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What it means to be human is changing

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It actually is. I touched on this with Zeus in his first journal.

The part of the brain that controls the fight or flight response has changed to a neutral but cautious response.

Look at your kids or kids in general. One out of ten will have this as their response.

We are evolving, and we are in the middle of a genetic jump forward.

As I wrote in an article a few years ago.

Empaths, telepaths, are what we are turning into.

I’m an empath, and a telepath.  My dad was a telepath, my mom was a strong empathic amplifier.

My dad thought he was the only one. That’s a hard secret to keep to oneself.

I had to tell everyone, knowing it would be years before anyone would understand.

Years I’ve dealt with ridicule from people.

Years.

I didn’t do it for anything.

I did it because I knew what it felt like to not know that you’re an empath, or a telepath, or a medium.  looking and searching and finding the worst empaths have to offer.

I, like others, took a stand everywhere i stood for every empath, telpath,  and medium.

I did it in front of 500,000 people on LinkedIns biggest group.

I’ve taken ridicule that most would be in tears over. And I did it with  ot a single in my eye.

I worked to help people understand what was going on and why  I one can stop it.

It’s evolution.

That’s why. 

I do it for those who need it. Know you’re not alone.

You have a family, no blood, family.

I did it for my family that I met along the way.

Zues and His Daughters Part 4

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I’m listening to HELL YEAH by Neil Diamond.

This song always takes me on a trip.

My head up in the sky.

That’s me. My cosmic connection with my earthly connection, it’s a wonder why I don’t go insane.

But then again, who has Death as the guardian angel?

You do.

Yeah, but why?

You’re God.

Why?

Do I really need to go over this again?

No, maybe it’s just that I want to be human,  but I’m not. Who else is going to live 5,000 years?

You have a point. You have a lonely existence.  You daughters know who you are, but no one else.

I know. I can’t believe I put myself in a Hungarian body. It’s one thing if I never knew a woman’s love, but I’ve felt what it’s like to be loved by a died in the fire Phoenix. 

I’ve loved, oh how I have loved.  4 wives, and I truly loved each and every one.

Now, I understand my life, and who would want to share it with me?

Who could?

There is one you have met, she’d be perfect for you.

Why?

Why do you do this to me?

Tell me there’s one, but you won’t tell me who. Or when I’ll meet her.

You’ve already met her.

Fuck off.

This is what I’ve dealt with for years, who in the blue holy fuck is it?

You should know,  you felt it. You know you did.

Yeah, but she needs to work on herself before she’d be ready for me. I hate that that is true. 

How do I tell her.” You need to work on yourself before I can date you.”

Even saying it feels nasty. I don’t want to be condescending. But everything about this makes me condescending. 

I’m Zeus,  that right there,  that’s not going to work. 

Think about it.

If you think about it, who would want you for unexplained reasons?

Hera?

Yeah.

Now, this makes sense.  I just need to wait and she’ll come to me.

By jove, I think he’s got it.

Fuck you.

Yeah, I got it. Patience has never been my strong suit.

I work at it, and I work at it, and I work at it. Learning patience is the biggest challenge I’ve ever faced.

And you’re doing good. Haven’t I told you to be less patient?

Yeah.

I’ve gone from impatient as hell to being too patient. I know what people are doing even if they don’t say it.  I wait to see if they notice I don’t buy it.

And they never notice. It’s abysmal watching people thinking they have me snowed,  but I’m a telepath, I know what’s going on.

Yeah, but you know, comparatively, your more intelligent than most people.  They don’t understand why you always catch them.

These people are functionally stupid. Not intelligent.

I get that,  but I hope, I hope that there’s some way to reach them. But I know they’ll never get the message.

I think this is my final thought. I want to dream about it. What if I could reach the stupid people?

Zero and His Daughters Part 2

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Everyone out.

Disconnect from everyone.

Now, I have some time to myself.

Turn Back Time is playing, and it’s got me thinking, what if I could turn back time?

What would I change?

Nothing.

If I changed the past, even one thing, my entire life would be different, and I wouldn’t be me.

Now, you’re getting it.

Yo. What have you got for me tonight?

That thing,  that’s been going through your mind, deal with it.

I don’t want to.

Ok, then I put you in the pain chamber. You remember the pain chamber.

Yeah, it’s where you turn up my physical empath response, and I feel everything. I’d really like it if you wouldn’t do that.

Then deal with your shit dick head.

So what do you suggest for dealing with stalkers?

What can you do?

Call the cops. However, it’s online that I have the problem. From Sweden, this woman won’t leave me alone. 

She’s creates false profiles and doesn’t get that that makes her even more detestastable to me.

Well, stay offline then.

No, I have people that I only know through the internet.

But I get it, all I can do is what I can do, and anyone can stalk anyone on Facebook, LinkedIn, Instagram,  and other social media platforms.

Now, you happy?

Yes.

Actually, I’m at peace.  I stay at peace and mirror others’ emotions and pretend I’m a real boy.

Even if I could feel anything, what would I feel?

I remember feeling, and at some point, my emotions left, and all I can do is mirror.

