It is often that when we venture off into the online world and start talking, we are seeking validation.

Everyone does it.

We like recognition.

It feels pleasant.

So what?

Leading a life seeking that recognition builds a cage and a limiting way to live and view how of you can best contribute to any given thing at any given time.

Let’s examine 3 questions I use in Enlightened View buzz and see why I use them and call it the enlightened view.

Why one?

This sends one on an exploration of understanding what one’s intent is to even speak in the first place.

If the answer to why me is to show off and seek recognition for showing off it reduces the likelihood of one needing to speak and one having something that actually has much to do with the topic or where the discussion is and where it is going.

One is seeking to have one’s ego stroked.

Why here?

Could it be better to take it in and discuss it elsewhere before offering my view?

I’m putting something out there for all to see. How will they possibly perceive me and what I have to say?

Is it for them or me that I am doing it here?

If it’s for me why?

Why now?

Am I reacting or responding and how is this contribution valuable for everyone who will read it?

Too often in online discussion we get locked into who is commenting and forget the much larger audience who never says a word.

One of my skills allows me to set the size of the hive mind that becomes a faceless single stream of consciousness that flows through my medium mask. It allows me to get a median read on the reaction of the larger audience and gauge my own commenting accordingly.

I use this skill in everything I write.

In order for this skill to work I have to drop my ego out and often find myself taking up unpopular positions with the few who are commenting. The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few or the one and need trumps want every day of the week and twice on Sunday.

What do people need to read in order to understand it better?

That’s making it about we and setting aside the me for the sake of the we.

Seeking validation or credit or recognition is all about the me.

Why one?

Why here?

Why now?

Is it for me or we?

The enlightened view is all about the we.

They are the same thing.

When you allow yourself to engage in empathy you open the empathic ability each of us has to a certain degree. In doing this you learn to translate emotion and the intent behind it. This is the basis of intuition, to be able to read between the lines so to speak to understand what isn’t being said or better understand why it is being said to begin with.

As you choose to engage in Empathy more often you hone the intuitive self and create a skill in reading people and situations. Being able to intuitively take a reading of a person or group with out having to engage, merely viewing and opening yourself up to the emotional wave/s present.

For an Empath emotional intelligence is who they are personified.

When you can take on the emotions of others it gives you an insight into them and what is causing it. Think of an Empath as the equivalent of an Empathic Wizard so to speak. The etymology of the word Wizard from old English simply means Wise. Over the centuries we have given this word new meaning attaching the ideas of wizardry and magic however originally the Wizard was the wisest person around.

Wisdom often comes from understanding why we feel what we do.

I always say “If knowledge is power than wisdom is understanding.”

The intuitive self is often much wiser than the thinking self as it is often restricted by learned process. Intuition guides you from within without need for lengthy explanations, you simply “know” what is going on and are better able to hone in on the wisest course of action.

How does this aid in business?

The more you hone your intuition the less time you lose in making a decision you feel confident about.

The more you open yourself to the empathic nature we all share the easier it is to communicate and often you find yourself being more direct and simple with your communication.

You think less and your honed intuition, which could also be called your instincts, will give you the feeling as though you are thinking faster when in reality you are giving more trust to your own subconscious programming that you build over time to build faith in your intuition.

That takes experience to build and no one can teach you a course on it or give it to you in a book.

It’s simply a matter of setting the intent to allow yourself to be more open to what you are feeling coming from others and investigating through questions to learn to translate the emotion better and in doing so developing the intuitive skill.

Part of what I do is assisting people in opening up to their intuitive self and assisting them in becoming more accurate in their reading of emotion and building a honed skill.

In the thousands of students I have had I often find honing and mastering this skill gives them more confidence and they are not as easily shaken by someone projecting in an unhealthy way and are better prepared to deal with the situation and bring it to a peaceful resolution as they have trained themselves to understand where it is coming from regardless of the words used.

This is also the gateway to climbing the ladder of conscious level awareness and as you engage you will become more and more consciously aware of a lot of things. I have found that having someone to be the mirror you bounce your reading ability off of as it grows can assist in avoiding some unpleasant moments through a misread as you develop the skill.

This is also part of becoming unified in mind, body and spirit and reaching the enlightened view or what is commonly called enlightenment.

We are emotional creatures and it is only in embracing that and learning to understand each others emotions and why they are there that we become wise.

I have a reputation for being direct. This is a definite departure as I venture into the unknown.

In taking this trip into the unknown I need some assistance and welcome all who want to take a stab at seeing what we can discover working together.

Where do we start?

In my opinion I think the first place to start is the gyre.

In simplest terms a gyre is a subatomic sized singularity or black hole that works on a vortex.

In my mind the only thing that makes sense is that everything is connected through gravity.

Science has proven there is a thin electromagnetic field that surrounds our human form and that we never actually touch anything though it feels as though we do.

Key part there is the word “magnetic” for me.

A field that is a unique gravitational signature that tells existence what our form is and how to respond to it physically as well as setting limits for the physical form.

In my thinking it is the gyre that is the only thing that makes sense as the source that creates this field around our form.

As I am going here I want to take a moment here to remind myself as I type, this is all theory and I am open to the ideas of the rest.

The gyre is smaller than the DNA strands that tell our body what form to take as well as bunch of other stuff, what is it that tells the DNA strands to form?

This is where I get into the what if realm with no way to really know if I am right or wrong. I am not even sure there is a way to prove it.

What if within the gyre is a consciousness?

What if the gyres work in unison communicating with each other to work together?

That would mean that gravity is a living a force. I have never had that thought before I just wrote it.

How do we prove or disprove that gravity is a living force with consciousness that we simply do not yet understand?

This would be the jumping off point where I am asking for assistance in discovery and building the Theory of Consciousness and Connected Gravity.

For me this also answers the question of organized chaos and why the universe works even when the math can not explain it. The free will of the consciousness within gravity to screw with us when we think math will give us the answer that eludes our grasp. That little chaos factor that keeps popping up.

We have been given the ability to reason for a reason and I ask that we all bring reason to this discussion and respect that each of us in charting into unknown territory as far as I know.

Who wants to chase the white rabbit with me?

I frequently say that self talk is the most important talk there is in life.

It’s the talk that defines us and our life. It’s the perception we create of who we are and where our life is and where it has been and where it going. Self talk is the character refining and defining that we do as the story that is our life unfolds.

I use what I call The Cinematic View.

The story of one’s life will always be in the context of one’s character. One’s self talk is describing who that character is and defines at times the limits of where one’s life can go. If one is telling oneself that one is always “this,” then one will always be that.

