I wake up, and I say, “I woke up today, and the rest is gravy.”
No day is a given. We should be grateful simply to be alive.
Complications are the “devils” tool.
Metaphor.
Think about your life and what you think is complicated.
I’ll do my life.
Nothing is complicated until we make it needlessly so.
I see so many needless complications in every society.
This is how I start my day.
I have a smoke with two hits of weed, or hash, or keef. This helps me calm down after I wake up.
It takes me an hour to wake up and shake off the shit I took on while I slept.
I’m an empath, and this is part of my self care.
Then breakfast. Egg and two sausage. I cook.
I cook the sausage then I add some butter for the egg, that has milk,Worcestershire sauce, garlic powder, Paprika, Himalayan salt, rosemary, and Turmeric.
You can’t say you eat anything that is good for you unless you know what’s in it.
Then, I pace and sit and wonder while I go about my day.
If I need to go to the store, I walk. I use my bag that slings across my back.
Or, if I don’t need the bag, I carry whatever it is in my hands.
I let my life determine my work out.
At work, I’ll mop and do laundry, and do dishes or whatever else these veterans need me to do.
I let my life determine my work out.
I don’t need to worry about my weight, I eat sensibly and avoid sugar mist the time.
I don’t drink because alcohol destroys the brain and pickles the body.
I do drink coffee, 3 cups a day. I use honey, and dark chocolate almond milk.
I do this because I have ADHD. Coffee helps me focus, and the dark chocolate helps with emotional balancing.
Every part if my day i work at being at peace.
I forgive everyone of everything throughout the day every day.
This is how I build peace within myself.
At night I smoke and I put 4-6 hits of only weed so I can sleep.
I have ADHD. If I don’t smoke weed, I get 3 hours of broken sleep a day, and I usually will be up for a day and half through the full moon.
Tonight, I talked to a human being on the cusp of greatness.
I’ve done this with many. Most fail.
The few that make it, well, they are some of the greatest human beings I’ve ever had the honor to serve.
Being a Táltos is not easy. However, I make it look easy. That takes a fuck ton of work I do on myself so that people do get my best.
As an empath, I have choices daily.
I have a friend, my best friend, he takes care of his mom, and his son has autism.
My friend watched me go through hell, and now I see him going through the same kind of hell.
My friend understands what I went through taking care of my dad until he died.
I haven’t seen him since we went and saw a reggae show a couple months ago.
I get what stress he deals with daily.
I took the stress for him for a day as we hung out. We went and played Frisbee golf, and then we did what we normally do.
It was a great day, one of my best.
Here’s what’s going on with Skyla/Hera.
She knows Solomon/Zeus but doesn’t like him. However, she feels the pull to him, and she knows she loves him truly, no matter how pissed off he can get her.
I like relatships where we fought like cats and dogs, toxic relationships.
I think I can find a way for Zeus, and Hera’s arguments will not be so much fighting, as an actual point by point argument.
Here’s going to be the challenge that I’ve already accepted and the message self destructed.
I need to build arguments that you have seen before.
That’s a tall ass motherfuckin order and a half.
Now, we have narcissistic intent.
All that’s needed now is the right mix of crippling self-doubt.
I find of I say “I forgive everyone of everything so that I can put peace in my heart, mind, and soul.”
This is building inner peace.
Then the meditation and the self Reiki, and this is getting easy.
Easy?
Easier. OK, easier.
That’s better.
Are you ready for what’s next?
Why ask?
You’ve been good lately, so I can be good to you.
My smart-ass gets what it gives. Who knew?
I did.
Well, of course you know you’re the higher self. You’re training me to give my best regardless of the situation.
Now you’re getting it.
I get this dude wrote this thing about gyres, and I kind of get it, but could you help me out?
No problem.
A gyre is the smallest and the largest thing in the universe. As we evolve, our souls will eventually turn into gyres, singularities,blackholes,each and every one creating a universe in and of itself.
Do you understand?
Yes. That makes perfect sense. It’s so simple. God is now in everything. Everything is God.
I’ve read that the Hungarians were nomads that came from the Ural mountains.
If one can find another land that nomads won’t ever give up, nice try.
Hungarians have been conquered more than most. Because they have no qualms with marrying their captors, they have Asian, Persian, and Eastern European.
Well now, I get his decision, but I still don’t like it.
I used to be so much more. I was a Goddess, and they worshipped me.
Now, I’m human. Big whoop.
Don’t start that.
What if I do?
You don’t want to know. You get I’myou.
You’ve already seen what I’ll put myself through.
Or do you like only having one hand?
OK. Pity party over.
That was a fucked up way to get my attention. Seriously fucked up.
Well, you are the one who wanted to be so different that most people would notice you. I just made sure they did.
Fuck you.
You remind me of Zues. I talk with his higher self frequently. He’s always saying“Fuck you” to his higher self as well. From what I understand, most humans do this.
Why?
Think about it. We are you, the higher you, theconnection to the universal consciousness. What don’t we know?
Yet when we talk to ourselves, the lower self frequently argues.Then the Fuck yous start.
I get it. We learn as children there is no higher or lower self. Then some of us find out.
When do I become you?
Depends on the choices you make.
Depends on how well you’ve learned.
Depends on how well you listen when I’m telling you to do shit.
You know I’ll always explain if you ask me why I want you to do something.
I hate you.
What else is new?
I really hate you.
I’m you. Why hate yourself?
Ok. This is where I need to drop back into peace.
The logical place to examine my emotions is at peace, zero emotion.
Letting logic explain why I feel the way I do.
Why do I hate myself?
