happen at the subconscious level through repetitious exposure to a different behavior and the subconscious sees the value of the behavioral change and will do things to get one to make subtle changes leading to bigger ones.

It’s behavioral programming in simplest terms and is the results of the influences we allow in our lives.

With this new project I’ve already seen a vast change in my behavioral patterns as I set the intent to make sure my thoughts and actions lead to me performing at my best potential for this project that has the potential to lead to more than I can talk about right now.

As a Master Intuitive I’ve spent years mastering the art of change and letting my intuition guide me using the various gifts I possess. This took years of getting it wrong to achieve. There are still times I ignore my inner guidance and need a reminder lesson. I’m still human.

Synchronicity is potential meeting potential in the moment and where it goes from there depends on the work you put into the potential. OK wise ass but what does the mean?

Let me use the Law of Reflection and The Cinematic View to explain this.

Think of life as a film and the story is created on a holodek that reflects back the story based on the character you are projecting and the choices your character makes. The holographic interface is matching your character to the story it is creating based on who you are behind the mask you show the world as well as the mask you show the world. Both image and substance taken into account to create the life you interact with.

If you don’t like the story your living, make changes in the character and synchronicity will move the mirrors to better reflect the changes in your character.

Everyone else is doing this too and it has to be made to allow for everyone. Free will is the thing that screws with our life more than anything. The free will choices we make do impact other peoples lives. The free will choices other people make do impact our lives. It’s a shared reality and the reflection of our reality is created through the sum total of the projections that are all of us.

All of our thoughts go into creating a structure for the reality shared by all of us. All of our words go towards shaping and refining the structure that is one shared reality. All of our actions go towards building that one shared reality.

Synchronicity lines us up with those who are more likely to make the same choices as us in order to act in synergy for further creation and changes in the human narrative as well as in our lives.

Stay blessed everyone and remember we are blessed as we bless.

This weekend may you find what you seek. Seek well world, seek well.

That T-Shirt comes from a company owned and operated by a friend of mine, Betty “Boopster” Davis. Betty has nothing to do with why this is my favorite T-Shirt, it’s the message that Pro Human stands for that is the reason this is my favorite T-Shirt.

What do those words Pro Human mean to me and why are they so important?

One love, one race and it’s all sacred space.

That’s the really short version and for the sake of this article I will elaborate.

I have genetics from races across the globe and to me that means the sum total of humanity is my cultural background. I just happen to look like a white a guy and nothing pisses me off more than when I am treated like a white guy.

Let’s examine the concept of one race.

Human.

Raise your hand if you’re not one?

Everyone out there who thought it would be funny, not original even a little bit.

We are one human race and we come in all shapes and sizes and colors. I hate to sound like I feel like I am talking to children, however how difficult is this concept to grasp?

If I was a comedian on stage you would think it was a joke and laugh. Since it’s a wise ass Shaman, you are left with “That son of a bitch did it again.”

What’s fun for me as a Telepath is I know who at least two of you are that keep calling me a son of a bitch. Quick history lesson.

I once told my mom that I wear son of bitch like a badge of honor to honor my mother. She did not even miss a beat when she said “You damn well better.” If my own my own mother has called me that so frequently that it’s come to this, who thinks I’m going to find it insulting. It took 3 times before I asked my mom if she knew what she was calling me when I was 16. It then dawned on her what she had said. That was 26 years ago and she called me a son of a bitch last week at least once. I love my mom.

Now I realize my Telepathic skills can freak some people out and they freaked me out too. I have said things and heard people think “How did he do that?” as I said what they had been thinking as if it were my own thoughts. That’s what took me so long to catch on. I don’t “hear” your thoughts, they show in my mind as if they were my own. I spent the majority of the last 5 tears teaching myself how to stay out. I was born doing it. I am a human being.

I use a variety of techniques to dull my awareness of the thoughts of people I am dealing with. A big chunk of my charity work over the years has been with people who have intuitive gifts such as this and teaching them how to manage them better. Those who are Highly sensitive Empaths, before they find out what it is and how to manage it, we often turn to drug abuse. I am a recovered alcoholic and prescription pain pill addict. I am human.

I am a human who can do what is considered by most to be some weird shit. I get that. I tried to make it not true.

The recent suicide of Chris Cornell got me to thinking about the last time I thought about suicide. It had only been 2 years since I realized I am an Empath, Telepath and Medium and everyone in my life I was telling was exiting my life to include my 3rd wife. This was a little over 3 years ago.

3 songs having nothing to do with people like me have gone on to be anthems for us as well. I know this because back then I was an admin in a group on Facebook with over a 1,000 who found the same solace in these songs I did. I had shared them in Empath groups numbering over 10,000 world wide. Some of these groups had as many as 30,000 members.

We are human. We are Born This Way. At times we feel like We Are The Others. It’s OK to be a Freak Like Me. Who knows how many people these 3 songs have kept from going too far.

Here’s the view I take of me when it comes to gender. Do what works for you. I asked myself when in life does gender matter when sex is not involved?

It doesn’t.

Are you sure?

Yeah.

Really is it that simple?

Yep.

We all talk to ourselves and when we are wise we make productive use of it. When you’re a Medium you realize the answer is not always coming from yourself. When I seek guidance from what I could call The Angel of Death, Archangel Raphael and Archangel Zadkiel it looks like I am talking to myself. They have to speak through me to speak to me. As weird as it sounds on your end, on this side it explains why I have an IQ well over 200 in order to manage the skills I have and not have a full psychotic meltdown and be wandering the streets talking to myself and lost in an endless spiral.

I am human.

So here I am with this idea that gender doesn’t matter unless sex is on the table. If sex is not on the table, see myself with androgyny and see others the same unless for some reason sex is on the table.  Seemed simple enough. I lived it for two years. It works really well for ensuring I respect all people regardless of their plumbing as human beings first and foremost and who they like to fuck is none of my business unless it’s me they want to get down and dirty with. Otherwise who gives a fuck and why?

We are all human.

What if we acted like it?

What if we made being a human being enough?

What if we all got little more Pro Human in how we view this thing called humanity that includes all of us?

This is why that shirt up above is my favorite T-Shirt. I know I jump around a lot at times and I thank you for indulging my abstract mind. It’s in the abstract that you find the connections that exist nowhere else, yet show how connected we all are.

Happy Friday from your friendly neighborhood Rock N Roll Shaman.

If you want one of these shirts or a hat or something be sure to check out Pro Human.

I often get accused of judging people. What has happened most often is that what I said had people looking at themselves and feeling guilty and instead of acknowledging they were judging themselves, they blamed me. This is one of several reasons I have often said I wouldn’t wish my life on my worst enemy.

Being the Shaman I am, I have a knack for finding the simple truth of any situation. This often removes any delusion built up around something that allows one to rationalize or justify what is going on. I have always said the moment I feel the need to rationalize or justify my actions, I am most likely in the wrong and I can either accept it and continue on or change it. I never allow myself any excuses to myself. I know when I am being a hypocrite and I am usually the first person to call me on it.

Part of the reason behind this is a sign that used to hang in a call center I worked in. The sign read “Perfection is the goal and excellence will be tolerated.”

Setting that as your goal for behavior in life is stupid, yet I did it anyway.

I have no excuse other than my own desire to be my best at anything I do. I am hyper critical of myself. Perfection is an illusion. It doesn’t exist. We as human beings chase after this idea in various forms in life. Artists struggle with it in every creation.

I understand how flawed I am when I observe who that is. Some of my flaws are things I love the most about myself. I can handle the observational truth of my own being without judging myself or feeling guilty. This is why I often say “If you can’t handle me for me, kindly fuck off and stay there.”

We are under no requirement to like everyone or have everyone like us. I love people I down right dislike. Those people I find it is better if I love them from a silent distance. We are allowed to set healthy boundaries for ourselves based on the influences we allow in our lives. I said healthy boundaries not moral or spiritual, I said healthy.

This is where I examine why I am doing anything from a psychological view point to understand my own mental health in what I am experiencing and how it might be suffering or if I am healthy in how I am feeling about something. There are times in this exploration I find I am overreacting or have misinterpreted something. We all have triggers that are like having a button pushed for a certain emotional response. There are some things that are healthy to get angry about and somethings it is healthy to feel sorrow over.

How we act upon those emotions is another story all together. “Why did you do this to me?”

“You pissed me off. Don’t piss me off and I won’t do that.”

Anyone not read the underlying beginnings of abuse in that. The hard part is taking time away to understand where the anger is coming from and then calmly explaining it. In my 3rd marriage when things were good the last time I yelled at her this is what came out “I”M GOING OUTSIDE TO HAVE A CIGARETTE AND CALM DOWN SO I CAN STOP YELLING AT YOU BECAUSE YOU DON’T DESERVE IT!”

My anger did not validate my behavior and I knew it and I removed me from the situation. When I came back in I apologized for yelling at her and we talked it out calmly and I had taken something she said in a different way than she had meant it and I ended up feeling really stupid. It wasn’t until a few years later I ever raised my voice to her again. Then I divorced her. I removed me from the situation permanently. Things had changed, however those years that things were good, we rarely argued or got mad at each other.

When I look back honestly I don’t see who was at fault, I see two people who grew in different ways and found it hard to like each other. I don’t have an ex wife or ex girlfriend I don’t still love. I would never take any of them back. Here’s why.

There’s a lyric from this song An Apology by the band Floater that sums it up.

One thing I know by now is that in the end,
You can never swim in the same river twice.

My 3rd wife is the only woman I broke up with at one point and went back to. When we split up for the 2nd time I understood why I all I did was get a reminder lesson in why I left the first time.

We always have the power to stop ourselves.

I don’t judge myself for needing the repeat lesson. I accept the truth that I loved her and let my love give me hope and that hope never panned out. Why would any of us punish ourselves for loving someone that much. I am always happy to hear when my exes have found someone and are happy in life. If I want my own happiness it starts with wanting happiness in the lives of even those who have eaten your heart and soul in front of you. To wish anything else for their life is to judge and condemn them based on how things ended between you.

Now look at your romantic history and judge yourself but make sure you understand the truth of how and why it all happened the way it did and own your part in it too.

Now expand that view to the rest of your life.

That’s the path to awakening. It’s the path you have already walked only looking at it with new eyes. You will judge yourself along the way, however remember we are all only human, so go easy on you and learn the lessons and do it better in the now. It’s all any of us can do.

That is one truth I have observed in humanity is that potential to do it better. It’s always there if we allow ourselves to find it on the inside.

The only thing that ever stops us is us.

Fuck fear and do it your way anyway.

To be willfully ignorant one has to choose to ignore what is presented before them.

This is often a result of not wanting to deal with whatever it is they are choosing to ignore.

One who refuses to deal with things abuses themselves and projects that abuse into the shared reality.

The abuse comes in the form of self talk that allows for harm filled behavior to continue.

We are all connected and what we do to ourselves is felt by all on the subconscious level. It’s easy to make the decision to ignore that fact of existence.

To ignore that fact allows the one making that decision to ignore the actual harm they do and to be selfish in their desires and use many rationalizations and justifications for it. This is where the idea of earning more than others and just playing the game as it is comes into lay to absolve one of guilt.

The problem is life is not a game and the score some rack up comes at great cost for many so few can elevate themselves in willful ignorance.

Willfully ignoring that in order to climb in status one must crush others to do so and hold them down with everything it takes if they want to keep their status.

This is what makes social media so dangerous.

If you look around at all of your social media outlets from a detached view you will note it is more of a popularity contest than anything else.

Otherwise why would we keep track of how many friends, connection, followers we have?

Why even have a mechanism for counting likes and stuff?

Without the intent of producing the result, the result is hierarchy based on social acceptance or to say it’s high school rules. If you aren’t one of the cool kids, well the cool kids will push you out and work at making you see just how uncool they think you are.

You can watch the flocks as they metaphorically french kiss each others assholes.It actually gets to be kind of sickening to see. Here’s why.

They do it for image and don’t really give a shit as long as it keeps their post flowing and the numbers going they will kiss any ass they have to. If someone disagrees the flock moves in to help them ignore and bury the opposing view in a layer of asshole french kissing.

For me I see it and I see everything wrong with the world. I see grown ass men and women acting like scared little children in front of the world showing exactly how loving and caring they are not unless you agree with their every word. If not they choose to ignore you and hope you go away.

If you blow smoke up their ass and praise and praise them they will return the favor and blow even more smoke up your ass for the sake of their online image.

Here’s a fun fact about Max.

I am an Empath.

What that means is that I am so sensitive to emotional energy I know exactly how they feel behind the words they try to use to mask it. You leave an energy imprint as the energy transfer from the keyboard into the cyber world where it is stored and kept. Any reading it will feel it whether they know it or not.

It’s why I pretty much know how people feel about my writing and what I have to say in comments where ever I might be leaving one or a few regardless of what they say.

Any Empath will pick it up the same as I do. I laugh at when people think they can hide how they feel when the worst way to keep anything from an Empath is to try and repress or suppress the emotion, we key on that the hardest.

It’s why Empaths are so adept at calling bullshit and never missing.

Even more fun is if the emotion is aimed at me I can feel it even if we never speak or see each other. I may not know who you are, but I feel you.

Ignore that fact if you choose, however it doesn’t stop it from being true.

An Empath is reading everyone all the time because there is no real off switch. There is only narrowing the focus and if an Empath is focused on you in a discussion, they know everything you don’t want them to.