Henry Rollins in an interview was asked how he managed to have such a varied career. He basically said that it didn’t matter what he was offered the answer was yes and he would figure it out as he went. This led to writing a script for the first time, acting for the first time and a lot of firsts that have become things Henry has done in stretches to pay the bills and what not.

A fine example of modern day Bardism if there ever was one. Never allowing oneself to become imprisoned by the idea of not being able to do something just because the experience is lacking. Telling oneself that one is capable and will always find a way to figure it out no matter what “it” is.

This is may not be good to use as a marketing point, however in life it will open doors you never thought were possible. It leaves the story of your life open ended and able to take turns and plot twists that keep it interesting and keep you moving. It is a frame of mind that allows life to be an endless adventure while picking up skill after skill along the way.

Before you can live it you have to tell yourself that you are living it and that next adventure is always around the next corner. You have to tell yourself you are capable of living it.

This is where daily mantras come in handy.

I am wise.
I work smart.
I am kind.

Say it enough day in and day out and it will become what one one truly is. Building your own mantras is an exercise in claiming your power and taking it back to manage your life in the way that suits you best. It’s the self talk you create to create your life.

To build more confidence, talk about the you that is confident and why that confidence exists. Take small steps coming out of your comfort zones into other areas. The more experience you rack up the more you have to remind yourself about in times of doubt.

If for some reason you can’t find anything good to say about you to you, hit me up, it’s one of the many things I do. I see the capability in all, the potential is in all of us. Reaching that potential takes work. It takes trial and error. It means taking our lumps and figuring out how to do it better next time.

Just remember never to discourage anyone making progress and that starts with yourself and your self talk.

For a long time I have heard the mantra “One Love” and it wasn’t until the last few years I really started thinking about it and what it means and could mean.

They idea of us all being one connected consciousness and yet still have the ability to be individuals is mind boggling at best until you really experience it. As simple as I could explain it here, it has no value unless you experience it.

There is no modern wisdom or ancient wisdom that is going to change the world in a book or a blog piece or singular performance of any kind. People who make a living off seminars and books who say other wise get really pissed off when I let that secret out in the way I shred the veil so to speak.

Wisdom can only be gained through experience and is unique to the individual view that are the stories of ones life that led one to the wisdom they guide their life by.

Love is honest in all things.

My one on one work has always been 99% charity work. I have quoted prices to 3 people in 2 years and generally if you hit me up on any social network I am on with a question I will answer it and if it turns into a discussion and more of them I never stop to think about charging.

There was a woman a couple years ago that I did a lot of session work with and it helped her career as a life coach quite a bit. When I asked her what she would charge for what she received she said somewhere around $400- $500 an hour. Her name is Amy Fiedler and she is good. She had left a recommendation for me on the profile I chose to delete when I left Linkedin for a couple months for personal reasons.

I could give a list of professional women in the guidance arena who have been my charity clients on a regular for the last 2 or 3 years.  When I am not doing that I am taking at least 6 women in my life at a time as something of a surrogate boyfriend. I do all the boyfriend jobs except sex and it stays off the table.

The faces have been changing since I was 12 however it often feels like the same 6 women are always in my life with others dropping in here and there.

I spend a lot time empowering them to be the strong human beings they are. I also hear all the broken heart stories and do a lot hugging as they cry. I also have a weird way of knowing exactly when to check on them.

These women are always the best part of my life because they always bring out the best in me.

Since embracing the one love idea and incorporating it with being an Empath it has done nothing but create more and more wonderful intimate friendships in my life with wonderful human beings who just happen to be women.

I thought I was crazy for 37 years. Then I realized it was real, the nightmare I went to sleep at night to escape.

Not knowing I was a Telepath for 37 years and not knowing I am an Empath meant when the women of my life told me the horror stories no one should ever have to live through, I saw it and felt it with them as if I was them down to physical sensations.

Waking nightmare depending on who I was around as I would also know their darkest of desires and things no human should ever want to do to another human.

When you can see where the desire comes from in the pain that created it, you really start thinking about what you can do if anything to:

1. Make the nightmare go away.

2. Never have to see it again unless it’s necessary.

I have a very twisted sense of humor in order to survive what I have seen and felt. The longer I live my life living my integrity living my individual expression of love in the flesh, the more one love is the only love we truly need and what we need to be giving more of to the sum of us all.

That love does not know age or skin color or borders or language or gender. That love is.

I am curious if there is a debatable argument to be made.

The questions for exploration in my mind are as follows.

What is the human value with the idea of keeping society going and not repeating our history of violence is there to the idea of race beyond only being human?

If we want to stop killing each other what is the value of borders?

If we are to be Pro Human why does gender matter unless sex is on the table?

If we are to say fuck it to the dark mirror of fear, what is the value of any label we use other than human?

If sex is on the table, gender and gender identification matter.

Where does it matter in life any other time if we are to treat each other with one love as one race?

What is the human value of hate?

Does hate versus hate in your opinion do anyone any good?

Does the idea of forget the hate and heal the pain sound good to you for humanity?

Are you beginning to see why I say one love one race is to be pro human and that is what it means to be so human.

In my mid 20’s I had a fiery passionate relationship with a woman who taught me much in life.

She would correct me as we would talk and I got upset the first time until she said this “I’m trying to make sure you don’t sound like an idiot to everyone else. It’s important to get it right or you do a lot of harm.”

After that I thanked her and have often thanked people who are able to correct me if I am in error.

I work at being accurate and often upset people by correcting what they had no idea was wrong. That’s what Shaman’s do, they give you accurate guidance regardless of what any book says.

It is much more important to the sum of existence to be right than to be liked or respected. When we are incorrect and get others to follow our incorrectness we harm the sum of existence and often inflict suffering on others.

When we allow ourselves to be corrected we show true humility and a true desire to grow and learn. Anything else is defending the image we have created for whatever reason and refuse the correction out of fear of losing status.

Not an opinion. That is a statement of universal and absolute truth of living as a human being.

Shaman’s are supposed to lay it out like that. It’s the lies we live that damage our souls and allow us to inflict damage on each other’s souls. That is not healthy for the sum total.

This is why I say “Unfortunately for some facts do exist.”

It’s why I use this quote from Spock “The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few or the one.”

It’s absolutely selfish to attempt to make an opinion carry more weight than actual truth. It’s selfish manipulation for the sake of self and self alone in order to gain or maintain status in any given society.

I am picky about where I comment as my brand is not about commenting, it’s about teaching for free and never asking for the donations I make a living off of.

If one sees oneself as a teacher first one has refused to learn the master lesson of teaching.

One who is a master of teaching is always the student first, yet not too humble to think one has nothing to teach.

That carries no label and is a mode of life.