Because I know what I’m doing and if I just stopped arguing with myself, I would like myself better.
I may even begin to love myself.
That is great wisdom that one can only find in self-examination. At peace.
Let peace be your guide. Letting what brings you back to peace be what you crave.
Once you have mastered peace, then you can master your emotions. As you master peace, it will force you to master your emotions.
It actually is. I touched on this with Zeus in his first journal.
The part of the brain that controls the fight or flight response has changed to a neutral but cautious response.
Look at your kids or kids in general. One out of ten will have this as their response.
We are evolving, and we are in the middle of a genetic jump forward.
As I wrote in an article a few years ago.
Empaths, telepaths, are what we are turning into.
I’m an empath, and a telepath. My dad was a telepath, my mom was a strong empathic amplifier.
My dad thought he was the only one. That’s a hard secret to keep to oneself.
I had to tell everyone, knowing it would be years before anyone would understand.
Years I’ve dealt with ridicule from people.
Years.
I didn’t do it for anything.
I did it because I knew what it felt like to not know that you’re an empath, or a telepath, or a medium. looking and searching and finding the worst empaths have to offer.
I, like others, took a stand everywhere i stood for every empath, telpath, and medium.
I did it in front of 500,000 people on LinkedIns biggest group.
I’ve taken ridicule that most would be in tears over. And I did it with ot a single in my eye.
I worked to help people understand what was going on and why I one can stop it.
It’s evolution.
That’s why.
I do it for those who need it. Know you’re not alone.
It’s against my nature to tell what good deeds I did today.
Let your good deeds be done in secret.
One should never boast about one’s good deeds.
Doesn’t matter how you say it, it’s true, damn true.
Now that I got that out of the way, my day was nothing but good deeds all day.
It started with a friend who needed to go to Walmart. My friend is a disabled Navy veteran.
I borrowed my roommates car, an Audi. The same make and model my friend used to drive.
We went to Walmart and the scooters we’re being charged. So I pushed my friend through Walmart for about an hour.
Then we went and got Chinese food. My favorite.
I love my friend, and I got to make him happy today.
Then, right after I got home, a friend of mine FaceTimed me, and we spent a good hour talking.
My friend is an author as well. We shared writing tips, and I shared with him the last book I ever read by Pete Conrad, THE SUICIDE FLOWERS, you can find it on Amazon.
Pete has no clue that I’m doing this. That’s the secret to this good deed.
I love my friend, and I love Pete Conrad.
Then I wrote part 4 of Zues and His Daughters. I wrote it before I wrote this.
It’s kind of my daily thing.
I used to write 6 articles daily.
I may not go that bat shit, but I can write a motherfuck ton.
That’s me. My cosmic connection with my earthly connection, it’s a wonder why I don’t go insane.
But then again, who has Death as the guardian angel?
You do.
Yeah, but why?
You’re God.
Why?
Do I really need to go over this again?
No, maybe it’s just that I want to be human, but I’m not. Who else is going to live 5,000 years?
You have a point. You have a lonely existence. You daughters know who you are, but no one else.
I know. I can’t believe I put myself in a Hungarian body. It’s one thing if I never knew a woman’s love, but I’ve felt what it’s like to be loved by a died in the fire Phoenix.
I’ve loved, oh how I have loved. 4 wives, and I truly loved each and every one.
Now, I understand my life, and who would want to share it with me?
Who could?
There is one you have met, she’d be perfect for you.
Why?
Why do you do this to me?
Tell me there’s one, but you won’t tell me who. Or when I’ll meet her.
You’ve already met her.
Fuck off.
This is what I’ve dealt with for years, who in the blue holy fuck is it?
You should know, you felt it. You know you did.
Yeah, but she needs to work on herself before she’d be ready for me. I hate that that is true.
How do I tell her.” You need to work on yourself before I can date you.”
Even saying it feels nasty. I don’t want to be condescending. But everything about this makes me condescending.
I’m Zeus, that right there, that’s not going to work.
Think about it.
If you think about it, who would want you for unexplained reasons?
Hera?
Yeah.
Now, this makes sense. I just need to wait and she’ll come to me.
By jove, I think he’s got it.
Fuck you.
Yeah, I got it. Patience has never been my strong suit.
I work at it, and I work at it, and I work at it. Learning patience is the biggest challenge I’ve ever faced.
And you’re doing good. Haven’t I told you to be less patient?
Yeah.
I’ve gone from impatient as hell to being too patient. I know what people are doing even if they don’t say it. I wait to see if they notice I don’t buy it.
And they never notice. It’s abysmal watching people thinking they have me snowed, but I’m a telepath, I know what’s going on.
Yeah, but you know, comparatively, your more intelligent than most people. They don’t understand why you always catch them.
These people are functionally stupid. Not intelligent.
I get that, but I hope, I hope that there’s some way to reach them. But I know they’ll never get the message.
I think this is my final thought. I want to dream about it. What if I could reach the stupid people?
Now that I cleared out, I’ve got some shit to cover tonight.
My daughter, Skyla Nemeth, had an interesting conversation with Edgar Cayce’s granddaughter.
It appears they teach remote viewing. This is where one can leave their body and view, see shit. It reminds me of that film, THE MEN WHO STARE AT GOATS.
They said when the film started, you wouldn’t believe how much of this is true.
It also reminds me of the CIA agent I knew. We talked about his abilities and mine. He’s a telpath like me. From what he said, when the CIA has a get-together , those that are telepaths stay away from each other so they won’t get a glimpse in the minds of each other.
Something about secrets.
I get that, I’m a keeper of other people’s secrets.