If it’s a Telepath you are dealing with, they have a good idea of what you are going to do before you do.

A Telepath is in your subconscious mind.

Ignore that fact if you choose however it does not stop it from being true.

The first person you abuse when you choose to ignore is yourself. That abuse spreads from you in your behavior to live your choice to ignore. Your words and actions will abuse anyone who drops the veil of that willful ignorance and allows you to see the abuse you inflict.

Willful ignorance is delusional behavior in psychological terms. Delusion behavior is not healthy behavior.

Just who in the blue holy fuck do you think you are?

That is the question that can can come up when we hear or read something we don’t like.

It is usually something that is counter to what we hold dear as far as knowledge and/or understanding of it. No one likes to be wrong and it is difficult to respond instead of react. Before one can respond one has to let what was said sink in and think about it to attempt to understand why it was said as well as what was said.

One who refuses to let it sink in reacts from a defensive stance.

The nature of the question itself is to discredit the source so the message can be ignored or fought.

Debate is a fight.

If you can’t provide a counter and choose to ignore what was said you have shown how exactly how true it was and you lost the fight.

Currently the most important war on the planet is a war of ideas.

A war with many sides as there are many with ideas to be heard and evaluated.

A war has one rule, win at all costs.

That’s what war is.

The planet is going through an evolution of thought.

This is what fuels the war.

The two main factions in this war are those who desire to keep things as they are with the same social hierarchies that allow people to act as authority and use this delusion of having a place of prominence to use behavioral abuse to maintain this delusion of authority.

The other side is tired of the oppression and seeks new avenues that allow all to flourish and destroys the idea of authority and replaces it with leadership.

Authority is abuse driven.

In order to have your authority mean something you have to provide examples in the way of actions that show there are consequences for going against the authority.

It’s the only way to keep oneself seen as the authority because their punishments get carried out. This creates a fear response in order to keep the masses docile and make anyone think twice about challenging the authority of whoever has decided they are the authority.

Academia is one of the most abusive environments one can be in. The constant fight for recognition and funding of ones research will cause one to act as if one thinks one is an authority and one will engage in abusive behavior to maintain that delusion of authority.

This retards progress as now those who are supposed be leading the way of progress will stunt it with will and intent to protect their precious research that they hope is going to fund their life.

History shows that there are many many times where progress was made because one rejected academic authority. One went against the authority and found something better. This threatens the lives of the academics who build their life with the idea of becoming an authority in their field.

History also shows many of these people who made progress were often abused at first by the academic community. Shunned and treated as if they were crazy.

It is the authority driven academic structure that does more to hold back and retard progress than any other single source.

I came to this conclusion after years of debate with academics and the experienced alike.

I find those who never get out of the academic life never understand what it is they are studying or teaching to it’s fullest extent because they lack experience. The uneducated have and advantage over the educated. No preconceived ideas to overcome and unlearn.

Experience is the greatest teach there is and it can’t be found in a book or lecture or an article.

I always wanted to be a teacher as kid. It’s the academic community that changed my mind. When i saw the epic amount of bullshit I would have to tolerate and then would be expected to dish out, I moved on.

It’s the song Are you Experienced by Jimi Hendrix that really comes to mind.

If you can just get your mind together
then come across to me
We’ll hold hands an’ then we’ll watch the sun rise
from the bottom of the sea
But first
Are You Experienced?
Ah! Have you ever been experienced?
Well, I have
I know, I know
you’ll probably scream n’ cry
That your little world won’t let go
But who in your measly little world are trying to prove that
You’re made out of gold and -a can’t be sold
So-er, Are You Experienced?
Ah! Have you ever been experienced?
Well, I have
Ah, let me prove it to you
I think they’re calling our names
Maybe now you can’t hear them, but you will
if you just take hold of my hand
Ah! But Are You Experienced?
Have you ever been experienced?
That little world won’t let go.

That little world is a world of fear that keeps one from growing. Intellectual explorations have been know to be referred to dives. I remember in a discussion once I had mention I reached the bottom of the ocean and the response was to call me a liar.

That’s because if someone reaches the bottom they have gone deeper than you have and in the world of academics that is a threat to ones authority and therefore a threat to ones livelihood. .

The experienced meets someone who has gone deeper and asks questions to see if the experience is worth what was learned.

The academic will compare what they found in books and the experienced will tell you the story of their life.

The academic speaks in the theoretical and uses rhetoric to convince others of understanding. The experienced gives it to you down and dirty as simply put as they can. The academic will charge you cash up front and the experienced might ask you to buy them a cup of coffee.

The academic needs structure for the dialog to happen, The experienced will talk to anyone who will give them the time of day.

The academic forms circles with clones and will circle the wagons anytime the idea of their authority is challenged.

The experienced will take on all comers.

The academic is the arrogance that speaks to what might be and the experienced is the confidence that doesn’t need back up because it’s based on what is.

Academics is the sell job and first they sell themselves on the idea that they are indeed the authority.

The experienced doesn’t give two fucks about authority and is only speaking because they experienced it to understand it.

The war of ideas is the war between the academic and the experienced.

Fun part is the experienced have much greater numbers who don’t care about notoriety and fame. They are too busy teaching what they have learned in their daily life with everyone they talk to.

They reach greater understanding at much faster rates than the academic can ever hope to achieve.

I’m a straight stone cold individualist.

The moment I find people around me giving me the sincerest form of flattery by taking on some of my mannerisms of speech, I change the way I talk so I can continue to be different. Some people say this looks like a mental illness to them, however here is the sanity of it in it’s intent and purpose.

Getting lost in a sea of clones is not my idea of a good time. However at the same time no matter how independent any of us is in thought we can not escape that in reality we are interdependent on each other for life.

This is inescapable truth.

There is no such thing as being a self made anything. Other people had to exist for you to have the experiences that you used to create the idea of you that is who you are right now.

This quote sums up leadership in one shot in my opinion. Here’s why.

True leadership simply sees a need and either does something about it or finds the right people to get it done.

That’s it.

A true leader is in service by the very definition of identifying and fulfilling needs.

A true leader is in service at all times to everything around them.

You can only truly lead from the middle. It’s where you have the best view of everything going on. The view will always be skewed however from the middle you get a better idea of the needs to be filled and who can do it if you can’t.

Leadership understands the interdependence that is the reality of life.

Everything we do is an inspired action. Something inspired us to do whatever it is we are doing and at times that influence is coming from multiple places.

Even though we are independent in making the choice to engage in action, without the others, there is nothing.

We are all connected and each of us at the center of our own tribe so to speak. A tribe that is always in a circle with no one really in charge however everyone has a role so to speak.

Whether we like it or not life is a shared reality created by all of us which means we all share the responsibility of why the world looks the way it does.

I am not overly joyed about it myself some days, however it does not change this simple yet powerful truth.

Our reality is dependent upon the choices each of us make in thought and action and spoken words.

Majick is every word we speak that is the never ending spell we weave.

It’s the Karmic Law equivalent of saying we reap what we sow and that includes every word that comes out of our mouths

We also reap from what we allow to be sown within us.

Instead of thinking about planting a seed of what you want to do, think of it as throwing it up in the air with those who have similar end goals in mind. Let it be molded and shaped by as many who share the end goal view as you can find.

Each of you independent in your being and what brought you to the view that you just happen to share with those who can be of assistance in the interdependent area of building anything in life.

Any questions?

Intellectual debate is often theoretical debate with the idea that no facts exist.

Yes, you read that right, people with will and intent assert no facts exist and then expect something productive to happen.

Yes, the behavior is as childish as it reads.

To assert that no fact exists on a particular topic is to avoid actually having to take a stand and therefore run the risk of being wrong. The academic community exists in the realm of no facts when it comes to psychology and philosophy.

They are always quick with the Socrates quote that says “Wisdom comes from knowing I know nothing.” Here’s why that is a cowards cop out and not wise at all.

Aristotle said “Knowing yourself is the beginning of all wisdom.”

Max J. Carter said “If knowledge is power, than wisdom is understanding.”

To know yourself and understand yourself is to understand the rest as well. We like to pretend that not everything applies to everyone and somethings only apply to us. This is the great lie we sell ourselves on.

Those who would want to argue that would do so wanting to have something that was unique to them and would take a narcissistic view to even consider arguing.

It takes a great act of willful ignorance to create a delusion where you refuse to accept something as fact when it is indeed fact and the only reason you don’t want to agree is because it destroys the theoretical position.

What is authority?

In concept it’s when one is given or assigns oneself to a position to rule over others and or enforce rules in a variety of possible ways.

Authority in concept is about wielding power over others.

Authority in concept is the right to abuse anyone who objects to the authority

Does anyone have the right to wield power over anyone else?.

Once one has become recognized as authority one by the nature of being an authority must fight those who oppose their authority and authoritative stance or ideals that they profess as the authority.

To allow oneself to become an authority on a subject is to say one can not be challenged in any way shape form or fashion.

How could this possibly become an obstacle in the way of progress?

There are more than a few in the academic community who are shunned by the academic authorities for saying that the Theory of Relativity is wrong based on the fact that light particles have mass and therefore the strongest force of connected gravity can change the speed at which those particles move.

Or to say the assertion that light speed is fixed is false and the speed of light is actually variable.

Why does this happen?

It happens so that those who dedicated their life to becoming an authority based on Einstein’s work are now no longer the authority and their perceived power and control over the academic community is threatened.

In order to retain their authority they must have those who don not agree shunned and their character assassinated if at all possible in order to keep others from following suit which will kill their authority.

Does this create an obstacle for progress?

How could it not?

A theory is good until it can be proven wrong and then it must be abandon in order to make progress and go in new directions that allow new theories to be proven as true.

When it comes to throwing opinions back and forth in exploration at some point one must admit facts exist when they are met with them or they are choosing to live in a delusional state that is harmful for society as a whole.

To get into the exploration and deny truth as it is discovered is the act of a cowardly child who desires to have their opinion mean more than the truth and this is what is called delusional behavior driven by a narcissistic need to have the truth be their own personal thing.

There is nothing healthy about this behavior.

Truth crushes opinion as it should so that learning and growth can take place.

Truth is not built through opinion, it is discovered in proving the opinion right or wrong and this is a simple fact of life no matter how unpleasant anyone finds it.

The most dangerous thing we do in any discussion face to face, online, any discussion is to validate an opinion in order to be nice instead of correcting the opinion with the simple truth should it be known.

How this creates obstacles is that it allows for the opinion to have greater weight than the truth and progress is retarded instead of made. The growth and learning of the one who is receiving the nicety of being lied to instead of corrected is now stunted and it will be more difficult for them to accept the truth.

Now this person feels validated in their opinion they will become defensive and use the history of having their opinion validated instead of corrected as truth. This one will now experience emotional distress when faced with the truth and one will inflict harm on those who attempt to tell them the truth as they reject it in  myriad of ways.

This is why I say I am nice until it is time to be kind, you know honest.

Being nice can often lead to long suffering even though the intent is to avoid hurting someone’s feelings, all one has done is set them up for greater pain and allowed them to live in ignorance of their own suffering and the suffering they spread.

In a recent discussion someone told me there is no absolute truth.

This is a delusional statement based in fear of being wrong and losing one’s status in the eyes of others. This is delusional thinking at it’s finest. This can lead to developing a narcissistic view that says anyone declaring that truth exists is the enemy and must be stopped from assaulting people with the truth because there is no truth in their eyes.

This is the behavior that is the obstacle to progress.

My dad has Parkinson’s Disease.

My dad’s legs don’t work so well and he is supposed to use a walker, he doesn’t and at times it feels as though the roles have reversed. I get why though.

As a contractor my dad was a power horse. His own boss specializing in home remodel and repair work. Part of my inner drive to never let anything knock me down for longer than about a second comes from him. If you go around Chico and ask people my dad did work for or people who have known him, they will tell you he was one of if not thee best at what he did in town.

They will also tell you he is one of the finer human beings you could hope to meet. For along time I wondered if they knew who they were talking about. Here’s why.

I saw him at the end of the day when the tank was empty. He worked 6 days a week often. Starting to see where my work ethic comes from?

I never got to see what they were talking about until I was around 13 or 14 and I started working with him on the weekends and during the summer. My last buzz on strategizing your day as you go came from lessons of watching my dad and working with him.

The results of any job always begins in your prep work. I must have heard it a thousand times. To give you an idea of how physically strong he was at one point in time.

We working on a Church here in town and my dad handed me the hopper to spray some mud. The hopper was a big bucket attached to air hose and trigger nozzle. It looked like a ray gun with a bucket of thick heavy ass mud attached to the top and an air hose coming out the back.

I took it and sprayed for a few minutes with one hand and then had to switch. After about ten minutes and my dad seeing I was not going to get it done he took it back and then I watched. He held that thing like it was nothing and ran it for as long as he needed to.

That day I realized that if he ever hit someone full force, he had the power to kill in one punch. My dad is only 5’6″.

He taught me a lot over the those years before I went into the Air Force at 17.

One of the lessons he and mom taught me was to take care of whoever ends up crossing your path simply because you can.

My dad was a wrestler in high school and studied a little martial arts. He was his own mechanic for many years. There was very little he couldn’t fix on his own.

My dad is also one of the more brilliant minds I have ever met. He pissed people off a lot because he could pick most things with little instruction and run with them as if he was seasoned pro. Something else I inherited.