While I use the title Shaman there are many who are as wise as I am and have different ways of expressing the same universal absolute truths of existence who use different titles or no title at all. My local family and friends here in Chico, California has more than a few of them. When I hang out with the people I love most, I am hanging out with peers.

The only peer pressure in our peer group is to love more and to do it from the core. One love, one race is our mantra.

We learn and grow with each other in every moment shared. We allow ourselves to be corrected by each other and often give thanks for the correction.

We meet eye to eye with arms wide open for a big ol’ love hug to keep sharing with all we meet eye to eye with open arms.

Love is honest in all things and anytime you deceive you are not loving others, you are hurting them and causing them to suffer.

Again this just happens to be how it actually works. It’s nothing new by an infinite shot.

We all float like butterflies and it is delivering the sting of the truth that transforms us from butterfly to bee in metaphor.

The butterfly is a metaphor for transformation.

When we allow ourselves to be corrected we allow ourselves to be transformed in the moment.

Here’s the instincts I changed and have been teaching people to change for more than a decade.

Fight or flight.

We are all familiar with the basic concept of the choice we each make when faced with opposition or the unknown. We either fight it at first or walk away from it and dismiss it completely.

My clients often get this simple guidance where fear is concerned. “Fuck fear!”

In fact one of my former clients got it this morning while I was having my morning coffee and a spliff, catching up with all that happened while I slept.

Using the Psychospirilosophy tool allows anyone to change this fight or flight response to a neutral investigative response. Here’s why and how it works.

The tool asks you to run through these 3 processes of thought.

Psychologically speaking is what I am thinking or thinking about doing healthy. This begins the exploration of how one got to this moment to feel the way one does about what one is thinking or feeling. It allows one the opportunity to look inward and understand oneself and one’s intent better.

I have always said that as long as your spiritual path does not require you to kill animals or people, have something, I don’t care what.

Taking the time to explore whether or not what one is thinking or thinking about doing is in accordance with the spiritual path one has chosen can reveal much about why one is feeling the way one is feeling. One’s faith is tested in walking the talk of that chosen spiritual path.

Faith is tested by life frequently and it is either strengthened or destroyed in these moments of testing and can be renewed or reshaped as experience teaches one if one’s faith is blind or false or holds true based on one’s chosen spiritual path and how one lives it.

Why does a thought or feeling about something seem to have me questioning my faith?

It is often that among different faiths and spiritual paths that the concepts are similar when it comes to living a spiritually aligned life.

Taking time to investigate the faith of another can often lead to a strengthening of ones own faith and foster understanding instead of creating friction.

My own personal philosophy that sends me on the dive to investigate first is that to understand oneself in the moment is to understand the rest sharing it with you.

Letting the understanding that we are all human and if it makes sense to me it might make sense to anyone. The key question for me is always how would I feel if someone said it to me?

Taking yourself out of the issue and taking the opportunity to engage in the exercise of empathy creates mindfulness and raises awareness.

Patience exercised is patience cultivated. The more you engage in the investigate process the more it becomes the natural instinct.

Anyone can use the Psychospirilosophy tool and most of us do without realizing to a certain extent. I just gave it a clever name.

It takes work to change oneself.

It takes a choice made repeatedly to create routine that becomes an instinct.

The power is always yours and that power is the power of choice.

The dragon that hoards is the draconian way of oppression.  The draconian way of hoarding secrets and wealth is to keep the dragon from having to use the dragons true power for its true purpose.

The dragon that creates for all is the draconian way of true nobility. It’s the draconian way of using the dragons true power for it’s true purpose as the dragon was born to keep the creating going. The dragon exists to keep existence infinite by fueling the fires of creation that keep the universe in state of constant evolution or change.

The dragons fire as it applies to spiritual growth is for stripping away that which is unnecessary to reveal new enlightenments in life. The fire of the dragon reveals new understandings and new things to view and new ways to view them.  The dragon that walks the true draconian way is the dragon that shares freely and allows those who will understand to do so and those who won’t, won’t.

The dragon teaches the power of the voice and how every discussion is sown within all for the dragons fire to reveal. The dragons lesson is to speak well to create well for the sum. Every word is an addition to the never ending spell that creates the path before us and all paths cross at some point. This is the essence of the Majick of the Black Dragon.

If you have not had a chance to listen to the album Joanne by one Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta AKA Lady GaGa then you are missing out on her best album to date. It is a soul to soul connection with every song, at least is for this Rock ‘N’ Roll Shaman.

The song Angel Down has become one of my favorites in the now and has been since the first time I listened to it shortly after the album came out. I have it on repeat while I am writing this buzz. When we get into the lyrics I think you will understand why.

I have a vested interest in social media. Keep that in mind as we go. I will be and do every time I hear this song.

I confess I am lost
In the age of the social
On our knees, take a test
To be lovin’ and grateful

I am a master intuitive and there is no lying to me and I know exactly what happens and why.

It’s too often in all of social media that people feel fine about tearing others down and doing everything they can to discredit people.

I am as honest as it gets. I do not lie.

There are times I feel lost in the age of the social.

These games that get played screw with peoples livelihoods and at some point will involve a lawsuit or worse someone will commit suicide and it will get out which social media platform they were on.

We have seen the stories of teens killing themselves over social media bullying.

I have a vested interest as a Brand Ambassador in the success of beBee.

I want beBee to succeed. I want America to love beBee the way I do.

America is the most sue happy country in the world. I do not want to see beBee go down because some people feel as though they can go around and try to ruin others.

Let’s not get lost in the age of the social and remember this is not a game and real people are on every social media site and what goes on does effect their lives.

This is a great community for building your personal brand.

Personal.

Person.

I swore an oath when I went in the Air Force to uphold the Constitution meaning I would give my life for the freedom of speech. The freedom of speech is not the freedom to slander.

I talk beBee up everywhere and that includes the radio interview I did today that was all about me. I talk about beBee with my friends and family. I talk about it every Friday night during my community service night at The Bassmint in Chico, California.

I don’t get on my knees for anyone for any reason. I am grateful to people who give me reason to be grateful.

I spend a lot of my time in charity/free work showing my love for humanity.

I live my love for humanity.

Shots were fired on the street
By the church where we used to meet
Angel down, angel down
But the people just stood around

It’s been said by more than a few in more than a few different ways that the worst thing we can do in the face of what we know to be wrong is to do and say nothing.

It’s the most damaging thing we can do and the most inhumane thing we can do is to ignore and turn a blind eye for any reason. There is absolutely no excuse if we are to say we love people and want to be seen as someone who wants to help.

The most savage thing we do is sit back and watch or laugh or join in to fit in with people who think slander is OK and find every way they can do it whether it is overt or subtle.