Though any empath is. People tell us everything we never wanted to know. They just gush.
They can’t help it. It’s our pull. We pull the truth out of people, and if we are trained, we don’t have to take what they repress/suppress. What they try to hide comes right out.
Otherwise, we know what their not saying.
So, the Cayce Institue is training people to spy on others. I find that interesting.
Remote viewing is something that we have no defense for.
Someone could be sitting next to you while you masturebate and watch the whole thing.
The government has people who do this for a living.
Essentially, nothing is private, not even our thoughts.
How many telepaths don’t know what they are?
Many.
Thanks for showing up. What can I do about protecting myself from remote viewers?
You said it, nothing. However, your third eye tracks the energy, so you know when one is watching.
Thank you for that.
What about others?
They’re fucked unless they can sense the energy of the remote viewer.
Is there anything I can do to teach people how to sense them?
What you do already is enough. They have to grow in steps.
Right. I care way the fuck too much about people. But I love everyone on and in the world. I’m in love with humanity.
I get why I did this, the whole mortal thing. It’s the only way I could understand what they go through. I never had any empathy before I became human.
God can’t understand humans, is that what your saying?
Yeah. They’re still in the flight or fight response, most of them. There are some that have evolved, and their setting to the unknown is neutral.
We are evolving, and that takes 1,000s of years.
That’s why I’m in this body for 5,000 years.
Yes.
You’re finally starting to get it. Starting.
Yeah, well, this is just the beginning, and if this is how I begin, I can’t imagine what I learn in the next 4,950 years.
I guess that’s why I feel like I’m a child. I haven’t even hit 1/10 of my age, I think I’m at 1/100.
Which say humans live a hundred years, that means I’m a year old in equivalency.
Yeah, something like that. It’s best not to dwell.
Turn Back Time is playing, and it’s got me thinking, what if I could turn back time?
What would I change?
Nothing.
If I changed the past, even one thing, my entire life would be different, and I wouldn’t be me.
Now, you’re getting it.
Yo. What have you got for me tonight?
That thing, that’s been going through your mind, deal with it.
I don’t want to.
Ok, then I put you in the pain chamber. You remember the pain chamber.
Yeah, it’s where you turn up my physical empath response, and I feel everything. I’d really like it if you wouldn’t do that.
Then deal with your shit dick head.
So what do you suggest for dealing with stalkers?
What can you do?
Call the cops. However, it’s online that I have the problem. From Sweden, this woman won’t leave me alone.
She’s creates false profiles and doesn’t get that that makes her even more detestastable to me.
Well, stay offline then.
No, I have people that I only know through the internet.
But I get it, all I can do is what I can do, and anyone can stalk anyone on Facebook, LinkedIn, Instagram, and other social media platforms.
Now, you happy?
Yes.
Actually, I’m at peace. I stay at peace and mirror others’ emotions and pretend I’m a real boy.
Even if I could feel anything, what would I feel?
I remember feeling, and at some point, my emotions left, and all I can do is mirror.
Yep, that’s what you get for having an empathic overload. Taking care of your dad for several years, he died two months before his body quit. You were keeping him alive.
I know, you don’t want to hear it, but you need to be honest with yourself. And I’m making sure that’s the case.
Yeah.
Dad drained the fuck out of me and then my buddy, his girlfriend died and he called me, and then the overload.
I understand what happened, why am I dealing with it now?
Your dad.
I get it. I need to be at peace with dad’s death. And I need to be at peace with my buddy, and I need to be at peace with all things.
Why again is that?
You know.
Yeah I do, but I look at everyone else, and I look at me, and I’d like to fit in somewhere. I know I don’t, unless I pretend, mirror people. Giving them what they want and feeling lonely when I’m with them.
At times, people give me what I need, not very often, but they do.
If I’m honest, I get everything I need from people, even the ones that I don’t like, what is it I need to change to quit seeing them.
Superstition, fear, and jealousy.
Why does that sound familiar?
Dragula.
Got it.
What superstions are holding me back?
What is it, I fear?
Who am I jealous of?
I think I leave it here tonight. I wonder what my day will be like tomorrow, leaving these questions unanswered.
I’ve seen it before, I write something, and the next day…
It used freak me the fuck out, but after it’s happened thousands of times, I’m used to it.
“Because dad, you need to. And remember to say everyone out and disconnect from everyone. Otherwise, any telepath can pick you up.”
“Thank you”
Everyone out.
I disconnect from everyone.
I’m on my private time writing in my journal.
I hate when my daughters send me reminders using telepathy.
What am I dealing with?
I take care of disabled veterans, I live alone, I’m Zeus, so I’ve heard, and I have nine daughters that I never fathered.
This is what everyone has to deal with, right?
No.
Now my higher self is talking through me again.
Well, you said everyone out, and you disconnected from everyone, so of course I drop in. I’m you.
What have you got for me?
You are indeed Zeus, and you’ve been called by many names.
What are they?
Anytime anyone talks to God, it was you.
You gave humanity free will. You like to listen to what they want, and at times, you try to give them advice, and very few listen.
I’ve lived my life, I know that no one listens. At times, I wish I was wrong, but I can see it so clearly.
The ones that have listened, they are doing well. Those that don’t, well I wouldn’t give two shits for their life.
Every time I hear it, “Solomon, you have no idea what you’re talking about. ”
It always brings me back to peace, cause anything else and I might kill a motherfucker.
Tell me again why I do this?
Somebody had to be you, and you know what you’re doing.
Yeah, but..umm…oh shit, you’re right. I just need to suck it up, Buttercup.
What did I do again that I’m living this life?