In fact with no college degree he was the top tool salesman for Hilti tools back in the early 80’s as a traveling salesman.It pissed off every single college grad he worked with, including his boss.

My dad is also a Medium and a Telepath and my mom is an Empath. That’s how I got the 3 in one at birth.

In my dads lineage is a Cherokee medicine woman who walked the Trail of Tears. Back when he was a child the court house where the records of that were kept, burned down and because of racism my grandmother kept the Cherokee lineage a secret for my dad’s sake as a child.

My dad’s dad has never been sick a day in his life, not even a cold.

Even though he is supposed to, my dad won’t stay down. He refuses to use his walker until he falls down again which is at least a few times a week. At times it takes me and my mom to get him back up. He has a fake hip and his legs are going faster and faster as time goes on.

He is still in good spirits most days as long as he can clean the kitchen and make dinner and sneak out on his own to run errands and feel productive. Without that he would have died already, just that kind of man.

It’s not easy to watch Mr. Invincible fall a part right before your eyes.

I can see how much closer he is to needing to be in a wheelchair and that will totally kill his spirit and he and I have talked about it. He was the one who told me it would probably mean his end if he couldn’t feel like he could get out on his own anymore.

There is a lot I will always carry with me that are things my dad used to say.

Work smarter not harder.

If not now, when.

I’ll call you Dr Whatshisnuts when you call me Contractor Carter.

He has no respect for title. He sees us all as equal and none of is entitled to special treatment no matter what degree you have or how many years you spent to get it. That was your choice and gains you no privilege over the rest.

Never let anyone get anything over on you.

Never take any shit.

Never start it, but finish it and there is no such thing as fair fight.

Reach out the hand of help as often as you see the opportunity.

You ever hit a woman I might kill you.

Do it better than I did.

Do it smarter than I did.

No matter what you are doing you bust your ass to be the best at it and fuck ’em if they can’t keep up.

Never stay down.

Never quit.

He taught me a lot that I still use today. He taught me a lot I still pass on to others today.

It’s going to be real weird for real long time when he goes. I will miss him however I will always be grateful I spent these last few years taking care of him as much as he will let me. We have a better relationship now than we ever did.

A lot of the issues I help people though often start with family. My dad and I lost a lot of years that some of you can still have with a father or a mother. Don’t wait until the last few years.

As dad always says, if not now, when.

I found myself in a discussion about being concrete or cementing relationships. Here’ why that is setting yourself up for failure.

The human is a emotional creature and emotion flows and never sets still. In relationships whether they are business or personal require flexibility and fluidity.

This is why we often ask “Why can’t you go with the flow?”

Often a question asked to someone who has hardened and closed their mind to what is before them.

When working with clients as a consultant or one on one for self development the term flow comes up frequently.

Let’s use beBee as an example.

The flow of your feed is quite fluid based on many factors that move things about and your passion. You make an investment of your time that is always flowing forward and at times a buzz can elicit an emotional response.

At times when we read the buzzes of others we become emotional because we are emotional creatures.

Now onto the Air Force.

I was a Combat Communications guy and there was an offshoot of this called Tactical Communications.

Their job was to be able to flow with the front line as it moved. This mean they had to be at the ready at all times as combat goes on to move themselves and their equipment with the flow of combat.

Now onto managing a call center.

Our traffic or call flow required we be fluid with our management of that traffic as we could not turn the flow of incoming calls off. At times this meant asking for flexibility with the front line people to stay and work overtime or at times go home early due to a lack of call flow.

We trained our representatives to have a flow to their calls. In the medical insurance game of United Healthcare it mean training them to extend empathy with the customer and that meant at times moving at with the customers flow.

Now onto nature.

The seasons flow into each other.

Everything is existence has a flow and nothing ever exists in a state of stasis no matter how still it appears.

Change is existence and existence is change. To resist the flow is to resist the very nature of existence.

Consciousness flows in streams of thoughts.

Now onto friendship.

Our friends to tend be the ones we flow best with in various areas of life where we share passions A.K.A interests.

We work with our friend to understand the emotion flowing from them at times and that requires us to be fluid in the moment to adjust to be a better friend and give what is needed.

When we become rigid in our thinking or representation of self we often alienate people.

Now onto romantic relationships.

We flow as one in the sexual embrace when we surrender our hearts and souls to our partner.

We tend to couple off with the one who brings the best flow of emotions from us that we call being happy or content. The one we can let go and flow with without needing any structure to define it. We just flow well with this one.

In all of these examples anytime we meet with something that has become rigid or hardened it fucks up our flow as we are flowing creatures. It’s why we respond to music so well as feel it flowing through us and sometimes inspiring us to get up and dance.

The essence of the Reiki work I do with clients is all about opening their flow of energy and assisting them in balancing that flow better.

With businesses I consult with it is all about creating a better flow for their business that has less stoppage in productivity.

Everything is all about creating better flows and remaining fluid in the moment to adjust to maintain the flow we desire.

This just happens to be how it actually works no matter how much some people want to be rigid in their thinking attempting to control life when in reality everything is out of control and control is an illusion that creates delusional thinking.

Any questions or thoughts on flow?

Let’s stop and think about it.

I look back at the white lies I told out of the good intent to spare someone’s feelings and what I found out later was that it actually hurt them a lot more in the long run.

It’s why I feel that anything less than being honest is creating suffering or enabling suffering to continue.

We hurt the ones we love with the truth to get them to stop hurting themselves and/or other people.

The pain of the truth is temporary and ends rather quickly while the suffering of deceit never ends until the truth is revealed and the deception comes to an end.

This is why I always say “I am nice until it’s time to be kind, you know, honest.”

There is no kindness in lies.

There is no compassion in lies and we often will tell that white lie to avoid dealing with the reaction we think or feel we are going to get out of fear.

Their is no mercy in lies.

Their is no love for another in lies.

If you feel the need to bend the truth to accomplish a goal why?

If you feel you can’t get it done with the truth why?

Have you ever called someone negative for being honest?

Why did you do it?

The hardest part people have after their awakening is often they are called negative because they can no longer stomach deception in any form. Part of the awakening process is shedding oneself of all deception and embracing being honest in every expression of self.

Is anyone entitled to get away with lying?

I have often laughed in the face of people who tell me the world is not black and white and there are many shades of grey. Here’s why.

Right and wrong do exist.

Grey areas are the ones where we are not sure what is the right thing to do. The right things to do often depends on the situation we find ourselves in.

I often find that when I feel the need to say this is a grey area, I am avoiding taking a stance out of fear of being wrong.

I use me as an example because if I started calling some of you out by name, you might get upset and rightly so.

I use the tool Psychospirilosophy to help me figure out what the right thing to do is so I understand why it is the right thing to do.

For those unfamiliar with my work here is what Psychospirilosophy is.

Psychology: Is there anyone who thinks it’s a bad idea to understand from a psychological aspect why you are doing what you are doing?

Spirituality: As long as what you are doing does not include killing animals and people, have something.

Philosophy: For me it’s the personal philosophies we develop by saying “I always say this” regarding summing up the talk we say we are walking less we be seen as a hypocrite.

It’s a tool for self exploration and being able to better provide yourself with an answer to the question “What am I doing and why?”

I have often said there are no general catch all approaches to life and that everything is dependent on the moment. There are always exceptions to every rule we try and create as life is a fluid thing always flowing forward and never still and never moving in reverse.

When I am trying to figure out if what I am doing or about to do is the right thing, I forget about grey and go the silver mirror of inner refection.

Why do we agree to disagree?

I find it is often because we are in disagreement about what is right and what is wrong and are in the grey battlefield where the war of ideas takes place. This is often called debate.

Anyone who thinks debate is not a fight is fooling themselves.

The entire point of debate is to find out what is right and what is wrong for the issue being debated.

Unfortunately for some right and wrong do exist and the ambiguity of grey does more harm to the sum than good. Here’s why.

Often in online discussion many of the readers never comment. You never really know who is reading and how many are being influenced by the ongoing debate.

In a recent buzz I said that everyone has the power to influence everyone they come in contact with in life.

It’s why as soon as I see someone being called or referring to themselves as an “Influencer” I found someone to ignore as I will never recommend to blindly follow a title.

In this case it is a title used for marketing purposes to drive up the public image of the one being given the title.

This also degrades the rest as it is saying that if you do not have this title why should anyone listen to you?

Consensus does not make truth.

I can’t tell you how many peoples faces I have openly laughed in when they try to use the consensus argument. Here’s why.

They have just shown they do not think for themselves and act as a great fool blindly following the crowd.

The reason people do this online is all about image and lacks any true substance.

This is one time I am going to use a name without gaining consent first.

For over a year Jivana Kennedy came at me with everything she had in debate in Linkedin’s largest group.

I respect Jivana immensely because she always stood her ground and never backed down an inch. We rarely agreed on anything and Jivana never left it to the audience to decide.

She took the hard road of taking a stand on her own and never went looking for anyone to come in and back her up in a debate.

Honestly I miss her. I never had a greater adversary in the realm of debate and because she pushed so hard, it pushed me to bring out my best. This often led me to going in new directions and these debates became explorations where everyone following had the opportunity to learn right along with us as we fought it out.

Thank you Jivana, you made a better human out of me.

When you start asking your friends to come in and help you in a debate it means you know your position is weak and want to gang up on someone to shove it down their throats.

This is often what trolls do to attempt to discredit someone.

If you need back up, you are telling the world you cannot stand on your own. You are telling the world you are weak and acting from a place of insecurity and fear.

I say this right or correct based on using the Psychospirilosophy tool.

I cannot think of one spiritual path that says to lie.

I cannot think of one spiritual path that is not dedicated to discovering truth.

I cannot think of one spiritual path that says to protect your online or professional image.

We live in a day and age where the grey area has become about our image and creating an image that gets people to follow us and heap praise upon us in order to create more business opportunities.

Anytime you let your bank account make your decision you ave already lost the war of ideas.

You are operating from a fear or lack mentality. You fear that admitting that you are wrong will have people choosing to go with someone else.

It takes an act of humility, strength and courage to admit your wrong.

Someone once told me that Jivnana was giving me a lot of free work on self development and I disagreed.

I was wrong.

She absolutely did what she does as a professional in those debates and assisted me as I was helping myself to find direction and find new and different ways of presenting myself and my ideas.

Thank you Jivana and I hope you are still giving as good as you get because you are a strong and courageous human who will take a stand and never back down. While I rarely agreed with you I respect you for never agreeing to disagree.

If you don’t like my approach I suggest looking Jivana up and giving her a shot at assisting you in helping yourself.

You will never find anyone who will work as hard as I do to bring out your best. I don’t think she is on beBee, however you can find her on Linkedin and I would love to see her here on beBee as she has a true gift for doing similar work to what I do.

I haven’t spoken to this woman in well over a year and I think it is the right thing to do to show that there are people out there who disagree with me that I do respect.

I think it would be wrong of me to never bring her name up and give her the credit she earned for everything she did for me by challenging me at every turn to be better and bring it from within and find the strength I may have forgotten was there.

A credit to humanity and I will always be grateful for the battles we fought against each other in the war of ideas.

It is often that when we venture off into the online world and start talking, we are seeking validation.

Everyone does it.

We like recognition.

It feels pleasant.

So what?

Leading a life seeking that recognition builds a cage and a limiting way to live and view how of you can best contribute to any given thing at any given time.

Let’s examine 3 questions I use in Enlightened View buzz and see why I use them and call it the enlightened view.

Why one?

This sends one on an exploration of understanding what one’s intent is to even speak in the first place.

If the answer to why me is to show off and seek recognition for showing off it reduces the likelihood of one needing to speak and one having something that actually has much to do with the topic or where the discussion is and where it is going.

One is seeking to have one’s ego stroked.

Why here?

Could it be better to take it in and discuss it elsewhere before offering my view?

I’m putting something out there for all to see. How will they possibly perceive me and what I have to say?

Is it for them or me that I am doing it here?

If it’s for me why?

Why now?

Am I reacting or responding and how is this contribution valuable for everyone who will read it?

Too often in online discussion we get locked into who is commenting and forget the much larger audience who never says a word.

One of my skills allows me to set the size of the hive mind that becomes a faceless single stream of consciousness that flows through my medium mask. It allows me to get a median read on the reaction of the larger audience and gauge my own commenting accordingly.

I use this skill in everything I write.

In order for this skill to work I have to drop my ego out and often find myself taking up unpopular positions with the few who are commenting. The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few or the one and need trumps want every day of the week and twice on Sunday.

What do people need to read in order to understand it better?

That’s making it about we and setting aside the me for the sake of the we.

Seeking validation or credit or recognition is all about the me.

Why one?

Why here?

Why now?

Is it for me or we?

The enlightened view is all about the we.

They are the same thing.

When you allow yourself to engage in empathy you open the empathic ability each of us has to a certain degree. In doing this you learn to translate emotion and the intent behind it. This is the basis of intuition, to be able to read between the lines so to speak to understand what isn’t being said or better understand why it is being said to begin with.

As you choose to engage in Empathy more often you hone the intuitive self and create a skill in reading people and situations. Being able to intuitively take a reading of a person or group with out having to engage, merely viewing and opening yourself up to the emotional wave/s present.

For an Empath emotional intelligence is who they are personified.