Yep, that’s what you get for having an empathic overload.  Taking care of your dad for several years, he died two months before his body quit. You were keeping him alive.

I know,  you don’t want to hear it, but you need to be honest with yourself. And I’m making sure that’s the case.

Yeah.

Dad drained the fuck out of me and then my buddy, his girlfriend died and he called me, and then the overload. 

I understand what happened,  why am I dealing with it now?

Your dad.

I get it. I need to be at peace with dad’s death.  And I need to be at peace with my buddy, and I need to be at peace with all things.

Why again is that?

You know.

Yeah I do, but I look at everyone else,  and I look at me, and I’d like to fit in somewhere. I know I don’t,  unless I pretend,  mirror people. Giving them what they want and feeling lonely when I’m with them.

At times, people give me what I need, not very often, but they do.

If I’m honest, I get everything I need from people, even the ones that I don’t like,  what is it I need to change to quit seeing them.

Superstition,  fear, and jealousy.

Why does that sound familiar?

Dragula.

Got it.

What superstions are holding me back?

What is it, I fear?

Who am I jealous of?

I think I leave it here tonight. I wonder what my day will be like tomorrow, leaving these questions unanswered.

I’ve seen it before, I write something, and the next day…

It used freak me the fuck out, but after it’s happened thousands of times, I’m used to it.

What title would you use

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All my life by the Foo Fighters is playing.

You’d think of want to talk about my life,  no dice.

I think about precision in language.

Why be precise?

Why, do want to look look like a moronic fool?

That’s why precise language is needed if one is going to communicate intelligently. 

Now I’ve seen the movie where they use precise language and shit to control, however, if fucking being pissed the fick off, is what how you would describe what you’re going through, that’s precise.

That’s how easy it is to bust any movie. 

Busting me, that’s difficult, it can and has been done, not for years,  but in hopeful.

I love ti learn, how else can I learn unless someone can bust me up.

I’ve been wrong, so wrong, but I learned. 

That’s not narcissism.  That’s working my ass off my entire life.

Think about this for a moment, this is the universal consciousness channeling through Jim.

What he doesn’t want to say,  is that he has spent more than 10 years leading people to God.  He doesn’t know how many people, he just shared a post put weekly for years. 

Knowing what he was doing as we told him.

We don’t like when something happens to him. We like him. He beat us once.

I really don’t like it when they do that. This Jim again.

When the big u uses you, you don’t have a choice.

Now I have a choice as to whether or not I publish this, since you’re reading this you know what I’ve done.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

Read if you dare

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What I want to say is I channel God.

Now that’s done.

Think about it, if you channeled the universal consciousness what would you do?

Really think about it as you read what I did and do.

I tested the fuck out of it until I could trust it.

What I learned can’t be found in any text known to us.

What I do, is give advice to anyone for free.

When I say I channel your spirit, everyone’s spirit, everone in the universe’s spirit, I had to become at peace with channeling the whole universe.

When you find that your arguing with yourself, it’s your higher self that your arguing with.

Now most people won’t get this and I get what Jesus said about not everyone will understand his words.

I’m not the second coming. I’m me.

However, I imagine Jesus had the same kind of ability. Jesus, yeshua whatever, the dude that did this shit before.

Instead of disciples, I’ve got anyone who understands my words.

I’m at the Naked Lounge in Chico California. 

Just seeing who wants to talk.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

My day

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Today was a day.

I saw my patient at 11am. We looked for any place in Chico they could get free food delivered. My patient is 75, and they’re slipping, but they don’t think they are.

Most people if you tell them their slipping, the mental cognitive is not firing on all cylinders, they tell you no, they’re not.

This is typical for most Americans. However, most Americans are not veterans, most Americans have a place with family or they don’t.

Family is the worst for dealing with this. They think of who they know, but they aren’t there, they’ve changed. It’s heartbreaking for you both.

I look at my dad and his life and how Parkinsons disease cut his life short. Much shorter than the day he died.

My dad was a contractor, self employed. There were things my dad hadn’t tried, everything else was an art form.

Now, parkisons took my dad’s ability and shit canned it. What made my dad was broken.

I took care of my dad for the last 7 years he was alive. He fell down frequently, and all I could feel was my dad’s hate, that I had to pick him up.

That hate was at himself.

Anybody, everybody has shit to say, however I’m the one that felt it every time. That means your opinions mean exactly shit to me.

Now to the rest of my day. I went down to Ital imports, a crystal shop I hang out in on occasion. I had a therapy visit to give.

Think of it this way, I know before you do whether or not you need me or someone like me. The force is strong with this one.

And it is the force, not the star wars force, the real force that exists within everything.

An empath can feel when something is strange is going on with most people. Even I have the occasional error, however this time I was right on target.

I let them know, if anyone comes looking for Jim Carter, tell them where to go.

Think of it this way, why would I say that unless people were actually coming.

This is what I deal with, daily.

Tomorrow, dementia patient who has no clue who I am, where he is, and is essentially delusional. I may miss a couple days depending on him.

There is no control, only the flow, just let go and enjoy the ride.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.