Well, you had an argument with a dude and he won. Because he won, you changed all of existence.
I did what?
You changed all of existence.
Why?
The dude had a point about free will and that he was destined to be something he never wanted to be. He asked you what’s the point of free will is, if all he could do is what you want or suffer?
That is a good point. Why would I want any to suffer?
Now, you’re in this body for the next 5,000 years.
5,000?
Yeah.
Explain it again. Oh, never mind. I get it.
I put myself into everything and left people in charge to deal with shit.
Hence why I know what flebikvynbc is. What planet is that from again?
Oh, I know, the humans don’t, but I know.
I’m human, right?
More or less.
Explain.
You can do shit they can’t. Well, a few of them can. They’re your personal guard, your daughters, the muses.
Right.
So, what else do I need to deal with?
That wraps it up for tonight. You’ve got somebody waiting for you.
Oh, got ’em
This is me being me, doing what I do, learning as I teach.
Thought energy has no mass. Therefore, it can’t be touched by gravity.
Our thoughts, everyone in the universe’s thoughts, go out nearly instantaneously across the universe in an orb.
As we gain experience we gain new understanding. We think we had an original thought, nothing could be further from the truth.
This is where the ego fucks us up.
We think we had an original thought. Yet the thought has been across the universe many times.
This is why quotes are moronic.
If you can say it your own way, that means you get it.
If you can put in your own words, it means you understand.
It’s the ego that fucks us up.
We think we sound smart because we used a quote. Nothing could be further from the truth.
This is where we are our own worst enemy.
The idea of killing the ego, well, that leads to possession. I understand because I killed my ego and rebuilt it as part of my Medium training.
Once one has killed ones ego, one has killed oneself, and other beings can take over the body. A simple name change is all it takes for anything to use us.
I’m James Clayton Carter Jr.
I go by Jim.
Jim is the name of my Medium mask.
This is how simple it is for anyone to get possessed.
I’ve done exorcisms, many. Most of what you see in film, that’s for our benefit, so we think that’s what happens.
These things have a tremendous amount of patience. Waiting for years and years is no big thing at all for them.
One could never even know one was possessed.
I know, I’ve been possessed most of life.
Think about it, if one who has the experience is telling you, then I know what I’m talking about.
List three books that have had an impact on you. Why?
This will take a while, so get comfy, I’ve got a story to tell you about the last book I ever read and why.
It was more than 15 years ago that I met Pete Conrad, he wrote the Suicide Flowers, the book, and the script.
When I met Pete, I was using the name The Movie Whore. I wrote a film blog.
I’ve been using WordPress for close to 20 years.
Pete had an interview with Bruce Campbell, Evil Dead, the original, Ash vs The Evil Dead, that guy. I was a fan of B.C. I used to go to his website frequently.
I put the interview up, and Pete and I became friends.
He sent me an autographed copy of The Suicide Flowers. I read it and fell in love with his work.
The story centered around a rock star nearing the end. He does this publicity thing to meet a dude who has luekimia. He was a fan.
Throughout the book one can see it was a tale of personal strife.
Pete’s cousins are Robert and Michael Cummings, better known as Rob Zombie and Spider from Powerman 5000.
Rob has zero contact with his family. He doesn’t even talk to his brother. Talks to his parents, and that’s about it.
Now, this was more than 15 years ago. Things may have changed.
Once I read the book, I started editing the script. I became Pete’s editor. No pay, but I loved what I did.
Now, we were working to get this thing made, the script.
We went down to Hollywood. I saw the Great Kali, wrestler, and I got to meet Spider.
There was some shit that happened that was my responsibility, well, we had this dinner.
After dinner I was standing outside the place next to The Troubadour, a rock bar. I was smoking a cigarette and Spider was telling me about this thing he and Pete were going to.
Then I said I’m from Chico, and Spider got animated as fuck.
Told me how he almost died in Chico. I’m a telepath, I knew the moment he said it, what the punch line was.
I was an ass to him. I’ve apologized many times.
This story is why I never read another book unless I was editing for Pete. Then I wrote my own books and I had a wonderful mentor.
Thank you for everything Pete Conrad, know you’re loved by many. Know you’re blessed and be excellent to prove it.
I’m high school, I used to pick up a buddy on the way to school, and it was way out of my way. The guy reminded me of it a couple years ago.
When a buddy was having trouble with his wife, I told him what he needed to hear, not what he wanted to hear. They’re still married. This happened more than 15 years ago.
I gave my roommate some crystals to help him out. He’s an empath.
The thing is, a true friend does this and more. They think about what their friend needs first and foremost.
This is why intelligent people don’t have many friends.
I have 2 or 3 that i see regularly, and they give me what I give.
That was when I was 6 years old. I figured me and the neighbor kids could wash cars for money.
Then I got a paper route when I was 13. Kids these days have no paper routes.
I remember folding newspapers,putting them in my bag. Putting the bag on my 12 speed that had the curve bars. That’s a bike for those who don’t know.
Then I worked for my dad doing drywall. I was 14.
Then I got a couple of yards I could mow at 16.
Then, when I was 17, I went into the Air Force.
After I got out,I bounced a couple of jobs before I started working at ITI Marteting services.
That’s when I got 3 promotions by the time I was 23 and I was a manager. I had 350 people and 12 supervisors who reported to me.
Then I moved, and I started working at Ray’s Video, and I loved that job. I was 24
Then I really wanted to see the phantom menace, and I got a second job at the El Rey in Chico. I hate the phantom menace after watching it a few hundred times.
I’m 49, I’m not even close to being finished.
I worked at Sears and Kmart at the same time when I was 25.
