Abnormal Psychology of a Conduit Part 4

I’m terrified about what I’m going to say. Exposing myself to the world.

Fuck it, I’m doing it anyway with help.

An entity is writing this for him so you can get it at peace instead of the wreck of emotional shit he is.

While his body doing the typing, I have management of his body and he can tell me through telepathic communication to knock it off.

A regular daily thing for him is to tell us, entities, to fuck off. All day throughout the day he has to defend himself from our attacks.

Not attacks really, we just want his body to do shit.

A nickname is a great way for us to get in. We’re smarter than you are and we don’t know time like you do.

The fact that I said we’re smarter than you, how many don’t believe because no one is as smart as you?

It’s why I said it. It challenges your ego to accept that any is smarter than you.

We’re smarter than he is.

Yes, they are. Thank you for the explanation.

This is what it’s like to be me. It happens in an instant. I can channel anything that has a soul, entities, and stuff. The stuff is something I don’t have a classification for. It feels, that I say feels means that’s an opinion.

Hence why I say stuff. If I don’t know what it is I’m not going to bullshit you.

I don’t anything in the comparison of everything there is to know.

I know myself through and through.

To say that we know anything is to say we know it in it’s entirety.

Do I know myself through and through?

Probably not. I’m ok with that.

To be ok with not knowing is the sign of a healthy mind.

To obsess over knowing anything, that’s a sick mind.

That one thinks one needs to know anything means one needs to look inward instead out here.

Now let’s explain that.

See if one thinks one needs, what is one doing that one thinks one needs?

This is where looking at yourself and what you do and the affect it has on others is paramount in understanding yourself.

This is where if one is honest with oneself one can learn much about the world and ones place in it.

Desire can feel like need, however it is desire, a wanting.

Cya in part 5

Soul Flower: Healing through Truth and Wisdom

The Abnormal Psychology of a Conduit Part 1

I’m a conduit. I’ve studied psychology, behavioral psychology, abnormal psychology and stuff.

A Conduit is a human who is an Empath, Telepath and Medium. They can know stuff from everywhere. How do they do it?

First off the individual has an IQ off the board, 200 would be the baseline for a functioning Conduit.

It takes that kind of intellect in order to know what one is dealing with. Their awareness of self and their surroundings borders on the supernatural.

What does that do to a human?

A ton of fucked up shit because one was born a Conduit, however one was born into a world where things such as Conduits are thought to be imaginary and works of fiction.

How does one know one is a Conduit?

I’ve done a shit ton of experiments on myself and others to understand what I do.

Each experiment proved without a shadow of a doubt I do what I say I do.

This a good place to start.

I’m writing the book to teach from the book later. You get to see what’s going in the book because we exist to share life.

We don’t exist to make others pay for what we have learned.

We exist to share life and all it’s joys and sorrows and learnings.

My art, I call this a Soul Star.

Theory of consciousness and gravity addendum demon handlers, poltergeists and stuff

Remnants are ghosts.

Demons make deals with others.

I get most people think anyone who believes in demons is crazy.

People who are crazy don’t understand that what they say sounds crazy.

I’m sane.

Demons and other entities can and have and will make deals with humans. At times that deal leaves a remnant that is there to scare.

Things feed on energy. We feed on energy. Think about it.

We eat shit, that gives us an energetic bounce. We take energy to live.

These things do the same thing only they feed on fear. Think about the Freddy film that dealt with this.

Freddy was a demon and it was trapped in celluloid to scare us all.

That was the fiction.

However, there may be some truth in the lie.

This line of supposition is just that. I can’t prove it to you.

I can say I’ve met demons and such. How do you know?

That’s the problem, there’s so much bullshit when one tells the truth…

Remnants are ghosts. When one dies, ones soul goes on and a remnant can be left. There are various reasons for this that do no include the demonic.

One was so loved, that a remnant was left.

One was murdered.

Things of this nature will create a remnant.

Not all remnants “haunt” anyone or anywhere.

Most watch the living.

However, there are those that haunt.

These feed on fear.

This fear can be captured on video and the scare continues to feed the remnants.

It’s the same principle of capturing a demon in a film.

Anyone filming remnants, hauntings is helping them out.

I get that fucks up a whole industry of people, however it’s true.

Poltergeists are typically under management of a demon or other entity.

The only way to deal with a demon or other entity, one must know it’s name.

Otherwise you’re as fucked as fucked gets.

Names have power.

James isn’t very powerful, Jim is not someone I would piss off. James is in Jim, but what else is Jim?

I know, kind of, and I’m scared of Jim as James.

Jim is my mask. It always has been.

For any of this to make sense to any of you, you would have to be a medium and have had the experience of living this kind of life.

It’s weird as fuck, but it’s the only life I got.

Here I go again. I love this song as it’s playing in my ear.

Made up my mind, I ain’t wasting no more time.

Now if you do know the name of the demon, one can exorcise the demon or whatever. That means it’s kicked out for now.

These things have a level of patience that can’t be matched by any human being including me. They can wait for a lifetime like it’s nothing.

Living right, living righteous, is the only protection we have.

If you give an inch, they take a mile and half.

One must be honest with oneself.

That’s the only one that can lie to and know that it’s a lie and forget.

As one gets honest with oneself one will have startling epiphanies.