Even worse than that is when we meet hate with hate. This is why I have ignored everything about our president and the protesters who hate as much as he does and fill the air with rage that helps no one and brings us closer and closer to violence and the spilling of blood.

I’m a believer, it’s a trial
Foolish and weaker, oh, oh, oh
I’d rather save an angel down
I’m a believer, it’s chaos
Where are our leaders? Oh, oh, oh
I’d rather save an angel down

I have said it many time that title has nothing to do with leadership and it doesn’t. Title is authority and behavior determines leadership.

Where are our leaders who will show the people how to protest in peace. Where is the Gandhi and MLK of our day?

At times I feel the need to get involved and speak my mind to knock off all the fuckin hate and get the fuck over the past.

I quote the film Network. “I’m mad as hell and I’m not going to take this anymore.”

I am mad because it hurts.

It’s heartbreaking the things that go on in our world. It’s heartbreaking the foolish and the weak think hate is the answer.

It takes a great fool who is insecure and weak to use hate and slanderous speech thinking it will make anything better.

It’s chaos they drive with their hate speech and their slander. Causing fear to run through everywhere that anyone of us will be their next target. It makes it worse when nothing is said or done about it. That makes it look like it is OK and is supported by many.

Simple fact of humanity and how the human mind and emotions work and are manipulated to oppress.

I spend most my time looking for people who need someone to assist them when they are that angel down. 99.999% of the time I do it for free because of my love for humanity and my dedication as a Shaman has not one thing to do with making money.

I’ve done it that way my entire life and if anyone wants to hire someone to check my life story out use the name James Clayton Carter Jr, the name I was born with. Max is my professional name. I guarantee every word I have written in the last few years is 100% true, every word.

I guarantee you will find people who will tell you if you ever need someone go to me first because you will not have to go any further if there is something I can do to help no matter what it cost me. I have been living that for 42 years.

I am always looking for the angel down.

Doesn’t everyone belong
In the arms of the sacred
Why do we pretend we’re wrong?
Has our young courage faded?

It takes courage to embrace those in pain and who are wearing the mask of anger.

There are no toxic people, only people who are unwell in need of love and understanding so maybe they can heal and stop all the hate and anger and slanderous speech.

Everyone belongs here on this earth wherever it is they are right now because this whole planet is our home. We are one human race.

Why do we pretend that is wrong?

Why do we pretend we can say who belongs where and who should be allowed and who should be included?

Why do any of us pretend we have the right to exclude anyone from anything?

That takes being coward to exclude people. A coward is someone who let’s fear make their decisions.

Save that angel
Hear that angel
Catch my angel

We are here on this Earth to be human beings.

We are here to learn what it means to be decent human beings and to find a way to keep this thing called humanity going.

Not an opinion and I just happen to be a Shaman born connected to the infinite giving me the ability to give that answer regardless of what any book says. I just happen to be #BornThisWay.

We are here to hear each other and catch each other when we fall. We are here to save each other and not inflict the pain we feel any deserves or to take advantage of each other because we can and because it works and is legal.

Any questions.

#LadyGaga #AngelDown #ProHuman #RockAndRollShaman #BornThisWay

History is a prison.

History keeps us from growing.

History keeps us divided.

Life is not a game.

There is nothing to win.

It’s not a competition.

There are no places and no prizes.

That said.

I often meet people who do treat life as if it is a game. When I engage with these people, I make them play my game instead.

I call it The Zero Sum Game.

The rules are simple.

I win or no one wins because when I win everyone wins.

I win when you realize this is not a game, it’s life and to treat it as a game is to give yourself every excuse to abuse people without guilt and instead pat yourself on the back for your gamesmanship.

When I win, everyone wins.

We are all connected and the more of us that stop playing games the more of us there are that become intolerant of the game players. The more of us there are playing The Zero Sum Game.

At that point it’s exponential in growth and all that resist change are destroyed by those who will no longer put up with treating life as game.

Don’t hate the player destroy the desire to ever see it as a game again.

How you do that is by showing them all the damage they inflict by treating it as a game.

You shred the veil of their delusions with will and intent with the fewest words possible and let them deal with it.

Then sit back and get ready for the intellectual fight that you have already won because your intent is in the best interest of the sum.

Seeing life as a game is for the some.

The some versus the sum.

In any debate the some will always have its ass handed to it mightily by the sum.

In the fewest words possible.

Embrace life with unconditional love.

What does that mean?

When one loves without conditions one gives love selflessly to all one encounters.

Love has many faces and fear is the dark mirror of love.

Love is a fierce defender that will rage in defense of the weak and the long suffering.

Love mourns and loves the sweetness for the mourning knowing it would’t have hurt so much had so much joy not been achieved.

Love is patient to seek understanding and passes no judgement.

Love is merciful and will be quick with the brutal truth to end the long suffering of deceit.

Love knows no deception and will call it out every time love is met by it.

Love cannot turn a blind eye to suffering and do nothing about it.

Love is a friend to all and seeks to reveal the connection already there.

Love is considerate and thinks before love speaks or acts.

Love is honesty in all things.

Love is not always nice and can be down right vicious in the face of deception.

Love forgets we have an identity/ego and a life to think about protecting and acts selflessly.

This is unconditional love.

If you are going to love unconditionally you don’t think about the venue or your career or making a living in what you do and say. You do it because you love everyone and set your intent to be of best benefit to the sum letting love guide your wisdom.

This is the simplest way in the simplest metaphors that I can explian this concept. This is the simplest way I have found in all my surfing of the Universal Consciousness and all my years of studying religious text and philosophy followed by thousands of discussions on the subject.

What strikes me as curious is why anyone would want to debate it?

The only thing that bounces back when I put that out through the Universal Consciousness is this.

Fear.

Fear that it is true and one will look at one’s life and begin to judge oneself and will attempt to blame the author rather than deal with one’s guilt.

Fear that one will see the suffering that one has inflicted in life on other ones.

Fear that one will lose one’s status.

Fear that one will lose one’s possessions.

Fear that one will be injured emotionally and/or physically.

Fear that one is unforgivable.

Fear that one will standout.

Fear that one is incapable of such love.

Fear keeps one’s vibration low and causes one to inflict harm on oneself and other one’s with a list of excuses as to why.

Fear will cause one to look for fault in everything one sees so that one never has to show unconventional love.

I am sure this could be a much longer piece and in the comments I am happy to get deep into this discussion as I always have been for 42 years and counting.

Here’s why.

I started my day out with the following quote.

I didn’t think about it, I just looked for this exact quote to set the tone of my day. I look back hours later and realize I set the process of my thinking and my doing to be one of explaining that which I understand as simply as I can.

Knowledge is highly overrated. Here’s why.