Then I went to united Healthcare. Stayed until I was 28. That’s when I got the opportunity to redesign the operating model for customer service.
From what I hear, it works so well, it’s what everyone uses who works in customer service everywhere.
Then I moved and went to work for T-Mobile.
Then, when I was 31, I moved again, and i started working for a company that went into places that had fire and water damage.
Then I got married and was a house spouse. That was my favorite job of all time.
I don’t get why women complain about taking care of their family. It was easy.
While doing the house spouse thing, I had a few jobs foe extra cash. Toys R Us, cab driver, night manager for a cab company, and Klean Kanteen, where I designed the operating model for the quality department and wrote the SOP guide, and wrote a ton of SOPs.
Then my dad had parkisons and I took care of him for the last 7 years of his life.
Then I worked as a security guard.
Then I have this job, home care aide.
I take care of disabled veterans. That’s the job I’m proud of.
I get to go to a disabled veterans home and do whatever they need done.
At that moment I had a vision. God said he was sorry for what my life would be, but that I would understand at some point.
When I was 14, I had my baptism.
We did the baptizing at Sycamore pool in Chico, California. That’s where the city cemented a portion of Chico Creek, and they call it a pool.
The Church, Calvary Chapel, had a potluck at the park, and we did services at the park.
I was last in line. I watched as everyone in line got a short prayer and then a dunk.
Then, when Sam Allen got to me, he got possessed by the Holy Spirit.
He started praying that I was going to do great things for God and what a great man I was going to be.
It embarrassed the holy living shit out of me at 14.
Then he dunked me.
Then everyone that was at the park, in Chico, and I’m not sure how far they saw it. A cloud that looked like a man standing could be seen by all but me.
People kept pointing to it, and all I could see was blue skies.
From what I get from God, the universal consciousness, you call it whatever works for you, what they saw that I couldn’t see, came from me. That’s why I couldn’t see it.
The pot luck, they never ran out of food. They ran out of desserts, but the main line, never ran out of food.
It’s really weird that this is my life.
It reads like fiction. Truth is stranger than any fiction. I write fictional books, that’s how I know.
Even I think it’s weird, who has this as part of their life story, seriously.
After the baptism, my life went on and I didn’t like going to church because if we were to act as Jesus did,preach the sinners in any way that will get them to listen, why go to church?
However, I never thought that, but that’s what my higher self was doing through me.
I never knew I was a Táltos until around 37, I’m 49 now.
Now I understand what God meant that at one point I would understand.
This is the day that I understand my life and why I have to live it.
As any have read previously, I do spirituality, not religion.
Religion tells you what to think about everything, but they don’t have the tools for the modern age.
Keeping us slaves to the religion.
Spirituality asks questions because it’s more concerned with understanding than knowledge.
If knowledge is power, then wisdom is understanding.
It takes understanding the knowledge to know if it is false and knowledge that is false harms your soul.
Knowledge without understanding is a 4yr old with a gun. Not good idea.
If one wants to get away from religion and walk into spirituality, ask questions about your religion and you will find your spirituality.
Or
I let go of everything.
Say it until you do it.
That’s how to connect to your higher self.
Don’t be surprised if you start talking to yourself, that’s your higher self speaking through you.
Two weeks ago, a dog attacked my electric scooter, and I biffed it hard.
Everyone has injuries, broken bones, or not.
The fact that we heal from the inside is what I find interesting. Doctors really don’t do shit. They might give us some shit. However, it’s our bodies that do the healing.
All healing is self-healing. Even the Shaman that cured cancer. All he did was allow the person to heal themselves by using a plant to break through the barriers of resistance in their mind.
All healing is self-healing.
I’m a soul healer, one of the best. I don’t need to be the best. However, I work my ass off daily to make sure I can be counted among the best.
I want to say, I’m no leader. However, my life has shown me different.
I think about it, and I worry that the things I do will lead people the wrong way.
If I ever give bad guidance, that’s on me. That’s my responsibility.
That’s what an actual leader worries about, the people.
Let me tell you a story.
The term landlord came from the lord of the land.
It was the lord’s job to take care of the people and the land. The lord of the lord’s was the king.
The king was never found in the throne room. The king wandered his kingdom.
He found people that needed help, and as he assisted them, he got to know them. He could find out if they followed the king’s law or if they ran afoul of the king’s law.
If they were good people, after he left something wonderful would happen.
If they were bad, something horrible happened after he left.
The king was anonymous, that was his power.
If everybody knew the king was helping them, the king wouldn’t get to know the truth of the people.
And the king serves everyone, no one serves the king.
If one wants to lead, get ready to serve. That’s all a leader does.
They find out what the issue is and fix it, or find another that can fix it.
I never had a plan because when you plan, the universe laughs it’s ass off.
When I was 17, more than 30 years ago, I joined the Air Force. My plan was to do 4 hrs, get the GI Bill for school, and then after that, I had no plan.
Then, after I got out, I went to work for a call center. In a year, I had 3 promotions and went from rep to manager.
I was working 80hr weeks.
Then life happened, and I moved, and I figured I’d never had a job working in a video store, that’s what I did when I was 23.
From there I went to work in a theater right when episode 1 the phantom menace came out. I got to see new star wars before the rest. Then I got so sick of episode 1….
Then I went retail for a year.
Then, it was back to a call center. This time, I stayed at supervisor. I found I could lead best closer to the bottom.
Then, I was given an opportunity to redesign the operating model for customer service. I took the worst team in the office and made them the best using my model.
From what I understand, it became the model that every customer service uses.
I was 28.
Then, the long slide down. I worked at a company that was hell.