When you can take on the emotions of others it gives you an insight into them and what is causing it. Think of an Empath as the equivalent of an Empathic Wizard so to speak. The etymology of the word Wizard from old English simply means Wise. Over the centuries we have given this word new meaning attaching the ideas of wizardry and magic however originally the Wizard was the wisest person around.

Wisdom often comes from understanding why we feel what we do.

I always say “If knowledge is power than wisdom is understanding.”

The intuitive self is often much wiser than the thinking self as it is often restricted by learned process. Intuition guides you from within without need for lengthy explanations, you simply “know” what is going on and are better able to hone in on the wisest course of action.

How does this aid in business?

The more you hone your intuition the less time you lose in making a decision you feel confident about.

The more you open yourself to the empathic nature we all share the easier it is to communicate and often you find yourself being more direct and simple with your communication.

You think less and your honed intuition, which could also be called your instincts, will give you the feeling as though you are thinking faster when in reality you are giving more trust to your own subconscious programming that you build over time to build faith in your intuition.

That takes experience to build and no one can teach you a course on it or give it to you in a book.

It’s simply a matter of setting the intent to allow yourself to be more open to what you are feeling coming from others and investigating through questions to learn to translate the emotion better and in doing so developing the intuitive skill.

Part of what I do is assisting people in opening up to their intuitive self and assisting them in becoming more accurate in their reading of emotion and building a honed skill.

In the thousands of students I have had I often find honing and mastering this skill gives them more confidence and they are not as easily shaken by someone projecting in an unhealthy way and are better prepared to deal with the situation and bring it to a peaceful resolution as they have trained themselves to understand where it is coming from regardless of the words used.

This is also the gateway to climbing the ladder of conscious level awareness and as you engage you will become more and more consciously aware of a lot of things. I have found that having someone to be the mirror you bounce your reading ability off of as it grows can assist in avoiding some unpleasant moments through a misread as you develop the skill.

This is also part of becoming unified in mind, body and spirit and reaching the enlightened view or what is commonly called enlightenment.

We are emotional creatures and it is only in embracing that and learning to understand each others emotions and why they are there that we become wise.

I have a reputation for being direct. This is a definite departure as I venture into the unknown.

In taking this trip into the unknown I need some assistance and welcome all who want to take a stab at seeing what we can discover working together.

Where do we start?

In my opinion I think the first place to start is the gyre.

In simplest terms a gyre is a subatomic sized singularity or black hole that works on a vortex.

In my mind the only thing that makes sense is that everything is connected through gravity.

Science has proven there is a thin electromagnetic field that surrounds our human form and that we never actually touch anything though it feels as though we do.

Key part there is the word “magnetic” for me.

A field that is a unique gravitational signature that tells existence what our form is and how to respond to it physically as well as setting limits for the physical form.

In my thinking it is the gyre that is the only thing that makes sense as the source that creates this field around our form.

As I am going here I want to take a moment here to remind myself as I type, this is all theory and I am open to the ideas of the rest.

The gyre is smaller than the DNA strands that tell our body what form to take as well as bunch of other stuff, what is it that tells the DNA strands to form?

This is where I get into the what if realm with no way to really know if I am right or wrong. I am not even sure there is a way to prove it.

What if within the gyre is a consciousness?

What if the gyres work in unison communicating with each other to work together?

That would mean that gravity is a living a force. I have never had that thought before I just wrote it.

How do we prove or disprove that gravity is a living force with consciousness that we simply do not yet understand?

This would be the jumping off point where I am asking for assistance in discovery and building the Theory of Consciousness and Connected Gravity.

For me this also answers the question of organized chaos and why the universe works even when the math can not explain it. The free will of the consciousness within gravity to screw with us when we think math will give us the answer that eludes our grasp. That little chaos factor that keeps popping up.

We have been given the ability to reason for a reason and I ask that we all bring reason to this discussion and respect that each of us in charting into unknown territory as far as I know.

Who wants to chase the white rabbit with me?

I frequently say that self talk is the most important talk there is in life.

It’s the talk that defines us and our life. It’s the perception we create of who we are and where our life is and where it has been and where it going. Self talk is the character refining and defining that we do as the story that is our life unfolds.

I use what I call The Cinematic View.

The story of one’s life will always be in the context of one’s character. One’s self talk is describing who that character is and defines at times the limits of where one’s life can go. If one is telling oneself that one is always “this,” then one will always be that.

Henry Rollins in an interview was asked how he managed to have such a varied career. He basically said that it didn’t matter what he was offered the answer was yes and he would figure it out as he went. This led to writing a script for the first time, acting for the first time and a lot of firsts that have become things Henry has done in stretches to pay the bills and what not.

A fine example of modern day Bardism if there ever was one. Never allowing oneself to become imprisoned by the idea of not being able to do something just because the experience is lacking. Telling oneself that one is capable and will always find a way to figure it out no matter what “it” is.

This is may not be good to use as a marketing point, however in life it will open doors you never thought were possible. It leaves the story of your life open ended and able to take turns and plot twists that keep it interesting and keep you moving. It is a frame of mind that allows life to be an endless adventure while picking up skill after skill along the way.

Before you can live it you have to tell yourself that you are living it and that next adventure is always around the next corner. You have to tell yourself you are capable of living it.

This is where daily mantras come in handy.

I am wise.
I work smart.
I am kind.

Say it enough day in and day out and it will become what one one truly is. Building your own mantras is an exercise in claiming your power and taking it back to manage your life in the way that suits you best. It’s the self talk you create to create your life.

To build more confidence, talk about the you that is confident and why that confidence exists. Take small steps coming out of your comfort zones into other areas. The more experience you rack up the more you have to remind yourself about in times of doubt.

If for some reason you can’t find anything good to say about you to you, hit me up, it’s one of the many things I do. I see the capability in all, the potential is in all of us. Reaching that potential takes work. It takes trial and error. It means taking our lumps and figuring out how to do it better next time.

Just remember never to discourage anyone making progress and that starts with yourself and your self talk.

For a long time I have heard the mantra “One Love” and it wasn’t until the last few years I really started thinking about it and what it means and could mean.

They idea of us all being one connected consciousness and yet still have the ability to be individuals is mind boggling at best until you really experience it. As simple as I could explain it here, it has no value unless you experience it.

There is no modern wisdom or ancient wisdom that is going to change the world in a book or a blog piece or singular performance of any kind. People who make a living off seminars and books who say other wise get really pissed off when I let that secret out in the way I shred the veil so to speak.

Wisdom can only be gained through experience and is unique to the individual view that are the stories of ones life that led one to the wisdom they guide their life by.

Love is honest in all things.

My one on one work has always been 99% charity work. I have quoted prices to 3 people in 2 years and generally if you hit me up on any social network I am on with a question I will answer it and if it turns into a discussion and more of them I never stop to think about charging.

There was a woman a couple years ago that I did a lot of session work with and it helped her career as a life coach quite a bit. When I asked her what she would charge for what she received she said somewhere around $400- $500 an hour. Her name is Amy Fiedler and she is good. She had left a recommendation for me on the profile I chose to delete when I left Linkedin for a couple months for personal reasons.

I could give a list of professional women in the guidance arena who have been my charity clients on a regular for the last 2 or 3 years.  When I am not doing that I am taking at least 6 women in my life at a time as something of a surrogate boyfriend. I do all the boyfriend jobs except sex and it stays off the table.

The faces have been changing since I was 12 however it often feels like the same 6 women are always in my life with others dropping in here and there.

I spend a lot time empowering them to be the strong human beings they are. I also hear all the broken heart stories and do a lot hugging as they cry. I also have a weird way of knowing exactly when to check on them.

These women are always the best part of my life because they always bring out the best in me.

Since embracing the one love idea and incorporating it with being an Empath it has done nothing but create more and more wonderful intimate friendships in my life with wonderful human beings who just happen to be women.

I thought I was crazy for 37 years. Then I realized it was real, the nightmare I went to sleep at night to escape.

Not knowing I was a Telepath for 37 years and not knowing I am an Empath meant when the women of my life told me the horror stories no one should ever have to live through, I saw it and felt it with them as if I was them down to physical sensations.

Waking nightmare depending on who I was around as I would also know their darkest of desires and things no human should ever want to do to another human.

When you can see where the desire comes from in the pain that created it, you really start thinking about what you can do if anything to:

1. Make the nightmare go away.

2. Never have to see it again unless it’s necessary.

I have a very twisted sense of humor in order to survive what I have seen and felt. The longer I live my life living my integrity living my individual expression of love in the flesh, the more one love is the only love we truly need and what we need to be giving more of to the sum of us all.

That love does not know age or skin color or borders or language or gender. That love is.

I am curious if there is a debatable argument to be made.

The questions for exploration in my mind are as follows.

What is the human value with the idea of keeping society going and not repeating our history of violence is there to the idea of race beyond only being human?

If we want to stop killing each other what is the value of borders?

If we are to be Pro Human why does gender matter unless sex is on the table?

If we are to say fuck it to the dark mirror of fear, what is the value of any label we use other than human?

If sex is on the table, gender and gender identification matter.

Where does it matter in life any other time if we are to treat each other with one love as one race?

What is the human value of hate?

Does hate versus hate in your opinion do anyone any good?

Does the idea of forget the hate and heal the pain sound good to you for humanity?

Are you beginning to see why I say one love one race is to be pro human and that is what it means to be so human.

In my mid 20’s I had a fiery passionate relationship with a woman who taught me much in life.

She would correct me as we would talk and I got upset the first time until she said this “I’m trying to make sure you don’t sound like an idiot to everyone else. It’s important to get it right or you do a lot of harm.”

After that I thanked her and have often thanked people who are able to correct me if I am in error.

I work at being accurate and often upset people by correcting what they had no idea was wrong. That’s what Shaman’s do, they give you accurate guidance regardless of what any book says.

It is much more important to the sum of existence to be right than to be liked or respected. When we are incorrect and get others to follow our incorrectness we harm the sum of existence and often inflict suffering on others.

When we allow ourselves to be corrected we show true humility and a true desire to grow and learn. Anything else is defending the image we have created for whatever reason and refuse the correction out of fear of losing status.

Not an opinion. That is a statement of universal and absolute truth of living as a human being.

Shaman’s are supposed to lay it out like that. It’s the lies we live that damage our souls and allow us to inflict damage on each other’s souls. That is not healthy for the sum total.

This is why I say “Unfortunately for some facts do exist.”

It’s why I use this quote from Spock “The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few or the one.”

It’s absolutely selfish to attempt to make an opinion carry more weight than actual truth. It’s selfish manipulation for the sake of self and self alone in order to gain or maintain status in any given society.

I am picky about where I comment as my brand is not about commenting, it’s about teaching for free and never asking for the donations I make a living off of.

If one sees oneself as a teacher first one has refused to learn the master lesson of teaching.

One who is a master of teaching is always the student first, yet not too humble to think one has nothing to teach.

That carries no label and is a mode of life.

While I use the title Shaman there are many who are as wise as I am and have different ways of expressing the same universal absolute truths of existence who use different titles or no title at all. My local family and friends here in Chico, California has more than a few of them. When I hang out with the people I love most, I am hanging out with peers.

The only peer pressure in our peer group is to love more and to do it from the core. One love, one race is our mantra.

We learn and grow with each other in every moment shared. We allow ourselves to be corrected by each other and often give thanks for the correction.

We meet eye to eye with arms wide open for a big ol’ love hug to keep sharing with all we meet eye to eye with open arms.

Love is honest in all things and anytime you deceive you are not loving others, you are hurting them and causing them to suffer.

Again this just happens to be how it actually works. It’s nothing new by an infinite shot.

We all float like butterflies and it is delivering the sting of the truth that transforms us from butterfly to bee in metaphor.

The butterfly is a metaphor for transformation.

When we allow ourselves to be corrected we allow ourselves to be transformed in the moment.

Here’s the instincts I changed and have been teaching people to change for more than a decade.

Fight or flight.

We are all familiar with the basic concept of the choice we each make when faced with opposition or the unknown. We either fight it at first or walk away from it and dismiss it completely.

My clients often get this simple guidance where fear is concerned. “Fuck fear!”

In fact one of my former clients got it this morning while I was having my morning coffee and a spliff, catching up with all that happened while I slept.

Using the Psychospirilosophy tool allows anyone to change this fight or flight response to a neutral investigative response. Here’s why and how it works.

The tool asks you to run through these 3 processes of thought.

Psychologically speaking is what I am thinking or thinking about doing healthy. This begins the exploration of how one got to this moment to feel the way one does about what one is thinking or feeling. It allows one the opportunity to look inward and understand oneself and one’s intent better.

I have always said that as long as your spiritual path does not require you to kill animals or people, have something, I don’t care what.

Taking the time to explore whether or not what one is thinking or thinking about doing is in accordance with the spiritual path one has chosen can reveal much about why one is feeling the way one is feeling. One’s faith is tested in walking the talk of that chosen spiritual path.

Faith is tested by life frequently and it is either strengthened or destroyed in these moments of testing and can be renewed or reshaped as experience teaches one if one’s faith is blind or false or holds true based on one’s chosen spiritual path and how one lives it.

Why does a thought or feeling about something seem to have me questioning my faith?

It is often that among different faiths and spiritual paths that the concepts are similar when it comes to living a spiritually aligned life.