You can pass a test and never actually understand the material. Without understanding the material you do not know if the knowledge you coughed up is true or false. If you don’t know how to apply it to your life the knowledge is useless and has now taken up space in your brain that could have been better used.

If there is no understanding what the nature of the power of this knowledge is one will never wield that power without inflicting mass damage. Here’s why.’

Every word is felt regardless of ever being heard and the concepts tied to that emotion are passed through all ones around the world. All ones are connected and thoughts and words and actions are felt by all ones whether they are consciously aware of it or not.

All ones are responsible for creating the shared reality.

What this means in plain English is that everything you do effects everyone else in some way and your ignorance of that will not let you escape Karmic Law in reaping what you have sown.

You can’t ignore a fundamental law of how existence actually works because you don’t like it or do not wish to face the consequences of your actions and no one ever truly gets away with anything.

All those who inflict pain and suffering will have it inflicted upon them. if you manipulate people you will be manipulated by other people.

No one is the master of any destiny in a shared reality.

No one has the right to attempt to wield authority over anyone else without facing the consequences of an uprising.

Every empire has suffered the same fate.

It is inescapable.

The moment you decide to build an empire you have sealed its destruction. The only way to build an empire and a legacy that will stand the test of time is to elevate yourself and your life above all other life allowing you to justify the means that allow you to end up at the top. The means to this end can only involve creating an enemy and an inferior that you convince other people is inferior and that you are superior.

That enemy will resist and eventually destroy your empire.

You inflict emotional damage in the form of character attacks designed to sway popularity. You create the enemy in degrading to elevate yourself. The greater suffering you inflict the less in the way of numbers it will take to defeat you. You are indeed inflicting suffering by devaluing the worth of other lives that do not see it your way.

Suffering can only be inflicted through deception.

One who wields deception wields power that understands only one thing, the attempt to control what others do or think.

What knowledge do you seek to wield as power and why?

The only reason we ever create something in a complex fashion is to show off and gratify ourselves and ask others to shower us with words of adoration and praise.

When we seek to make it as simple as we can we seek for people to think “Why the fuck didn’t I think of that?”

If you never inspire this, you never explained it simply enough.

One thing I have enjoyed being homeless the last couple years is having the perfect excuse to enjoy being the minimalist I’ve always been.

Las time I checked, life is a temporary condition and we don’t even take our bodies with us. Why is it we insist anyone needs to own anything from a what fucking good has it done our species perspective with the psychospirilosophic  view as viewed by your friendly neighborhood Rock ‘N’ Roll Shaman.

I remember George Carlin did this bit on stuff.

Your stuff is stuff and other peoples stuff is shit.

My stuff and your shit.

Here’s the pretty lies about stuff.

I worked hard to have all this stuff.

I deserve this stuff because I earned it.

My stuff shows the value and worth of my life.

My stuff shows how successful I am.

If had no stuff I would have no life,

My dad watches this reality show where these guys drive around and buy junk and resell it as antiques.

Quick lesson in value and what it actually is.

A thing only has the value that you place on it and can convince other people that it has the same value to them. You lie and get other people to share in your delusion that this thing holds any value. You tell a story and use emotional triggers and talk about how you need this in order to do this or that and create a fable to justify your ownership of a thing and what it will take for you to let that thing go.

That’s what value is in application and execution as it applies to stuff.

The only reason to argue with me is because you just started feeling guilty about all the stuff around you and it’s easier to talk shit about the Shaman than to look honestly at yourself. Or to say if you feel the need to argue I already know your argument and the inspiration or intent behind it.

I have been working on a project that is the Psychospirilosophic view of Wicca often called witchcraft. Wicca has one major thing that they call “Do no harm.”

Take a look around at the stuff around you and take a few minutes to think about where the materials come to make it and who made it so all you had to do was buy it.

If it was made in China it was probably made under slave conditions.

If is has any plastic that means that untold amounts of pollution was released into the atmosphere to create that thing.

How much harm was done to have it shipped to the store where you bought it?

Any human being alive does harm just in being alive. however that is not a license to be gluttonous and greedy. A thinking human who cares about something other than themselves works at minimizing the harm their life causes by learning to live without so much stuff.

A selfish human will go on and on about having the right to do as they will and who am I to judge them for leading such an excessive life style that takes and takes and creates more and more harm to satisfy their desire to have more stuff.

I am not offering condemnation, I am offering observation based on results.

Let’s apply psychology to this issue of stuff and the mass acquiring of it.

One who defines themselves through their belongings sees no value in themselves.

If they did they would not need symbols of status known as stuff to impress themselves and others with their life. They idea that one needs to acquire stuff in order to have their life show value is operating from a lack state of mind. They lack stuff and only stuff will make their life whole and give it meaning.

It is insecurity based on the idea that if they do not have as much stuff or cooler stuff than others than their life has been wasted and they have no value as a human.

This is actually how we treat each other and the only goal of marketing and branding.

To shame one into keeping up with the Jones’. To use emotional triggers to convince one that if one does not have stuff or this particular stuff one has not done well as a human.

Success means you wear these clothes, drive this car, have this phone, have this house, have this and have that.

The only goal of marketing and branding is to create a perceived emotional result that the product or service is supposed to give you.

It is in being a minimalist that I study my own motivation behind every thing I buy to have as my stuff. One who understands why they do what they do understands why any human would do what they do.

I stop and think about why I want something.

What is the result I am looking for in having this thing?

If I get this thing will it really make my life better?

If I am using this thing as a reward to motivate myself, why am I not motivated to begin with?

From a spiritual point of view, I often find tales of those with much are cautionary tales of how having much does not bring joy into one’s life and one’s who care greatly about possessions will act in inhuman ways to acquire and keep what they say is theirs. Many of these tales are told to show the corruption of the soul when one becomes obsessed with acquiring material wealth and possessions to define one’s life.

For me personally the value in being a minimalist is this. I don’t worry or stress about anything happening to all my stuff.

My philosophical quote that I create to remind myself of these things is “The value of my life is the impact I make in the lives of others regardless of how much stuff I ever have.”

Life is a temporary condition.

There is no way around that absolute fact of actual truth.

Since life is temporary what makes us think we own anything if it will be here after we are gone?

The only reason psychologically speaking to acquire mass amounts of stuff is to show one’s superiority over other ones. The behavior is 100% driven by insecurity and fear of how one will be seen by other ones. Again this is an inescapable fact of actual truth.

The value of being a minimalist is being able to see the value in one without needing a bunch of stuff to validate one’s existence.

The stuff we think we own says more about us on a psychological level than most of us are comfortable with admitting to ourselves much less anyone else.