Then I moved and worked another customer service job, but this time I was staying at rep. I wanted no part of management.
The 80hr weeks, not getting compensated for my work for the redesign, I was retired, I retired myself.
Then I moved again after life happening, and I went back to working in a video store.
Until I met my last wife and she made me a house spouse.
At times I would get side job. I worked as the night manager for a cab company, I worked at toy store and stuff.
I’m retired.
The fact that I never had a plan never stopped me from learning everything anyone would ever teach me and making it uniquely my own.
That was the plan I didn’t know about that my high self had worked out for me.
Every time you argue with yourself, you’re arguing with your high self.
That’s what I channel.
And I’m still retired. However, I’m not retired from doing this.
I channel all the time. There is no off switch.
As I’m writing, it’s a we that’s writing for me.
I get that most people will tell you I’m as bat shit as bat shit gets, and from their perspective, they would be correct.
A perspective is an opinion.
An opinion makes one right and wrong simultaneously depending on your perspective.
To know the truth, one must look from as many perspectives as one can.
Not as much as I would like to. However, it’s just me.
I work as a home care aide. I primarily work with veterans, and I myself am a veteran. My patients are all elderly.
Who takes care of the elderly where you live?
Also, I give free lessons on quantum physics, philosophy, psychology, spirituality, and stuff.
Now, do you know that every time we speak, the volume dies out, but the emotion goes on forever.
The hundredth monkey is an experiment. It says that if you teach a monkey to do something, every 100th monkey will do the same thing even though they were not connected in any way.
This is how it works.
The subconcious takes in every bit of emotional concepts. The words you never heard.
You have felt everything I’ve said since I’ve been alive, and I’ve felt everything anyone older has said since I’ve been alive.
This is where ideas come from.
We sit, and we talk, and synchronicity does the rest.
What’s a job you would like to do for just one day?
Not one job has the ability to make a lasting impact in just one day.
Let me explain.
In every job, one has to do stuff, and then other ones do stuff, and other ones do stuff and so on. It takes as much time as it takes for that impact to be lasting because first, we need to learn the job we’re doing.
Consistency is how one makes a lasting impact.
For years, around 10, I’ve been sharing two posts that have the meditation I use and the reiki I use.
The meditation is what one can do to meet God.
The reiki I use is what I started using to turn myself into a healing generator.
For more than ten years, I’ve been sharing this.
Think about how many people met God and became healing generators.
Looking at my life, I used to be brand specific in what I bought. However, these days most items are created cheaply, so why not buy cheap?
I used to buy every computer through HP. Now, I have an off brand laptop that cost me less than 200$.
I used to by brand name clothes. Now I don’t care, what’s the cheapest I can find?
The thing is, back when I was a child, the 80s, brand name meant something. It meant quality. It meant if you took care of what you had, it would last for years.
These days, most products are replaceable and meant for you to replace it on a regular basis.
Swifter, how often do you need to buy the heads for this thing?
I think in terms of what I need, not what I want. If what I need can be bought cheap vs expensive, why in the blue holy fuck would I buy the expensive thing?
At times, brand can mean something. However, in this world today, name one brand of a product that is the only product available?
You can name a few. However, most brands create the same products, product lines, and so forth.
List the people you admire and look to for advice…
Look at it this way, I don’t go looking for advice, I go looking for people. If I need advice, I find someone who needs the same advice, and all of a sudden, the advice comes out from my mouth.
There are people I admire. However, you’ve never heard of them, and that’s what I admire about them the most.
The anonymity they enjoy is something.
I look at my life, and I get it’s not fair that I always have the advice any needs. Throughout my life, I looked for people to get advice from, and I was usually wrong. You have no idea how frustrating it is to always want and never get.
It was frustrating. However, since I noticed in my life that when I need advice, I need to find someone to give the advice to.
I’m a Medium that channels the universal consciousness, the idea that I need advice, I get all the advice I need.
Spirit has a way of making sure that we get what we need.
One time, I went to Woodson Bridge, about a 1/2 half hour outside of town. I had no idea why I went there,I just decided I needed to go.
Once I was there, it took me no less than 2 minutes to understand why I was there.
I met a man who had a fight with his wife and decided to leave before it got worse. He got drunk at the bridge and slept there. I gave him a ride back to town.
I never used vote, using the George Carlin excuse. If you don’t vote, you have the right to complain.
He put like this. If you didn’t vote you’re not the one that fucked things up.
However, I do vote, and I realized George was angry.
I thought about it. Voting is for making things better for humanity, at least, that’s what it was originally used for.
In today’s world, in the USA we have votes over abortion, and I don’t get it, if a woman was raped, or it was incest, or for medical reasons, an abortion should be legal.
That’s my opinion.
That we have laws saying otherwise makes zero sense.
It’s not voting that’s the problem, it’s what we have the choices to vote for.
The presidency is looking at 2 people that we have to vote for, and the majority of Americans want two others.
The betterment of humanity is what gives my life a direction to go in. I put it this way because most don’t think about the direction they are heading.
They think about the direction they want to be heading.
This is not a good thing.
For me, the betterment of humanity means my life can go in any direction.
What’s the best use of my talents that can do the most good for humanity?
That simple.
When we complicate things, things get complicated.
Who likes dealing with complicated anything?
Not me. My brain is complex enough, it’s why I enjoy the simple life.
Do you have a quote you live your life by or think of often?
The one I think of often is from Bruce Lee.
Take anything anyone will teach you and make it uniquely your own.
That means don’t use quotes. Have your own way of saying it.
The idea that a quote makes you smarter thats a dumb idea.