Taking time to investigate the faith of another can often lead to a strengthening of ones own faith and foster understanding instead of creating friction.

My own personal philosophy that sends me on the dive to investigate first is that to understand oneself in the moment is to understand the rest sharing it with you.

Letting the understanding that we are all human and if it makes sense to me it might make sense to anyone. The key question for me is always how would I feel if someone said it to me?

Taking yourself out of the issue and taking the opportunity to engage in the exercise of empathy creates mindfulness and raises awareness.

Patience exercised is patience cultivated. The more you engage in the investigate process the more it becomes the natural instinct.

Anyone can use the Psychospirilosophy tool and most of us do without realizing to a certain extent. I just gave it a clever name.

It takes work to change oneself.

It takes a choice made repeatedly to create routine that becomes an instinct.

The power is always yours and that power is the power of choice.

The dragon that hoards is the draconian way of oppression.  The draconian way of hoarding secrets and wealth is to keep the dragon from having to use the dragons true power for its true purpose.

The dragon that creates for all is the draconian way of true nobility. It’s the draconian way of using the dragons true power for it’s true purpose as the dragon was born to keep the creating going. The dragon exists to keep existence infinite by fueling the fires of creation that keep the universe in state of constant evolution or change.

The dragons fire as it applies to spiritual growth is for stripping away that which is unnecessary to reveal new enlightenments in life. The fire of the dragon reveals new understandings and new things to view and new ways to view them.  The dragon that walks the true draconian way is the dragon that shares freely and allows those who will understand to do so and those who won’t, won’t.

The dragon teaches the power of the voice and how every discussion is sown within all for the dragons fire to reveal. The dragons lesson is to speak well to create well for the sum. Every word is an addition to the never ending spell that creates the path before us and all paths cross at some point. This is the essence of the Majick of the Black Dragon.

If you have not had a chance to listen to the album Joanne by one Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta AKA Lady GaGa then you are missing out on her best album to date. It is a soul to soul connection with every song, at least is for this Rock ‘N’ Roll Shaman.

The song Angel Down has become one of my favorites in the now and has been since the first time I listened to it shortly after the album came out. I have it on repeat while I am writing this buzz. When we get into the lyrics I think you will understand why.

I have a vested interest in social media. Keep that in mind as we go. I will be and do every time I hear this song.

I confess I am lost
In the age of the social
On our knees, take a test
To be lovin’ and grateful

I am a master intuitive and there is no lying to me and I know exactly what happens and why.

It’s too often in all of social media that people feel fine about tearing others down and doing everything they can to discredit people.

I am as honest as it gets. I do not lie.

There are times I feel lost in the age of the social.

These games that get played screw with peoples livelihoods and at some point will involve a lawsuit or worse someone will commit suicide and it will get out which social media platform they were on.

We have seen the stories of teens killing themselves over social media bullying.

I have a vested interest as a Brand Ambassador in the success of beBee.

I want beBee to succeed. I want America to love beBee the way I do.

America is the most sue happy country in the world. I do not want to see beBee go down because some people feel as though they can go around and try to ruin others.

Let’s not get lost in the age of the social and remember this is not a game and real people are on every social media site and what goes on does effect their lives.

This is a great community for building your personal brand.

Personal.

Person.

I swore an oath when I went in the Air Force to uphold the Constitution meaning I would give my life for the freedom of speech. The freedom of speech is not the freedom to slander.

I talk beBee up everywhere and that includes the radio interview I did today that was all about me. I talk about beBee with my friends and family. I talk about it every Friday night during my community service night at The Bassmint in Chico, California.

I don’t get on my knees for anyone for any reason. I am grateful to people who give me reason to be grateful.

I spend a lot of my time in charity/free work showing my love for humanity.

I live my love for humanity.

Shots were fired on the street
By the church where we used to meet
Angel down, angel down
But the people just stood around

It’s been said by more than a few in more than a few different ways that the worst thing we can do in the face of what we know to be wrong is to do and say nothing.

It’s the most damaging thing we can do and the most inhumane thing we can do is to ignore and turn a blind eye for any reason. There is absolutely no excuse if we are to say we love people and want to be seen as someone who wants to help.

The most savage thing we do is sit back and watch or laugh or join in to fit in with people who think slander is OK and find every way they can do it whether it is overt or subtle.

Even worse than that is when we meet hate with hate. This is why I have ignored everything about our president and the protesters who hate as much as he does and fill the air with rage that helps no one and brings us closer and closer to violence and the spilling of blood.

I’m a believer, it’s a trial
Foolish and weaker, oh, oh, oh
I’d rather save an angel down
I’m a believer, it’s chaos
Where are our leaders? Oh, oh, oh
I’d rather save an angel down

I have said it many time that title has nothing to do with leadership and it doesn’t. Title is authority and behavior determines leadership.

Where are our leaders who will show the people how to protest in peace. Where is the Gandhi and MLK of our day?

At times I feel the need to get involved and speak my mind to knock off all the fuckin hate and get the fuck over the past.

I quote the film Network. “I’m mad as hell and I’m not going to take this anymore.”

I am mad because it hurts.

It’s heartbreaking the things that go on in our world. It’s heartbreaking the foolish and the weak think hate is the answer.

It takes a great fool who is insecure and weak to use hate and slanderous speech thinking it will make anything better.

It’s chaos they drive with their hate speech and their slander. Causing fear to run through everywhere that anyone of us will be their next target. It makes it worse when nothing is said or done about it. That makes it look like it is OK and is supported by many.

Simple fact of humanity and how the human mind and emotions work and are manipulated to oppress.

I spend most my time looking for people who need someone to assist them when they are that angel down. 99.999% of the time I do it for free because of my love for humanity and my dedication as a Shaman has not one thing to do with making money.

I’ve done it that way my entire life and if anyone wants to hire someone to check my life story out use the name James Clayton Carter Jr, the name I was born with. Max is my professional name. I guarantee every word I have written in the last few years is 100% true, every word.

I guarantee you will find people who will tell you if you ever need someone go to me first because you will not have to go any further if there is something I can do to help no matter what it cost me. I have been living that for 42 years.

I am always looking for the angel down.

Doesn’t everyone belong
In the arms of the sacred
Why do we pretend we’re wrong?
Has our young courage faded?

It takes courage to embrace those in pain and who are wearing the mask of anger.

There are no toxic people, only people who are unwell in need of love and understanding so maybe they can heal and stop all the hate and anger and slanderous speech.

Everyone belongs here on this earth wherever it is they are right now because this whole planet is our home. We are one human race.

Why do we pretend that is wrong?

Why do we pretend we can say who belongs where and who should be allowed and who should be included?

Why do any of us pretend we have the right to exclude anyone from anything?

That takes being coward to exclude people. A coward is someone who let’s fear make their decisions.

Save that angel
Hear that angel
Catch my angel

We are here on this Earth to be human beings.

We are here to learn what it means to be decent human beings and to find a way to keep this thing called humanity going.

Not an opinion and I just happen to be a Shaman born connected to the infinite giving me the ability to give that answer regardless of what any book says. I just happen to be #BornThisWay.

We are here to hear each other and catch each other when we fall. We are here to save each other and not inflict the pain we feel any deserves or to take advantage of each other because we can and because it works and is legal.

Any questions.

#LadyGaga #AngelDown #ProHuman #RockAndRollShaman #BornThisWay

History is a prison.

History keeps us from growing.

History keeps us divided.

Life is not a game.

There is nothing to win.

It’s not a competition.

There are no places and no prizes.

That said.

I often meet people who do treat life as if it is a game. When I engage with these people, I make them play my game instead.

I call it The Zero Sum Game.

The rules are simple.

I win or no one wins because when I win everyone wins.

I win when you realize this is not a game, it’s life and to treat it as a game is to give yourself every excuse to abuse people without guilt and instead pat yourself on the back for your gamesmanship.

When I win, everyone wins.

We are all connected and the more of us that stop playing games the more of us there are that become intolerant of the game players. The more of us there are playing The Zero Sum Game.

At that point it’s exponential in growth and all that resist change are destroyed by those who will no longer put up with treating life as game.

Don’t hate the player destroy the desire to ever see it as a game again.

How you do that is by showing them all the damage they inflict by treating it as a game.

You shred the veil of their delusions with will and intent with the fewest words possible and let them deal with it.

Then sit back and get ready for the intellectual fight that you have already won because your intent is in the best interest of the sum.

Seeing life as a game is for the some.

The some versus the sum.

In any debate the some will always have its ass handed to it mightily by the sum.

In the fewest words possible.

Embrace life with unconditional love.

What does that mean?

When one loves without conditions one gives love selflessly to all one encounters.

Love has many faces and fear is the dark mirror of love.

Love is a fierce defender that will rage in defense of the weak and the long suffering.

Love mourns and loves the sweetness for the mourning knowing it would’t have hurt so much had so much joy not been achieved.

Love is patient to seek understanding and passes no judgement.

Love is merciful and will be quick with the brutal truth to end the long suffering of deceit.

Love knows no deception and will call it out every time love is met by it.

Love cannot turn a blind eye to suffering and do nothing about it.

Love is a friend to all and seeks to reveal the connection already there.

Love is considerate and thinks before love speaks or acts.

Love is honesty in all things.

Love is not always nice and can be down right vicious in the face of deception.

Love forgets we have an identity/ego and a life to think about protecting and acts selflessly.

This is unconditional love.

If you are going to love unconditionally you don’t think about the venue or your career or making a living in what you do and say. You do it because you love everyone and set your intent to be of best benefit to the sum letting love guide your wisdom.

This is the simplest way in the simplest metaphors that I can explian this concept. This is the simplest way I have found in all my surfing of the Universal Consciousness and all my years of studying religious text and philosophy followed by thousands of discussions on the subject.

What strikes me as curious is why anyone would want to debate it?

The only thing that bounces back when I put that out through the Universal Consciousness is this.

Fear.

Fear that it is true and one will look at one’s life and begin to judge oneself and will attempt to blame the author rather than deal with one’s guilt.

Fear that one will see the suffering that one has inflicted in life on other ones.

Fear that one will lose one’s status.

Fear that one will lose one’s possessions.

Fear that one will be injured emotionally and/or physically.

Fear that one is unforgivable.

Fear that one will standout.

Fear that one is incapable of such love.

Fear keeps one’s vibration low and causes one to inflict harm on oneself and other one’s with a list of excuses as to why.

Fear will cause one to look for fault in everything one sees so that one never has to show unconventional love.

I am sure this could be a much longer piece and in the comments I am happy to get deep into this discussion as I always have been for 42 years and counting.

Here’s why.

I started my day out with the following quote.

I didn’t think about it, I just looked for this exact quote to set the tone of my day. I look back hours later and realize I set the process of my thinking and my doing to be one of explaining that which I understand as simply as I can.

Knowledge is highly overrated. Here’s why.

You can pass a test and never actually understand the material. Without understanding the material you do not know if the knowledge you coughed up is true or false. If you don’t know how to apply it to your life the knowledge is useless and has now taken up space in your brain that could have been better used.

If there is no understanding what the nature of the power of this knowledge is one will never wield that power without inflicting mass damage. Here’s why.’

Every word is felt regardless of ever being heard and the concepts tied to that emotion are passed through all ones around the world. All ones are connected and thoughts and words and actions are felt by all ones whether they are consciously aware of it or not.

All ones are responsible for creating the shared reality.

What this means in plain English is that everything you do effects everyone else in some way and your ignorance of that will not let you escape Karmic Law in reaping what you have sown.

You can’t ignore a fundamental law of how existence actually works because you don’t like it or do not wish to face the consequences of your actions and no one ever truly gets away with anything.

All those who inflict pain and suffering will have it inflicted upon them. if you manipulate people you will be manipulated by other people.

No one is the master of any destiny in a shared reality.

No one has the right to attempt to wield authority over anyone else without facing the consequences of an uprising.

Every empire has suffered the same fate.

It is inescapable.

The moment you decide to build an empire you have sealed its destruction. The only way to build an empire and a legacy that will stand the test of time is to elevate yourself and your life above all other life allowing you to justify the means that allow you to end up at the top. The means to this end can only involve creating an enemy and an inferior that you convince other people is inferior and that you are superior.

That enemy will resist and eventually destroy your empire.

You inflict emotional damage in the form of character attacks designed to sway popularity. You create the enemy in degrading to elevate yourself. The greater suffering you inflict the less in the way of numbers it will take to defeat you. You are indeed inflicting suffering by devaluing the worth of other lives that do not see it your way.

Suffering can only be inflicted through deception.

One who wields deception wields power that understands only one thing, the attempt to control what others do or think.

What knowledge do you seek to wield as power and why?

The only reason we ever create something in a complex fashion is to show off and gratify ourselves and ask others to shower us with words of adoration and praise.

When we seek to make it as simple as we can we seek for people to think “Why the fuck didn’t I think of that?”

If you never inspire this, you never explained it simply enough.

One thing I have enjoyed being homeless the last couple years is having the perfect excuse to enjoy being the minimalist I’ve always been.

Las time I checked, life is a temporary condition and we don’t even take our bodies with us. Why is it we insist anyone needs to own anything from a what fucking good has it done our species perspective with the psychospirilosophic  view as viewed by your friendly neighborhood Rock ‘N’ Roll Shaman.

I remember George Carlin did this bit on stuff.

Your stuff is stuff and other peoples stuff is shit.