No one wants to admit they were taken in by the pretty lies when the ugly truth shows up.

Thankfully the truth doesn’t give a fuck and exists as truth anyway.

The title alone has my mind reciting The Princess Bride and I’ll paraphrase “Life is pain and anyone telling you different is trying to sell you something.”

That was my answer when someone asked me the question “What would your life be without pain?”

Here are other answers.

Over.

Boring.

Here’s why.

I’m an Empath who also takes on physical pain to give people relief as I start to feel their pain for them. Holy magical bullshit batman!

No it really happens and my Mom does it too. It runs on her side of the of the family through her father and our Hungarian ancestors.A life without pain would mean no one I know was in pain either.

As the emotional Empath I am I often take on pain for those closest to me in times of need. A life without pain means they have healed themselves too.

Hunger pains. A life with out pain would mean I had found some way to never have to eat again or at least not go hungry.

Sore muscles from working out. A life without pain means I am wrong about it being a good thing to always be a little sore to remind yourself you did work out today and got in a good one.

“A man who is master of himself can end a sorrow as easily as he can invent a pleasure.”
― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray

Pain is a state of mind and as Queen once sang it is “so close to pleasure” you can get lost in the swirl of it all and be tossed about the ocean of emotion in ways that leave you looking for shore and solid ground.

What is a life without pain to you?

Most of my life I often held the view of “Hope for the best, expect the worst and plan accordingly.”

Not a fun way to live. It has you looking at everything that can go wrong which can cause your subconscious mind to allow you to do things to face those possibilities. I have often said you will do things behind your back in front of your face.

We all have those moments where we are looking at ourselves wondering why we just did or said that.

I accepted that in order to continually grow through life I would be continually in a state of self observation and reflection in order to find the growth opportunity in the moment. That takes work.

That takes continuous work that never really ends.

What I think is always subject to change, however how I think never changes.

How you organize your thought process is what creates the reality to give you something to think about to see if maybe some changes within in are on the menu for the day. My thought process has always been to take in everything from as many sources and views as I can find on one topic and then examine it and see what feels right for me and my life. I work to understand the emotional attachment that others apply when stating their position and make attempts to care as they do and see how that makes me feel about myself. When a new view presents itself, I take a moment to work my process to see if an adjustment is needed or desired and why.

I have worked diligently to attempt to take the idea of judgement out of my thought process even when looking at myself and instead of judging myself and finding me guilty, I instead change the process to find opportunity for inner change to promote growth that will help me feel better about who I choose to be and how I choose to represent that.

The most difficult part of my process for me is to keep it in the now and not allow history to define anything in the present. The challenge is to remember the concepts of the lessons learned and wisdom gained without having to tie it to history. Living in the now, understanding it is all that exists.

If you need history teach you over and over again the same lessons, why in the holy blue fuck did you not learn it the first time?

For me that answer is because I am human, however it’s no excuse to not make the effort to not need the history to be repeated or reviewed all the time in order to get better from myself.

At some point you just remember that your intuition will tell you if what’s in front of you feels right and why. To get there takes seeing how many times in the past you didn’t trust you and how it went. Once you learn to trust you in the now there is no need to look back.

Everything I do as a teacher and a guide is to turn you inward to build faith in you and your ability to make good choices and say fuck the bullshit in life to be the you that makes you one of your top 5 favorite people in the world. It’s not because you think that highly of yourself, you become one your favorite people because you understand you have to take care of you to be able to be a gift to those you would give yourself to.

In giving of yourself, you do that every time you are in the presence of or interact with others in any way shape, form or fashion.

What are you giving the world?

I ask myself that question throughout the day before I even dare allow myself to speak.

I set the intent in life to be love in living action and thought and speech. I set the intent for my being to be a gift of love in it’s purest form to any and all I encounter.

To live up to that intent is not always warm and fuzzy and it’s not always fun. However it produces results in life that touch lives that touch lives that touch lives. That’s my plan to change the world by being the change I want to see in the world.

Living love in every form it can take in your life gives you endless opportunities to grow and become as needed for those in need to be of service to anyone and everyone that crosses your path.

Regardless of how you identify yourself in gender these are the concepts I apply to what it means to be a King or Queen in this world. To live in service to each other in love because it takes us all to save all of us.

Love says what could go right because love will fight to fix it anytime something goes go wrong.

What could go right in your life today?

Are you gonna work for it to go right?

Are you going to align your thought process to see what could go right in your life today?

Are you going to ignore what could go wrong and instead see what could go right?

This is one of those days in life I can sincerely type this out and meant it.

Thank you to everything for everything.

It’s how I acknowledge I am grateful for everything that ever happened in my life to lead me to this moment right now. It’s a lot of work to truly have this gratitude in my heart to share with all of you and I and grateful to myself for seeing the value of doing the work in me to be this man.

Big love bomb of a hug sent out to all world wide. Pass it along as you enjoy today’s ride.

I found an incredibly good reason to spend a lot less time online and a lot more time in my community doing something locally to make a global impact.

Every community has centers that need volunteers who desire to be part of healing and growth and as a result making an impact in lives that can make an impact in other lives and it’s exponential.

What’s nice is the place I found to go be part of what’s going on is walking distance and for me that’s an added bonus. As I have been slowly rehabbing my legs my number 1 enemy to my recovery has been the car. I was talking with someone I got to for advice and a view adjustment.

Yeah I have someone I go to.

I feel like a hypocrite when I drive. If I had a bike, I would ride. In my younger years I often forsake the car in favor of a bike. It was when I started losing mobility that I found myself riding less and driving more. One of the things I missed the most over the last few years I have not been able to get around is how active I used to be.

We often run and hide from the guilt we feel for not doing something, anything to make an impact. Some of us let it beat the holy fuck out of us until it motivates us to do something, anything to make that guilt go away and stay there. Some of us dance around it, bobbing and weaving to avoid that sinking feeling our stomach that comes up every time we ignore something we could be doing to be of service to our community and in doing so be of service to own lives.

I find for myself it’s a soul saving experience to go out and give of yourself in your community and the soul you save is your own. I’m at my worst when I feel as though I am not making enough of an impact and feeling as though I could be doing more. It creates a self loathing that can sometimes fuck with my head and the way I express myself. It happens to us all. We are human and it’s how the human works to get better from the human.

We do things behind our backs in front of our faces all the time to set ourselves up for moments we might let fear keep us from.

I had one of those moments recently and I am so happy with myself for my shenanigans that yesterday, gave my life direction it sorely needed as to how I can be of better service to my community. It led me to place where there is always going to be a need for people who give a fuck.