Think about this way, how many times have you said something that has another thinking you read this or that or the other, and you haven’t read a word of any of it.
You just had a thought come into your mind, and now everyone thinks your copying someone else.
We give way too much credit to ourselves.
Why should anyone quote me.
I’m quotable.
If knowledge is power, than wisdom is understanding.
Now, if we think about it, we have more than one way to say it.
Find your own way of saying things and forget about who said what, and think about is it true?
That’s what matters. The truth is what matters.
The truth doesn’t give two shits about your feelings. It exists anyway and there’s nothing you can do to make the truth go away.
The first time I went camping, I was in the boy scouts.
I was a boy scout.
It sucked so hard that I never wanted to camping again.
I joined the Air Force, and I was in a combat communications group. I worked at the 32nd Combat Communications Squadron, part of the 3rd Combat Communications Group.
We camped a ton.
However, when we camped, it was 30 below zero.
Or it was 110 in Oklahoma, the humidity was around 90%.
Then I went down to Honduras.
120 degrees, 99% humidity.
The people that lived there, we the happiest people I ever saw.
They had a ring of Adobe mud homes. They had no running water, they had no electricity.
They were the happiest people I’ve ever seen to this day.
Why don’t I like to camping, when you’ve seen people living in nothing and loving life, while you’re camping, anything less is nothing I’m going to do again.
What we need to do is figure out how the soul powers the human body. Building the body will be easy if we let A.I. do it.
Think about it this way, once we have an artificial body, why would we need sex, food, shelter, anything.
We could enjoy the earth and stop working because we would need no money.
Then we can put ourselves to work on taking care of all the shit we’ve done to the planet. It will take us many years.
Fucking micro plastic is in deep sea fish.
How in the blue holy fuck did it to come to this?
I have no idea. It’s why I’m asking.
Think about it, we could explore other planets and not have to worry about gravity.
Thinking about it, the power usage would be low. How many watts does the human body need to run?
I know power, I used to work with 2,000 watts, and the voltage needed was 5,000 megavoltzs.
For those that don’t know.
1,000,000 = mega
That’s 5 million volts of electricity.
However, we need to ensure we use an electromagnetic field that is in resonance. Meaning it is the same field around our bodies.
It’s why cancer exists.
The electromagnetic field around our body is not in resonance with our electric cables and our wifi. This is what causes free radicals. This is what causes cancer.
Hence why living next to power lines gives people cancer.
Last night, I saw everything I needed to see, and I felt everything there was to feel.
Today, I’m recovering.
I hangout in front of the BassMint on Friday night. It’s at the Winchester in Chico. It used to be somewhere else.
Last night, I got an appreciation for the change.
I started by visiting the roses at Chico States Rose Garden. I love roses, and I love visiting the roses when no one is around. It was around 930p.
Then I headed down to BassMint on my electric scooter. I only live a few blocks from downtown Chico, why drive when you can use electric.
I saw my coffee woman, she works at The Naked Lounge. She had a story about her life that gave me hope for humanity.
The level of maturity in her story was a lot different from when I was 21, nearly 30 years ago.
Then I saw my Shaman friend, and he got some advice from me about being a father that I know he took to heart. I also thanked him again for the mushrooms.
The meaning of the word Shaman is one who knows. The understanding and suffering that one goes through to heal others to learn the nature of what ails them, kills many before they become Shaman.
It is a noticeable task that my friend has completed in this leg of his journey.
Just taking drugs doesn’t make anyone a Shaman. You have to hear the call, and I’ve watched my friend for over 10 years and it was a joy to watch.
I’m not a Shaman, I’m a Táltos and I do different things.
I’m a soul healer, and I back demons off with my presence.
I get that most people don’t do this and can’t even imagine what my life is, oh well, I still love my life.
In not talking about the toy boy’s force, though it has similarities. However if one thinks that one can lift a boulder because one learned how to use the force, one is an idiot.
The force I’m talking about is the gyre and what it does.
If one allows one to be a soul, what can your soul do?
Don’t think about your body, think about your soul.
The gyres that make up your soul have plug into something for your body to work.
Now in the subconcious is the speed of thought, much faster than light speed.
That we use language slows us down considerably.
As a telepath I’ve learned much as people talk. I see the memories they are talking about. I learn more because I can see what they aren’t saying.
What language does the universe use?
Love.
Love has many ways of being expressed. Mournful love, joyful love, pissed off love, all the emotions are the one called love.
With love I’ve hugged people a world away and they felt it, and other stuff.
I put warm air around people who are cold.
I stare into your eyes and bring visions into your mind.
What are your morning rituals? What does the first hour of your day look like?
Get up, go pee, step out on the porch to have a smoke with two hits of weed in it.
Go back up stairs, take my vitamins, then go back down stairs with a Rockstar and my phone and I play stupid games for around an hour, then I get ready to start my day.
Take a look around and see where you were, because they can’t reflect you yet.
That was the lesson I learned today. What I saw, was reflections of myself. All past reflections. What I talk about, many understand and they’re hearing it for the first time.
Much of what I do, I do for the betterment of humanity.
I get plenty of sleep, so that no one will have to deal with me.
I medicate so that no one will have to deal with me.
I do my laundry so no one else will have to.
I’m a Táltos who teaches for free. I learn for free as well.
That is bettering humanity. Charging someone for teading, a visit, anything they can get from you, feels cheap and dirty.
I like giving. When I’m at peace I transmute what I take on as an empath into pure love healing energy that goes like an orb across the universe nearly instantaneously.
Who else give love to everyone in the universe for free?
You’d think of want to talk about my life, no dice.