My stuff and your shit.

Here’s the pretty lies about stuff.

I worked hard to have all this stuff.

I deserve this stuff because I earned it.

My stuff shows the value and worth of my life.

My stuff shows how successful I am.

If had no stuff I would have no life,

My dad watches this reality show where these guys drive around and buy junk and resell it as antiques.

Quick lesson in value and what it actually is.

A thing only has the value that you place on it and can convince other people that it has the same value to them. You lie and get other people to share in your delusion that this thing holds any value. You tell a story and use emotional triggers and talk about how you need this in order to do this or that and create a fable to justify your ownership of a thing and what it will take for you to let that thing go.

That’s what value is in application and execution as it applies to stuff.

The only reason to argue with me is because you just started feeling guilty about all the stuff around you and it’s easier to talk shit about the Shaman than to look honestly at yourself. Or to say if you feel the need to argue I already know your argument and the inspiration or intent behind it.

I have been working on a project that is the Psychospirilosophic view of Wicca often called witchcraft. Wicca has one major thing that they call “Do no harm.”

Take a look around at the stuff around you and take a few minutes to think about where the materials come to make it and who made it so all you had to do was buy it.

If it was made in China it was probably made under slave conditions.

If is has any plastic that means that untold amounts of pollution was released into the atmosphere to create that thing.

How much harm was done to have it shipped to the store where you bought it?

Any human being alive does harm just in being alive. however that is not a license to be gluttonous and greedy. A thinking human who cares about something other than themselves works at minimizing the harm their life causes by learning to live without so much stuff.

A selfish human will go on and on about having the right to do as they will and who am I to judge them for leading such an excessive life style that takes and takes and creates more and more harm to satisfy their desire to have more stuff.

I am not offering condemnation, I am offering observation based on results.

Let’s apply psychology to this issue of stuff and the mass acquiring of it.

One who defines themselves through their belongings sees no value in themselves.

If they did they would not need symbols of status known as stuff to impress themselves and others with their life. They idea that one needs to acquire stuff in order to have their life show value is operating from a lack state of mind. They lack stuff and only stuff will make their life whole and give it meaning.

It is insecurity based on the idea that if they do not have as much stuff or cooler stuff than others than their life has been wasted and they have no value as a human.

This is actually how we treat each other and the only goal of marketing and branding.

To shame one into keeping up with the Jones’. To use emotional triggers to convince one that if one does not have stuff or this particular stuff one has not done well as a human.

Success means you wear these clothes, drive this car, have this phone, have this house, have this and have that.

The only goal of marketing and branding is to create a perceived emotional result that the product or service is supposed to give you.

It is in being a minimalist that I study my own motivation behind every thing I buy to have as my stuff. One who understands why they do what they do understands why any human would do what they do.

I stop and think about why I want something.

What is the result I am looking for in having this thing?

If I get this thing will it really make my life better?

If I am using this thing as a reward to motivate myself, why am I not motivated to begin with?

From a spiritual point of view, I often find tales of those with much are cautionary tales of how having much does not bring joy into one’s life and one’s who care greatly about possessions will act in inhuman ways to acquire and keep what they say is theirs. Many of these tales are told to show the corruption of the soul when one becomes obsessed with acquiring material wealth and possessions to define one’s life.

For me personally the value in being a minimalist is this. I don’t worry or stress about anything happening to all my stuff.

My philosophical quote that I create to remind myself of these things is “The value of my life is the impact I make in the lives of others regardless of how much stuff I ever have.”

Life is a temporary condition.

There is no way around that absolute fact of actual truth.

Since life is temporary what makes us think we own anything if it will be here after we are gone?

The only reason psychologically speaking to acquire mass amounts of stuff is to show one’s superiority over other ones. The behavior is 100% driven by insecurity and fear of how one will be seen by other ones. Again this is an inescapable fact of actual truth.

The value of being a minimalist is being able to see the value in one without needing a bunch of stuff to validate one’s existence.

The stuff we think we own says more about us on a psychological level than most of us are comfortable with admitting to ourselves much less anyone else.

No one wants to admit they were taken in by the pretty lies when the ugly truth shows up.

Thankfully the truth doesn’t give a fuck and exists as truth anyway.

The title alone has my mind reciting The Princess Bride and I’ll paraphrase “Life is pain and anyone telling you different is trying to sell you something.”

That was my answer when someone asked me the question “What would your life be without pain?”

Here are other answers.

Over.

Boring.

Here’s why.

I’m an Empath who also takes on physical pain to give people relief as I start to feel their pain for them. Holy magical bullshit batman!

No it really happens and my Mom does it too. It runs on her side of the of the family through her father and our Hungarian ancestors.A life without pain would mean no one I know was in pain either.

As the emotional Empath I am I often take on pain for those closest to me in times of need. A life without pain means they have healed themselves too.

Hunger pains. A life with out pain would mean I had found some way to never have to eat again or at least not go hungry.

Sore muscles from working out. A life without pain means I am wrong about it being a good thing to always be a little sore to remind yourself you did work out today and got in a good one.

“A man who is master of himself can end a sorrow as easily as he can invent a pleasure.”
― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray

Pain is a state of mind and as Queen once sang it is “so close to pleasure” you can get lost in the swirl of it all and be tossed about the ocean of emotion in ways that leave you looking for shore and solid ground.

What is a life without pain to you?

Most of my life I often held the view of “Hope for the best, expect the worst and plan accordingly.”

Not a fun way to live. It has you looking at everything that can go wrong which can cause your subconscious mind to allow you to do things to face those possibilities. I have often said you will do things behind your back in front of your face.

We all have those moments where we are looking at ourselves wondering why we just did or said that.

I accepted that in order to continually grow through life I would be continually in a state of self observation and reflection in order to find the growth opportunity in the moment. That takes work.

That takes continuous work that never really ends.

What I think is always subject to change, however how I think never changes.

How you organize your thought process is what creates the reality to give you something to think about to see if maybe some changes within in are on the menu for the day. My thought process has always been to take in everything from as many sources and views as I can find on one topic and then examine it and see what feels right for me and my life. I work to understand the emotional attachment that others apply when stating their position and make attempts to care as they do and see how that makes me feel about myself. When a new view presents itself, I take a moment to work my process to see if an adjustment is needed or desired and why.

I have worked diligently to attempt to take the idea of judgement out of my thought process even when looking at myself and instead of judging myself and finding me guilty, I instead change the process to find opportunity for inner change to promote growth that will help me feel better about who I choose to be and how I choose to represent that.

The most difficult part of my process for me is to keep it in the now and not allow history to define anything in the present. The challenge is to remember the concepts of the lessons learned and wisdom gained without having to tie it to history. Living in the now, understanding it is all that exists.

If you need history teach you over and over again the same lessons, why in the holy blue fuck did you not learn it the first time?

For me that answer is because I am human, however it’s no excuse to not make the effort to not need the history to be repeated or reviewed all the time in order to get better from myself.

At some point you just remember that your intuition will tell you if what’s in front of you feels right and why. To get there takes seeing how many times in the past you didn’t trust you and how it went. Once you learn to trust you in the now there is no need to look back.

Everything I do as a teacher and a guide is to turn you inward to build faith in you and your ability to make good choices and say fuck the bullshit in life to be the you that makes you one of your top 5 favorite people in the world. It’s not because you think that highly of yourself, you become one your favorite people because you understand you have to take care of you to be able to be a gift to those you would give yourself to.

In giving of yourself, you do that every time you are in the presence of or interact with others in any way shape, form or fashion.

What are you giving the world?

I ask myself that question throughout the day before I even dare allow myself to speak.

I set the intent in life to be love in living action and thought and speech. I set the intent for my being to be a gift of love in it’s purest form to any and all I encounter.

To live up to that intent is not always warm and fuzzy and it’s not always fun. However it produces results in life that touch lives that touch lives that touch lives. That’s my plan to change the world by being the change I want to see in the world.

Living love in every form it can take in your life gives you endless opportunities to grow and become as needed for those in need to be of service to anyone and everyone that crosses your path.

Regardless of how you identify yourself in gender these are the concepts I apply to what it means to be a King or Queen in this world. To live in service to each other in love because it takes us all to save all of us.

Love says what could go right because love will fight to fix it anytime something goes go wrong.

What could go right in your life today?

Are you gonna work for it to go right?

Are you going to align your thought process to see what could go right in your life today?

Are you going to ignore what could go wrong and instead see what could go right?

This is one of those days in life I can sincerely type this out and meant it.

Thank you to everything for everything.

It’s how I acknowledge I am grateful for everything that ever happened in my life to lead me to this moment right now. It’s a lot of work to truly have this gratitude in my heart to share with all of you and I and grateful to myself for seeing the value of doing the work in me to be this man.

Big love bomb of a hug sent out to all world wide. Pass it along as you enjoy today’s ride.

I found an incredibly good reason to spend a lot less time online and a lot more time in my community doing something locally to make a global impact.

Every community has centers that need volunteers who desire to be part of healing and growth and as a result making an impact in lives that can make an impact in other lives and it’s exponential.

What’s nice is the place I found to go be part of what’s going on is walking distance and for me that’s an added bonus. As I have been slowly rehabbing my legs my number 1 enemy to my recovery has been the car. I was talking with someone I got to for advice and a view adjustment.

Yeah I have someone I go to.

I feel like a hypocrite when I drive. If I had a bike, I would ride. In my younger years I often forsake the car in favor of a bike. It was when I started losing mobility that I found myself riding less and driving more. One of the things I missed the most over the last few years I have not been able to get around is how active I used to be.

We often run and hide from the guilt we feel for not doing something, anything to make an impact. Some of us let it beat the holy fuck out of us until it motivates us to do something, anything to make that guilt go away and stay there. Some of us dance around it, bobbing and weaving to avoid that sinking feeling our stomach that comes up every time we ignore something we could be doing to be of service to our community and in doing so be of service to own lives.

I find for myself it’s a soul saving experience to go out and give of yourself in your community and the soul you save is your own. I’m at my worst when I feel as though I am not making enough of an impact and feeling as though I could be doing more. It creates a self loathing that can sometimes fuck with my head and the way I express myself. It happens to us all. We are human and it’s how the human works to get better from the human.

We do things behind our backs in front of our faces all the time to set ourselves up for moments we might let fear keep us from.

I had one of those moments recently and I am so happy with myself for my shenanigans that yesterday, gave my life direction it sorely needed as to how I can be of better service to my community. It led me to place where there is always going to be a need for people who give a fuck.

I often put myself in a bubble and ignore the world because I do care and I often find myself wrecking myself in the way I allow it to effect me. I feel powerless to do anything and get myself locked in a cage of pain and rage that keeps me from acting.

That’s not doing anyone any good. While it is important to see what’s going on and allow it to touch your humanity and pain you as it should, that pain is not something to revel in or wrap yourself in. That pain once experienced best serves you by stepping out of it with a pragmatic view.

“What can I actually do?”

Asking yourself this one question is an act of preparation to do something. It opens you to doing instead of talking or in my case writing and then being left with a twisting feeling of guilt that binds you up from the inside and can twist your view of you and the rest.

For some it’s  going to a local Jesus center and volunteering as a server.

For some it’s volunteering at their kids school.

For some it’s spending time moving around and finding different places to be of service.

Do something, anything that gets you out in your community and away from your computer, phone and TV and I guarantee you will thank yourself for the relief from the guilt you are trying to ignore right now.

I’m off to finish preparing for my day at a local community center giving what I got to whoever shows up.

I feel better already knowing that’s my plan to act locally understanding it will make a global impact.

Your life, make your choices and live with them accordingly.

For those of you wondering who is the Life Coach Max goes to?

More to come later after she’s done with me.

My human selfishness.

We act in inhuman ways towards each other daily without realizing that we treat people as prey and we are the cunning predator.

Our eyes are in front. We are a predatory species. Killing is in our DNA. It’s in our nature to kill.

Vegans can french kiss my ass hole on their stance that they don’t kill to live. Here’s why.

Animism simply stated, every thing is alive and has a soul. Even studies have shown that plants, even the ones we eat, respond to emotional stimuli which means yes they are emotional beings that we kill and eat no different than a cow or pig or chicken.

I love a rare steak or burger and if it’s bloody, all the better. I’m never going to feel bad about that and at the same time if you can’t stand eating meat I don’t care, however don’t go all fuckin’ holier than thou about it making you a better human being and that you no longer kill to live.

End your delusion vegans and grow up.

God made us predators so it totally fails the logic filter if you try to tell me God said we need to be vegetarians or vegans or whatever the new trend is this week.

I made a killing!

I killed them!

I am going to kill it!

None of these are referring to people or animals however are expressions commonly used. Even in our language in life and how we view it, we are killers, every last one of us.

That we don’t run around killing each other is a very good thing and what makes us inferior to the animals is we will kill each other when there is no need to. I meant to use the word inferior. Here’s why.

A superior species lives harmoniously within it’s ecosystem and modifies itself to maintain balance and harmony with its surroundings. Governments have been shutting down research since the 70’s that would’ve already had us off oil completely.

Tesla’s free energy technology was suppressed in the name of greed alone. It means we never needed nuclear energy and could have avoided 3 Mile Island, Chernobyl and Fukishima, all nuclear meltdowns that we will not know in our lifetimes what the true damage done is.