I often put myself in a bubble and ignore the world because I do care and I often find myself wrecking myself in the way I allow it to effect me. I feel powerless to do anything and get myself locked in a cage of pain and rage that keeps me from acting.

That’s not doing anyone any good. While it is important to see what’s going on and allow it to touch your humanity and pain you as it should, that pain is not something to revel in or wrap yourself in. That pain once experienced best serves you by stepping out of it with a pragmatic view.

“What can I actually do?”

Asking yourself this one question is an act of preparation to do something. It opens you to doing instead of talking or in my case writing and then being left with a twisting feeling of guilt that binds you up from the inside and can twist your view of you and the rest.

For some it’s  going to a local Jesus center and volunteering as a server.

For some it’s volunteering at their kids school.

For some it’s spending time moving around and finding different places to be of service.

Do something, anything that gets you out in your community and away from your computer, phone and TV and I guarantee you will thank yourself for the relief from the guilt you are trying to ignore right now.

I’m off to finish preparing for my day at a local community center giving what I got to whoever shows up.

I feel better already knowing that’s my plan to act locally understanding it will make a global impact.

Your life, make your choices and live with them accordingly.

For those of you wondering who is the Life Coach Max goes to?

More to come later after she’s done with me.

My human selfishness.

We act in inhuman ways towards each other daily without realizing that we treat people as prey and we are the cunning predator.

Our eyes are in front. We are a predatory species. Killing is in our DNA. It’s in our nature to kill.

Vegans can french kiss my ass hole on their stance that they don’t kill to live. Here’s why.

Animism simply stated, every thing is alive and has a soul. Even studies have shown that plants, even the ones we eat, respond to emotional stimuli which means yes they are emotional beings that we kill and eat no different than a cow or pig or chicken.

I love a rare steak or burger and if it’s bloody, all the better. I’m never going to feel bad about that and at the same time if you can’t stand eating meat I don’t care, however don’t go all fuckin’ holier than thou about it making you a better human being and that you no longer kill to live.

End your delusion vegans and grow up.

God made us predators so it totally fails the logic filter if you try to tell me God said we need to be vegetarians or vegans or whatever the new trend is this week.

I made a killing!

I killed them!

I am going to kill it!

None of these are referring to people or animals however are expressions commonly used. Even in our language in life and how we view it, we are killers, every last one of us.

That we don’t run around killing each other is a very good thing and what makes us inferior to the animals is we will kill each other when there is no need to. I meant to use the word inferior. Here’s why.

A superior species lives harmoniously within it’s ecosystem and modifies itself to maintain balance and harmony with its surroundings. Governments have been shutting down research since the 70’s that would’ve already had us off oil completely.

Tesla’s free energy technology was suppressed in the name of greed alone. It means we never needed nuclear energy and could have avoided 3 Mile Island, Chernobyl and Fukishima, all nuclear meltdowns that we will not know in our lifetimes what the true damage done is.

We are killers. We are killing our world as long as we allow things such as the internal combustion engine and nuclear energy. We are killing our world as long we continue to ignore using hemp to replace oils based and wood based products with a renewable resource that renews annually.

Marijuana was made illegal so that the logging industry would thrive as well as the emerging pharmaceutical industry. A known cure for cancer suppressed so people could be tortured in the name of greed.

Predator preying on the weak and sick.

The human is a savage and all you have to do to see it is get real honest about the damage we do simply to get through the day and get over it.

Next, do better than we did yesterday or die trying.

If I had to kill my own food, I would live off eggs for protein. I like that someone gets paid to butcher meat and love that I can pay for the blissful ignorance of never meeting my meal. If I did, I know me, it would become a pet and pets are family and we don’t kill our family or so I’m told.

How many times have you thought about doing something you would never actually do?

How many times have you been scared by your own dark side?

How often do you really feel like a savage emotional creature who just happens to be human?

How often do you lie to yourself about it and pray no one ever finds out how savage you can really be?

Romantic love is who you share the savage with because the beasts play well together. It’s driven by primal lust we call seduction and passion but awakens a sexual beast that must be satiated. When you find that with someone, learn to adjust over time as it will be rough at first, however for that kind of lovemaking, definitely worth it.

I was born long ago
I am the chosen I’m the one
I have come to save the day
And I won’t leave until I’m done
So that’s why you’ve got to try
You got to breath and have some fun
Though I’m not paid I play this game
And I won’t stop until I’m done

The spirit within crying out from within.

The spirit that connects us all has been there since the beginning and lives through us all.

Everybody trying to teach you anything about the never ending quest to being the best you that you can be will tell you to breathe. Letting go of your body and allowing it to control your breathing can set you in a relaxed state really fast.

Fun usually involves laughter which we have all heard for a long ass time is the best medicine. Life is not a job and you are not going to get paid for being you alone. We play the game to have a life to show off when we are not doing what we do to afford our life.

None us ever stops until we hit the final dirt nap.

I don’t know why we always cry
This we must leave and get undone
We must engage and rearrange
And turn this planet back to one
So tell me why we got to die
And kill each other one by one
We’ve got to love and rub-a-dub
We’ve got to dance and be in love

Look at your life and what you have in it.

Look for the things in your life that make you happy.

What is it again you have to cry about?

Sure you can come up with a list if you want and it will all be valid.

So what?

You have to build your recovery from within.

You have to find the strength from within to overcome.

You must let go of the past and the ideas that anything is holding you back before you can propel forward.

The best way to learn more is engage with real people in discussion about real things if we are every going to fix the issues and make it better for the sum.

I’m a pacifist. It does not mean I don’t know how to defend myself if needed, it means I choose to find every other option first and let my own skills only come forth when everything else has failed.

Dancing is the best soul and body in one nourishing exercise there is. It allows the mind to let go of the body and let the music move you.

But what I really want to know is
Are you gonna go my way ?

Something no one can deny is that we all know better than we often behave and it won’t get any better until we find the way through peace and love and understanding and stop the violence.

Wandered the dark
Made it my home

Kick back the lights to their home
That wander in lost and alone

Went to the light
For the first time experienced fright

Decided to walk the silver line
Keep things from crossing from time to time

Found my way to the forest
I needed the rest

Time off from the endless war
That for me is such a bore

I wander through the trees
Looking for others like me

‘Tis the masters that I seek
Those who know how to be meek

With this forest as my home
Never am I alone

There is life at every turn
From the birds to the fern

I came here in despair
Unable to find any like me out there

I come to the edge from time to time
To look for another coming down the silver line

Come now and take your rest
Prepare we do for the final test

To go back from whence we came
To help them all become the same

The band who wrote this song might use the name Placebo, however I guarantee you can find a true cure for what ails you in the lyrics of this one.