I think about precision in language.
Why be precise?
Why, do want to look look like a moronic fool?
That’s why precise language is needed if one is going to communicate intelligently.
Now I’ve seen the movie where they use precise language and shit to control, however, if fucking being pissed the fick off, is what how you would describe what you’re going through, that’s precise.
That’s how easy it is to bust any movie.
Busting me, that’s difficult, it can and has been done, not for years, but in hopeful.
I love ti learn, how else can I learn unless someone can bust me up.
I’ve been wrong, so wrong, but I learned.
That’s not narcissism. That’s working my ass off my entire life.
Think about this for a moment, this is the universal consciousness channeling through Jim.
What he doesn’t want to say, is that he has spent more than 10 years leading people to God. He doesn’t know how many people, he just shared a post put weekly for years.
Knowing what he was doing as we told him.
We don’t like when something happens to him. We like him. He beat us once.
I really don’t like it when they do that. This Jim again.
When the big u uses you, you don’t have a choice.
Now I have a choice as to whether or not I publish this, since you’re reading this you know what I’ve done.
Something is stirring in Chico, California, and I know what it is.
Not so much know, I understand what synchronicity is setting up.
Think of it this way, every word we speak is felt by everyone, and if you talk about someone they’ll feel it.
In a telepath, this means as much as I work at blocking everything out, I can’t block when it’s about me. I don’t know who, thankfully, but it can be a bit of headache.
Now today I had a great convo with a friend that the subject is one I love. Quantum mechanics.
As I’ve said before the observer changes nothing, but observe.
We never discover anything, we realize something that exists.
I dream about building science and technology centers world over.
I dream of artists commutes growing the food.
I dream of building a spirituality center where one can go and get guidance, not being told what to do or what to believe.
I got no cash.
So I need others to feel my words and build it so the world I dream of can come true.
We are analog creatures in an analog body in an analog universe.
Why in the blue holy fuck would anyone even think of a digital transporter?
Think of it this way, digital is a sample of analog.
No matter how fast the sample rate is, it will never get everything.
If your going to use a transporter, it has to be analog. Otherwise you will have pieces missing and even though we could build a complex algorithm to fill in the pieces, however, I don’t want to be the first one, the tenth one, the millionth one, I won’t use it because I understand too much.
Why not build an analog transporter?
This is what I think about, and if you understand this, come by my porch. We’ll talk and become friends.
I am a Grandmaster of Reiki. I will give you the one recital needed to practice Reiki on yourself.
Here’s the thing no one talks about.
When a Reiki practitioner uses Reiki on someone, they take what they took from the other into themselves. As one feels better one does what one does and needs Reiki again. It’s a scam.
When a practitioner takes the time to tell you what you need to do for yourself to not need to see them again, this is a good practitioner.
If one keeps one’s soul healthy, why do they need Reiki from another?
They don’t.
Think about it.
The gyres in your soul know what’s wrong with your body as gyres in the body transmit this to the soul. Remember you are a soul and have a body.
Now for the last Reiki you’ll ever need.
Today I am peaceful
– Means I am an empty vessel holding only that which is mine.
Today I am relaxed
– Means I am relaxed because I am at peace or absent of emotion.
Today I am grateful
– Means I woke up and the rest is gravy.
Today I work hard
– Nothing is easy.
Today I am kind to others.
– Being the empty vessel of emotion and working hard at being kind will be reflected back to you.
Breathe without breathing
– Allow your body to do the work with a blank mind and let go of everything.
This is my healing
– Setting the intent for the type of energy you wish to work with.
I accept this energy
– The healing energy from your intent.
I invite it into me
– Self-explanatory.
I allow it to heal me
– Self-explanatory.
I expand with the energy
-You set the intent to radiate this healing energy that you accept and invite into you.
As you do this daily you will notice you will change. What this does is work at making you a healing generator that pulls the sickness to surface. The sickness is their emotional sickness.
It’s why most people who use this, they are a healing generator, and the energy goes everywhere, and this why they don’t go out much.
I’ve read of people healing broken bones with Reiki, I accept it as true. I’ve enough experience that I understand how it would be done. I can’t do it, but others, I can accept that.
Think about it.
Gyres communicating with gyres to fix the break. The soul gyres using the bodies gyres to communicate with the gyres in the other’s body to the gyres in the others soul to let them know the fix is in, you’re going to be OK. The soul’s gyres transmit to the gyres in the brain.
Gyres are the building blocks of existence.
Think about it, if we all have this energy available to us, why isn’t it in the text books.
Modern medicine will not allow it, because they are of the opinion it doesn’t work and if they say it doesn’t work, who are you do tell them otherwise. They’ve studied.
ADHD is what fucks them up and I’ve seen it I person. I worked at a hospital before. I was in security, so I got to see what happens when people get unruly.
They give them a shot with Benadryl. ADHD people work backwards. I drink coffee to go to sleep.
The people I saw that needed more than one shot, it made them anxious and paranoid. That’s what doctors do. They harm until they can get them to go to sleep.
The shot is called a b-52.
Every body is different. Each body is different. Everybody has a different body.
This is the truth that doctors ignore and treat people as if we all have the same body.
For the most part, we do have similarities in bodies, however the differences are what makes us unique.
In each session I do, I treat it as if I’ve never heard anything before, and that this situation is unique. Even if it’s not, there is no cookie cutter guidance I’m going to give that will do the one I’m with any justice.
Judge thyself alone and let the judgment fall on you every day.
That’s what Jesus said, more or less. Others have echoed this distant voice and everyone one of them were shut out by those who judge everyone.
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