Enjoy.

Theory of conciusness and gravity addendum where do thoughts come from

The simple answer is the universe.

Thought energy has no mass. Therefore, it can’t be touched by gravity.

Our thoughts, everyone in the universe’s thoughts, go out nearly instantaneously across the universe in an orb.

As we gain experience we gain new understanding.  We think we had an original thought, nothing could be further from the truth.

This is where the ego fucks us up.

We think we had an original thought. Yet the thought has been across the universe many times.

This is why quotes are moronic.

If you can say it your own way, that means you get it.

If you can put in your own words, it means you understand.

It’s the ego that fucks us up.

We think we sound smart because we used a quote. Nothing could be further from the truth.

This is where we are our own worst enemy.

The idea of killing the ego, well, that leads to possession.  I understand because I killed my ego and rebuilt it as part of my Medium training.

Once one has killed ones ego, one has killed oneself,  and other beings can take over the body. A simple name change is all it takes for anything to use us.

I’m James Clayton  Carter Jr.

I go by Jim.

Jim is the name of my Medium mask.

This is how simple it is for anyone to get possessed.

I’ve done exorcisms, many. Most of what you see in film, that’s for our benefit, so we think that’s what happens.

These things have a tremendous amount of patience.  Waiting for years and years is no big thing at all for them.

One could never even know one was possessed. 

I know, I’ve been possessed most of life.

Think about it, if one who has the experience is telling you, then I know what I’m talking about.

Know you’re blessed and be excellent to prove it.

Theory of gravity and conciusness addendum god is black

God is black.

Think about it.

God spoke light into existence.

So, being godly, wouldn’t that mean that the dark is divine or is it sacred?

The story goes lucifer was God’s first creation.

The light bringer.

Tell me now why everyone thinks the light is divine?

The light blinds you from seeing.

Balance is what we need. Light and dark.

God gave us eyes, we need the light in order to see.

But, in the Bible God gave Satan control over the earth.

So why now is it the divine light?

Lucifer the light bringer.

Intelligent thinking people, I have an IQ of 215, think about this, and the idea that the light is divine is missed on me.

Intelligent people think, less intelligent people feel.

I get that most people will call me all sorts of names. I don’t care.

It’s the truth.

The truth that is pain filled that no one wants to hear,  but needs to hear.

Good and evil, they’re opinions

I was talking with a friend of mine the other day and she reminded that good and evil are opinions, and neither exist.

However,if we look at what most people call evil and good, maybe we can figure out why so many people do what they consider evil.

Lying: if it’s not good, than it has to be evil.

I’m a good liar. I write fiction, goes with the job.

This is where things can get complex.

I tell people it’s a lie, and they like the way I lie. 

Now  let’s take a look at not an author.

Lying for personal gain, lying to the state.

Lying to the IRS.

However, I lie for personal gain.

However, everyone knows its fiction, that’s what lying means, or is it lying is what fiction means.

Storytelling.

Lying.

Same difference. 

Are we clear yet?

No. I still feel as if storytelling, letting people know that their being fed a line of bullshit, means I respect my audience.

If your lying and your the only one that knows, well the big u knows, then I so believe we have a problem.

Where’s the respect?

How can one remember all the lies they told?

I once knew one who was a liar. That one used to say that one had memory problems.

I could say more, but I don’t want to. I just wanted to have something to use for comparison. 

As that one lied, how did that one feel about oneself and getting away with it?

I know I’ve lied and gotten away with it before, and it always made me sick to my stomach.

I use myself because I have nothing to hide.

Now is good and evil apparent to you that it’s an opinion. 

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

What title would you use

All my life by the Foo Fighters is playing.

You’d think of want to talk about my life,  no dice.

I think about precision in language.

Why be precise?

Why, do want to look look like a moronic fool?

That’s why precise language is needed if one is going to communicate intelligently. 

Now I’ve seen the movie where they use precise language and shit to control, however, if fucking being pissed the fick off, is what how you would describe what you’re going through, that’s precise.

That’s how easy it is to bust any movie. 

Busting me, that’s difficult, it can and has been done, not for years,  but in hopeful.

I love ti learn, how else can I learn unless someone can bust me up.

I’ve been wrong, so wrong, but I learned. 

That’s not narcissism.  That’s working my ass off my entire life.

Think about this for a moment, this is the universal consciousness channeling through Jim.

What he doesn’t want to say,  is that he has spent more than 10 years leading people to God.  He doesn’t know how many people, he just shared a post put weekly for years. 

Knowing what he was doing as we told him.

We don’t like when something happens to him. We like him. He beat us once.

I really don’t like it when they do that. This Jim again.

When the big u uses you, you don’t have a choice.

Now I have a choice as to whether or not I publish this, since you’re reading this you know what I’ve done.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

What place in the world do you never want to visit? Why?

What place in the world do you never want to visit? Why?

Antarctica.

It’s far too cold.

However, the exception is if I got invited to go on an exploratory mission to see if they can find anything not natural.

This is my wheel house.

Think about natural. Existing in nature not created from humans.

I think about the supernatural, it’s a natural as anything, there’s nothing super about it other than they way people freak out.

I devour ghosts, I clean places up from spiritual disturbances. Threes nothing super about what I do. It’s natural.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.