We are killers. We are killing our world as long as we allow things such as the internal combustion engine and nuclear energy. We are killing our world as long we continue to ignore using hemp to replace oils based and wood based products with a renewable resource that renews annually.

Marijuana was made illegal so that the logging industry would thrive as well as the emerging pharmaceutical industry. A known cure for cancer suppressed so people could be tortured in the name of greed.

Predator preying on the weak and sick.

The human is a savage and all you have to do to see it is get real honest about the damage we do simply to get through the day and get over it.

Next, do better than we did yesterday or die trying.

If I had to kill my own food, I would live off eggs for protein. I like that someone gets paid to butcher meat and love that I can pay for the blissful ignorance of never meeting my meal. If I did, I know me, it would become a pet and pets are family and we don’t kill our family or so I’m told.

How many times have you thought about doing something you would never actually do?

How many times have you been scared by your own dark side?

How often do you really feel like a savage emotional creature who just happens to be human?

How often do you lie to yourself about it and pray no one ever finds out how savage you can really be?

Romantic love is who you share the savage with because the beasts play well together. It’s driven by primal lust we call seduction and passion but awakens a sexual beast that must be satiated. When you find that with someone, learn to adjust over time as it will be rough at first, however for that kind of lovemaking, definitely worth it.

I was born long ago
I am the chosen I’m the one
I have come to save the day
And I won’t leave until I’m done
So that’s why you’ve got to try
You got to breath and have some fun
Though I’m not paid I play this game
And I won’t stop until I’m done

The spirit within crying out from within.

The spirit that connects us all has been there since the beginning and lives through us all.

Everybody trying to teach you anything about the never ending quest to being the best you that you can be will tell you to breathe. Letting go of your body and allowing it to control your breathing can set you in a relaxed state really fast.

Fun usually involves laughter which we have all heard for a long ass time is the best medicine. Life is not a job and you are not going to get paid for being you alone. We play the game to have a life to show off when we are not doing what we do to afford our life.

None us ever stops until we hit the final dirt nap.

I don’t know why we always cry
This we must leave and get undone
We must engage and rearrange
And turn this planet back to one
So tell me why we got to die
And kill each other one by one
We’ve got to love and rub-a-dub
We’ve got to dance and be in love

Look at your life and what you have in it.

Look for the things in your life that make you happy.

What is it again you have to cry about?

Sure you can come up with a list if you want and it will all be valid.

So what?

You have to build your recovery from within.

You have to find the strength from within to overcome.

You must let go of the past and the ideas that anything is holding you back before you can propel forward.

The best way to learn more is engage with real people in discussion about real things if we are every going to fix the issues and make it better for the sum.

I’m a pacifist. It does not mean I don’t know how to defend myself if needed, it means I choose to find every other option first and let my own skills only come forth when everything else has failed.

Dancing is the best soul and body in one nourishing exercise there is. It allows the mind to let go of the body and let the music move you.

But what I really want to know is
Are you gonna go my way ?

Something no one can deny is that we all know better than we often behave and it won’t get any better until we find the way through peace and love and understanding and stop the violence.

Wandered the dark
Made it my home

Kick back the lights to their home
That wander in lost and alone

Went to the light
For the first time experienced fright

Decided to walk the silver line
Keep things from crossing from time to time

Found my way to the forest
I needed the rest

Time off from the endless war
That for me is such a bore

I wander through the trees
Looking for others like me

‘Tis the masters that I seek
Those who know how to be meek

With this forest as my home
Never am I alone

There is life at every turn
From the birds to the fern

I came here in despair
Unable to find any like me out there

I come to the edge from time to time
To look for another coming down the silver line

Come now and take your rest
Prepare we do for the final test

To go back from whence we came
To help them all become the same

The band who wrote this song might use the name Placebo, however I guarantee you can find a true cure for what ails you in the lyrics of this one.

Love on an atom, love on a cloud
To see the birth of all that isn’t now
Can you imagine a love that is so proud?
It never has to question why or how
Total abandon the love in my dreams
When I wake up I’m soaking in my sheets

From the fabric of existence in the smallest part of us to the outer rim of existence one thing binds it all together, love.

Take a step within yourself and look for the core of who you are and find the birth of who you are ever becoming and find the true being of love you wish you could be. That bright shining star that makes no excuses and laughs at fear and dives head first when you feel that drive from within.

Be who you wish you could be.

That takes a profound acceptance of just how amazing each of us can be when we get out of our own way and make it about giving the love not searching for it. A love so proud it walks in and spreads itself around any and every where it goes.

You bring that kind of love from within and the fire that burns never ends. It will fill your dreams with wondrous sights and when the flame burns that hot you can’t help but to sweat from your own heat.

When you live that kind of love and you meet a reflection of your projection that matches it in every way, dive away into the love found and know its a shared heart and two souls that can start to build a connection of a unified projection. A we that is a little of each and a sum of both. However before you can unite with another and have it be a flow of ease, one must unify one within.

That is the proud love of self love that is born of all that isn’t now.

Now is the expression of that love as it has grown from within.

Now is never ending and ever changing.

It’s a flow of life and a flow of love that always leaps with out a shove. It sees and feels where it is needed and moves one into word and action from within. Not caring why or how, simply flowing and growing and letting the flow determine the nature of the show.

The show is life’s theater and we are all stars on the stage.

For all of our youth
We have craved them
Their beauty and their truth

So we name them
And somehow they pull us through
We have craved them
For all of our youth

The reflections of ourselves we find ourselves in love with over the course of life each have a beauty and truth that reveals who we were back then that leaves us ever craving to be that person again. The face will always change but the love is always the same.

It’s the ones that brought out our best and put us tho the test to really be it from within. The only way to have it now is to let go of days and love gone by and embrace who you are on your own.

To see you can be that person with or without the love you think you need.

Once you do that and you find another who seems to make it less work and more fun to be that human being and you find you speak each others minds, that is the partner in life you find while you’re busy doing something else.

When that love connects it can be loud beyond loud.

Breathe
Believe
We are loud like love

It’s been a rough day for a lot of people who are grieving lost ones.

Yet another round of senseless killing in France and what is it that drives all this death and destruction?

Pain.

I always say forget the hate and heal the pain.

The hate comes from pain and suffering.

When we live in suffering the only thing that can make the pain stop at times is anger and rage. It gets used to spread that pain and suffering around as it did in Nice France.

It has been happening around the world a lot more frequently. We have had it happen in Turkey and other places around the world.

Why?

Pain.

The thing we never look at in violent crimes is the total history of what led to the event.  We fail to look at all the details that create the desire within one to strike out in rage and take life.

The one thing that none of us wants to admit is that any of us are capable of committing acts of atrocity. The one thing we want to turn a blind eye to is looking deep into the issue to find the source of pain that blurs the lines and brings the rage that only knows how to do one thing, destroy.

Days like today will have many calling for blood and laying blame so vengeance can be taken.

Violence begetting violence.

At some point we have to break the cycle or we will destroy ourselves.

How do we do it?

The bottom line is that we have to set aside the idea of countries and race and embrace the truth of one human race and act accordingly.

In steps what that looks like is forgiveness through understanding.

It’s the last thing any who lost someone wants to hear. I understand why.

I would ask of all to not only send the healing love and prayers to those who lost people in France but to also put the intent into sending that healing energy to every man woman and child on the planet.

I would ask all of you to stop asking for more violence.

I’m a veteran.

I’m a warrior.

What a warrior desires above all else is peace.

I look at my update feed on all my social media outlets and the thing that disgusts me most of all is those who ask for violence to be carried out.

Violence begets violence until we say “No more.”

No longer will we let violence beget violence.

No more will we cry out for vengeance.

No more we will ignore the pain that brings the violence.

No more violence.

Dive within to your very core to find the love that is there to send to all those in need.

I am.

If you don’t agree with me, please tell me why.

Quick history lesson.

Rock ‘N’ Roll got its name because it was the music people were fucking to in the back seats of cars across the nation.

Gene Simmons wasn’t inspired by The Beatles music to become a rock star, it was the screaming women that inspired the man to become The Demon on stage.

Last night someone tried to tell me Rock was dead.

The fuck it is.

Everywhere around the world people are going out getting drunk and fucking someone they wouldn’t have sober.

You can try and wrap it up anyway you want to feel better about it, however when you cut through it all, a drunken fuck is just that a drunken fuck.

While it could happen, there is most likely no love in the carnal act of a one night stand. It’s lust driven animal behavior and it feels good so we do it and find ways to make ourselves feel better about in the morning or we hate ourselves, the choice is ours.

Rock ‘N’ Roll Shaman people, at some point you had to see this coming from a mile away.

I know most of the time I am more reserved and make attempts to be clean and proper, however this Rock ‘N’ Roll.

George Throrgood put it best “Rock ‘N’ Roll is supposed to be dirty.”

The living spirit of Rock lives in our lust and our desire to party our asses of and enjoy some good old fashion visceral experience.

I’m no moralist, I’m a humanist. It’s healthy to cut loose once in a while. It’s good to let your hair down and let the beast come out and play, all I’m saying is know there will be shit to deal with so act accordingly to what you feel like dealing with in the morning.

As long as there are people out there somewhere trying desperately to get laid in bars, Rock ‘N’ Roll will never die.

As long as there are people who have had enough of being prim and proper and want to get visceral for the night, Rock ‘N’ Roll will live on.

The human will always be a savage and will always need an outlet for that savage and that is the heart and soul of Rock ‘n Roll.

Long live Rock ‘N’ Roll.

Well, I met an old man
Dying on a train.
No more destination,
No more pain.
Well, he said
“One thing before I graduate
Never let your fear decide your fate.”

Death is nothing more than a transformation. A graduation if you will from the pain of living.

We cling to our existence for some good reasons.

It feels good to be alive.

Look around at your life and see what it is that you cling to daily.

We are human and in that we are emotional creatures whose attachments define who we think we are. The things we cling to in life are often the things that make us feel alive and are how we give our life purpose and meaning.

When we make fear based decisions in life it can feel as though we are living in a cage. A cage we create in whose opinion matters to us. A cage we allow others to assist us in building for ourselves.

Who’s helping you build your cage and what does that cage look like?

Well, the sun one day will
Leave us all behind.
Unexplainable sightings
In the sky.
Well, I hate to be
The one to ruin the night.
Right before your, right before your eye

Karmic Law says that all that exists is right now.

Now is the progressive moment that never ends and is always evolving.

Science has shown us that in millions of years our sun will destroy our world.

Science has shown us our Milky Way Galaxy will collide with the Andromeda Galaxy in billions of years.

All that exists is now and now is all that matters.

It is far to often in life that we let ourselves be overly concerned about the future that is never set. We worry endlessly about what might happen.

There are times when fear can be a healthy thing based on the life we desire to lead. For example the idea of jumping out of a perfectly good airplane is not one that sounds good to me. On the same note if that plain is going down, I’ll be in line with a parachute ready to jump out the door.

I say ya kill your heroes and
Fly, fly, baby don’t cry.
No need to worry cause
Everybody will die.
Every day we just
Go, go, baby don’t go.
Don’t you worry we
Love you more than you know.

The lyrics here say kill your heroes and I disagree. Here’s why.

Here are some of my heroes from fiction and the really real world.

Bruce Lee has had more of an influence in who I continue to become than any other source. Bruce once said “I hope to free my followers from styles,patterns or molds.” To a man who embraces is individuality these are some of the wisest things anyone who finds themselves in a place to teach can say.

Jesus Christ taught people to live love, not follow him as a savior. I think there it was mistranslated in the book. I believe what he actually meant is that there is no way to saving oneself but through my words and teachings of love and to be love. When he said I abide in the father as the father abides in me, I believe he was telling us that God resides within us all.

Ghandi showed how to be a pacifist and still be a man who stands and fights only in a different way allowing the mind to be the only weapon any needs.

John Crichton is a character from a TV show called FARSCAPE. This character had the knowledge in his mind that could build the ultimate weapon and he was chased across the stars. He was dedicated to not building the weapon as his wisdom could see it would only destroy everything. A man who often found himself in situations that forced him to do things he didn’t want to in order to survive. John was always motivated by a desire to do the right thing in the moment and the character was often at odds with himself.

Daniel Jackson was a character in both film and TV. In film it was STARGATE. In TV it was STARGATE SG-1. The character was always in search of doing the right thing. He was a humanist and also believed that other species of sentient life deserved the same humane treatment that we all deserve.

Obi Wan Kenobi let Darth Vader kill him to prove he would indeed become more powerful than Vader could imagine. Over history martyrs and their legacy have had power that can not be fought. How do you fight a legend that inspires many into action.

Gene Roddenberry gave us a view of the potential of humanity that showed us rising above and coming together to explore the stars. Joining with other species from other worlds to be explorers and defenders. Gene has inspired millions if not billions for over 40 years.

Robin Williams was the eternal clown who once said he looked for the creativity in every waking moment of life. That’s a beautiful view to take through life to be constantly looking for ways to make others laugh and share the healing energy that laughter is.

My dad has never calls a physician Dr. To him it always seemed that if he should call them Dr. Whatever, they should call him Contractor Carter as both jobs serve an equal function to the continuing of the species. Who is the physician going to get to fix his drywall or remodel his kitchen?

I believe in equality in all aspects of life.

Let me be real clear on this point.

There is no justifiable or valid reason to elevate any above another.

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Get the point?

I say become your own hero by taking those you would call heroes and finding the aspects that you admire most and add them to the idea of who you are as you continue to grow and evolve. Take ownership of becoming the hero that others will tell stories about. You may never be famous however you will be a star to those whose lives you make positive impact in by being your own hero and letting yourself define what that looks like in living action.

Behavioral psychology is one of my specialties. Please allow me to demonstrate.

The other day I was discussing the issue of using sex to sell with Candice Galek who has taken her rise in celebrity very seriously and is someone I find I agree with when we exchange ideas on some of her posts that catch my attention. One of the things I respect most about Candice is that she is making every effort to use this new found celebrity to make a positive impact.

The topic we were discussing is the use of sex, specifically the female form to sell or gain attention.

Candice told me story about a post she wrote and used two different pictures to do an experiment in what draws people in on social media.

The first post used the picture of a shirtless man. Almost no one read it.

After changing the picture to one of a woman, people couldn’t wait to read it, men and women alike.

Here’s why this happens.

Side note: Thank you Candice for allowing me to use your name. My readers are used to me not giving names.

Quick lesson in history.

Originally marketing was called propaganda.

Quick lesson in the marketing industry.

It is the art or science if you will of using behavioral psychology to influence people based on emotional triggers.

I don’t remember a time in my life where the female form was not being used to sell everything.  Think about that for a moment.

We have been using women and their bodies as objects in triggering a buy now response. It works on men as they are visually stimulated generally speaking. It works on women in a different way. They want the mans attention and they see the form as one to aspire to be.

This creates a negative self body image for many women.

I do a lot of charity work in helping women rebuild their self image after abusive relationships. The one thing that is always the hardest is getting them to embrace their body as it is. Assisting them in seeing they are beautiful from the inside no matter what the outside looks like is not an easy task.

What makes it more difficult is women who blatantly use their bodies to get ahead in life. You see these women in commercials and in magazines and all over the internet.

We make celebrities out of models and pretty faces with pretty bodies. We elevate them to God like status in the attention and adoration they get from both sexes.

Question.

How many women that don’t fit the bill of beauty really get noticed?

Not all women use their body as a weapon to gain the upper hand to make a living. There are a lot of women who use their minds and are often treated like an empty shell because of their appearance.

Question.

How many models can you quote something they are known for saying?

I want to throw out a statistic that should scare you all.

In a survey 1 out of 3 college age men said they would rape a woman if they thought they could get away with it. What if it’s more than a third because some still lied even though it was an anonymous survey?

These young men don’t see women, they see objects of desire that have been used to market to them specifically. They have been overloaded with the idea of a woman being the object next to whatever she is selling regardless of whether or not she speaks.

This is the price we pay as a society for using the female form as a marketing tool for several decades to the point of brainwashing. It’s why women went to the second picture on Candice’s article as well as men. When it was half naked man not even the women were showing up to read.

That’s powerful results from the experiment.

This isn’t conjecture or opinion its documented fact based on scientific results.

Women are lining up to sell themselves as nothing more than an object because there is money to be made doing it.

What is a model if she is not a tool?

For every woman who offers her body up for marketing purposes thousands of others pay the price.

That price is those thousands having to work harder to be taken seriously.

That price is our daughters growing up wanting to be these women.

That price is too many women being treated like objects.

The real question after all of this is what can we realistically do about it?

Something Candice and I agreed on during our discussion is that it will not stop until women take a stand to stop taking the jobs that are all about showing it off to bring in the sales.

It really is that simple. I didn’t say easy.

The biggest obstacle is that on an emotional level it feels good to be wanted. It feels good to be adored by many regardless of the reason. It gets addictive. That’s how energy works.

These women and men who do it too are feeding off the desire they inspire on an energetic level.

It’s why many models and performers of all kinds often go into depression at the end of their careers. They are no longer getting their energetic fix and are going through withdrawals.

Think about the daughters of this world growing up saying they want to be Kim Kardashian. A woman who is more famous for her ass than anything else.

She has no talent to speak of and I doubt she has ever had a job. Her celebrity came from a reality TV show and her ass that she likes to show off as often as possible. She is not the only one.

These are the role models we are giving our daughters by making these kinds of people famous and playing into our base instincts and letting them use behavioral psychology to trigger our desires and insecurities by giving us the unattainable ideal and we eat it up.

What you all might find ironic is that Candice Galek is the founder and CEO of Bikini Luxe and had no idea when she started she would be in this position to have her voice heard and become influential.

How she has chosen to use that influential voice has earned the respect of many including me. Here’s why.

I am an Empath and a Telepath. That means I read the emotional totality of you in the moment. It means I have the ability to access your subconscious mind and know your true intent regardless of your words.

I know it freaks a lot of you out, however it doesn’t stop me from existing and doing it anyway.

Over the last month or so I have had the pleasure of having Candice as a connection on Linkedin and her updates show up in my news feed daily.

I watch this woman who became accidentally famous agonize over what to do with and about it while also making sure her business that employs 50 people stays successful. I have felt her wrestle with what to do next on a personal level as well as professional.

Sorry Candice in it’s in your energy and I have no off switch.

It’s because of what I have read in her energy that she has my respect.

It’s the questions she raises that has earned my respect.

It’s the stands that she does take that earned my respect.

That all said I want to be clear about how I feel about what she does for a living.

Bikinis are awesome and she is getting into lingerie.

It makes sense for her to use models for her apparel. It does not make sense for Carl’s Jr to have a half naked woman eating a hamburger and that’s the whole commercial.

To me it depends on what you are selling. Women’s clothes should have women models to give women an idea of what it looks like when worn.

Hamburgers don’t need a pretty girl to sell them or your burger isn’t that good.

Last night I attended the local vigil held by the LGBTQ held in response to the tragedy in Orlando.

People spoke and reminded us all that violence is never the answer and that we all deserve to be who we are no matter who that is and be able to find acceptance.

To bring it to an end we all formed a giant circle and just took a long moment of silence looking at each other with the intent of healing. There were many across untold number of cities that formed their own rings.

Rings of healing in a time of shock and tragedy.

Rings of people forgetting about the hate in order to heal the pain.

Linking rings together forms chains. We are all connected and last night there was a chain of healing created by all who attended these vigils.

As assuring as it is when we show up in time of tragedy to show our support for anyone or anything, why does it take the tragedy for us to take time out and find some people to form a healing ring with?

Anything we give our energy to we give our energy to.

What do you give your energy to that makes you feel as though you are part of a healing ring in an unseen chain?

How many chains are you connected to?

Leadership is a buzz word too often thrown around by consultants to show what they think they know.

It’s thrown around by CEO’s who still don’t fully understand what it looks like in living action.

Leadership has noting to do with business or governance, it is a quality of being and is a set of authentic behaviors that must be embraced by choice.

You can’t train it and many are born with it only to have it go unrecognized because they have no title, nor do they seek title.

No one can teach you to be a leader they can only assist you in discovering the leader you are when you allow yourself to be as it’s needed by the life you have created around you.

I have a new chain I connected to in The Change Team. A healing ring connected to many other healing rings.

A chain that spreads out like a web with many souls connected in common purpose whether they know each other or not in the flesh. Each speaking well adding to the majick that will bring us to a changed world that is already changing. It’s happening slowly and is picking up steam with every chain of healing rings that connects and simply keeps doing what they do.

We will reach a day where violence against the LBGTQ community will end and we will reach a day where we forget the hate and heal the world wide pain that is the source of the worldwide violence.

You, you may say. I’m a dreamer, but I’m not the only one.

Our numbers are growing my fellow dreamers and remember

And if you feel you can’t go on

I’ll be there to be strong becasue together we’re going to make it through

When the night turns into dawn it’s another victory won and I know I can carry on

This second set of lyrics aren’t as famous yet, so here is the rest of the song below.

I talk to a lot of people who are desperate to change the world and change it now.

It’s common among those who go through the awakening process to have a strong desire to live in a different world and to take part in creating it. I’ve talked to people from across the globe all with the same life mission. Each one going about it in a different way.

The most common thing I have noticed among these awakened souls, most of them are broke. A lot of them have grown to hate money. They tend to speak unkindly about those who are still in what is.

Karmic Law reminder.

Let go of what was.

Embrace what is.

Make changes for what will be.

There is a lot going on all over the world right now leading towards this “change” in humanity. However we can never forget to embrace what is.

Speak well, live well, talk mad shit, deal with mad shit.

I say that a lot. I like to remind myself.

There is nothing to be gained by holding hate for what is. Each of us wander and no one is lost.

I understand where the anger comes from in looking at the world today for the awakened soul.

It’s anger at yourself for not waking up sooner.

It’s anger at yourself for not recognizing everyone has the birthright to live as they will.

It’s self loathing for not being able to reconcile embracing what is while slowly making changes in the way you live to become an example by living your talk.

Been there, done that, got the T-Shirt.

I was trying to get back to the book this morning however this was bugging me.

I was introduced to Bitcoin recently. It’s an open source stock market of sorts and Bitcoins are security bonds that are used as currency or stock. You have to buy them or earn them or get a handout from someone. Yep, sounds just like cash to me.

It’s the same as money only no banks, however it’s the same game of the haves and the have nots. There’s nothing noble about it. In fact I’ve noticed a sense of superiority or the idea of being better than everyone not using it within the Bitcoin community.

Who are any of us to judge any other?

It is a segregated community because it does take regular money to buy into the new game with slightly different rules.

Money isn’t a bad thing, it’s what you do to earn it and what you do with it. Money is another form of energy and until someone builds something that does not require a buy in as Bitcoin does, money is not going away anytime soon.

Embrace what is while slowly making changes for what will be.

The truth is.

It has infinite expressions.

There’s ways of telling the truth.

One can be blunt in ones expression of the truth or one can take one on an adventure of a story to reveal the truth with a softer touch. One can use humor to soften the blow and even music can reveal the truth with a mind at ease.

The truth is.

It’s not personal and it’s not something anyone can own. These things I’ve said before. The truth is the key to every door. In honest expression of who you think you are is where you find the freedom to be the change you would like to see in the world.

Wisdom is revealed in experience and in learning from it or that of another in how one chooses to live life. The wise are those who follow wise guidance even their own. Why wouldn’t I do for me what I am saying you should do for you?

Empathy is taking that moment to think what if it was me?

The truth is there is nothing new and everything is a rehash of something else.

The truth is you are the story you live.

Live a good story and give yourself memories worth commemorating by sharing them and allowing the story of you to live on through as many who share it.

The truth is each of us is living a tale we never stop telling. Some of us write it down for the rest to read, most don’t and that’s OK.

You are not alone and how long can you run
It’s much to late if you dont know what you’ve got ’til it’s gone
Once upon a time you were a child but that was yesterday
Believed that magic in your heart would never fade away

But hold your head up high and let your spirits fly
Keep hope alive yes deep inside and your dreams will never die

What is it you’re running from or to?

What is it around you that makes you feel the need to get away?

Everyday is a day of growth and learning and we can be the child at the start of everyday and grow to maturity throughout the day.

There is magic and there is Majick. Here’s the difference.

The magic we are familiar with often involves rituals and invocations and offerings to appease gods and stuff such as that.

Majick is the spell you weave with your every word that creates the path you follow in life. Hold the dream alive inside and allow your thoughts to be your prayers and choose how you speak carefully to bring those dreams to life through shared creation. As independent in thought as we can be, we must share in the creation process in order to bring any dream to life.

Oooh take a breath, close your eyes you’re on the road again
And then you realize they’ve brought you back to life again
Something’s never change but if you fantasize
You’ll feel it deep inside yourself and then you’ll realize

When you feel it coming
When you hear the sound
You’ll always laugh when you wanna cry
And then you’ll know it deep inside

When you step back far enough from your life and your view of it, you can find the cosmic joke.

You can find how the life and dream you saw dying is often brought back to life after removing some people from your life so the ones who have a similar vision can step in so you can bring it to life together.

When you have doubt in your dream you will be faced with those who doubt you in the reflections of you that pop up until you learn to say “fuck it I’m doin’ it anyway.”

At times it might require a change in direction in order to make that dream a reality. Often that change in direction allows for others dreams to become as well. The more people you have working together to bring a similar vision to life, the grander that vision and dream can become as it evolves through the Majick of your support and the work you do together.

It does take real work for real Majick. The spell weaving of our words only sets us in motion to allow the Universe, God, whatever helps you sleep better, guide us in becoming the human we need to be in order to do the work to bring the dream to life. The Majick is always in us and is about us becoming the projection of our desire, not just the wanting of it and excepting it to come, the real work of becoming so that your projection will find the reflections that have a similar vision.

Everything I know, what I know is true
Everyone of us is inside of you
We are one
We are one

You are me, I am you
What you see, is all true

I sat on a bench and talked to myself yesterday. It looked like I was talking to a friend of mine. During the conversation we both mentioned it more than once “It’s nice to talk to me.”

We are all connected and given the flesh and the ego process to develop an individual view that allows new and different ways of discovering the same universal or absolute truths, however expressing them in infinite ways.

You are me and I am you and we are one.

It’s “I’m in it for the sum” at the end of the day regardless of the work I do that day for the some that make their way to me or I them or us as one simply finding each other finally.

Far too often we question the simplicity as if it has to be more complex than it is. I work at accepting the simplicity that life can be and when I say simple I do not mean easy.

We are one.