Love on an atom, love on a cloud
To see the birth of all that isn’t now
Can you imagine a love that is so proud?
It never has to question why or how
Total abandon the love in my dreams
When I wake up I’m soaking in my sheets

From the fabric of existence in the smallest part of us to the outer rim of existence one thing binds it all together, love.

Take a step within yourself and look for the core of who you are and find the birth of who you are ever becoming and find the true being of love you wish you could be. That bright shining star that makes no excuses and laughs at fear and dives head first when you feel that drive from within.

Be who you wish you could be.

That takes a profound acceptance of just how amazing each of us can be when we get out of our own way and make it about giving the love not searching for it. A love so proud it walks in and spreads itself around any and every where it goes.

You bring that kind of love from within and the fire that burns never ends. It will fill your dreams with wondrous sights and when the flame burns that hot you can’t help but to sweat from your own heat.

When you live that kind of love and you meet a reflection of your projection that matches it in every way, dive away into the love found and know its a shared heart and two souls that can start to build a connection of a unified projection. A we that is a little of each and a sum of both. However before you can unite with another and have it be a flow of ease, one must unify one within.

That is the proud love of self love that is born of all that isn’t now.

Now is the expression of that love as it has grown from within.

Now is never ending and ever changing.

It’s a flow of life and a flow of love that always leaps with out a shove. It sees and feels where it is needed and moves one into word and action from within. Not caring why or how, simply flowing and growing and letting the flow determine the nature of the show.

The show is life’s theater and we are all stars on the stage.

For all of our youth
We have craved them
Their beauty and their truth

So we name them
And somehow they pull us through
We have craved them
For all of our youth

The reflections of ourselves we find ourselves in love with over the course of life each have a beauty and truth that reveals who we were back then that leaves us ever craving to be that person again. The face will always change but the love is always the same.

It’s the ones that brought out our best and put us tho the test to really be it from within. The only way to have it now is to let go of days and love gone by and embrace who you are on your own.

To see you can be that person with or without the love you think you need.

Once you do that and you find another who seems to make it less work and more fun to be that human being and you find you speak each others minds, that is the partner in life you find while you’re busy doing something else.

When that love connects it can be loud beyond loud.

Breathe
Believe
We are loud like love

It’s been a rough day for a lot of people who are grieving lost ones.

Yet another round of senseless killing in France and what is it that drives all this death and destruction?

Pain.

I always say forget the hate and heal the pain.

The hate comes from pain and suffering.

When we live in suffering the only thing that can make the pain stop at times is anger and rage. It gets used to spread that pain and suffering around as it did in Nice France.

It has been happening around the world a lot more frequently. We have had it happen in Turkey and other places around the world.

Why?

Pain.

The thing we never look at in violent crimes is the total history of what led to the event.  We fail to look at all the details that create the desire within one to strike out in rage and take life.

The one thing that none of us wants to admit is that any of us are capable of committing acts of atrocity. The one thing we want to turn a blind eye to is looking deep into the issue to find the source of pain that blurs the lines and brings the rage that only knows how to do one thing, destroy.

Days like today will have many calling for blood and laying blame so vengeance can be taken.

Violence begetting violence.

At some point we have to break the cycle or we will destroy ourselves.

How do we do it?

The bottom line is that we have to set aside the idea of countries and race and embrace the truth of one human race and act accordingly.

In steps what that looks like is forgiveness through understanding.

It’s the last thing any who lost someone wants to hear. I understand why.

I would ask of all to not only send the healing love and prayers to those who lost people in France but to also put the intent into sending that healing energy to every man woman and child on the planet.

I would ask all of you to stop asking for more violence.

I’m a veteran.

I’m a warrior.

What a warrior desires above all else is peace.

I look at my update feed on all my social media outlets and the thing that disgusts me most of all is those who ask for violence to be carried out.

Violence begets violence until we say “No more.”

No longer will we let violence beget violence.

No more will we cry out for vengeance.

No more we will ignore the pain that brings the violence.

No more violence.

Dive within to your very core to find the love that is there to send to all those in need.

I am.

If you don’t agree with me, please tell me why.

Quick history lesson.

Rock ‘N’ Roll got its name because it was the music people were fucking to in the back seats of cars across the nation.

Gene Simmons wasn’t inspired by The Beatles music to become a rock star, it was the screaming women that inspired the man to become The Demon on stage.

Last night someone tried to tell me Rock was dead.

The fuck it is.

Everywhere around the world people are going out getting drunk and fucking someone they wouldn’t have sober.

You can try and wrap it up anyway you want to feel better about it, however when you cut through it all, a drunken fuck is just that a drunken fuck.

While it could happen, there is most likely no love in the carnal act of a one night stand. It’s lust driven animal behavior and it feels good so we do it and find ways to make ourselves feel better about in the morning or we hate ourselves, the choice is ours.

Rock ‘N’ Roll Shaman people, at some point you had to see this coming from a mile away.

I know most of the time I am more reserved and make attempts to be clean and proper, however this Rock ‘N’ Roll.

George Throrgood put it best “Rock ‘N’ Roll is supposed to be dirty.”

The living spirit of Rock lives in our lust and our desire to party our asses of and enjoy some good old fashion visceral experience.

I’m no moralist, I’m a humanist. It’s healthy to cut loose once in a while. It’s good to let your hair down and let the beast come out and play, all I’m saying is know there will be shit to deal with so act accordingly to what you feel like dealing with in the morning.

As long as there are people out there somewhere trying desperately to get laid in bars, Rock ‘N’ Roll will never die.

As long as there are people who have had enough of being prim and proper and want to get visceral for the night, Rock ‘N’ Roll will live on.

The human will always be a savage and will always need an outlet for that savage and that is the heart and soul of Rock ‘n Roll.

Long live Rock ‘N’ Roll.

Well, I met an old man
Dying on a train.
No more destination,
No more pain.
Well, he said
“One thing before I graduate
Never let your fear decide your fate.”

Death is nothing more than a transformation. A graduation if you will from the pain of living.

We cling to our existence for some good reasons.

It feels good to be alive.

Look around at your life and see what it is that you cling to daily.

We are human and in that we are emotional creatures whose attachments define who we think we are. The things we cling to in life are often the things that make us feel alive and are how we give our life purpose and meaning.

When we make fear based decisions in life it can feel as though we are living in a cage. A cage we create in whose opinion matters to us. A cage we allow others to assist us in building for ourselves.

Who’s helping you build your cage and what does that cage look like?

Well, the sun one day will
Leave us all behind.
Unexplainable sightings
In the sky.
Well, I hate to be
The one to ruin the night.
Right before your, right before your eye

Karmic Law says that all that exists is right now.

Now is the progressive moment that never ends and is always evolving.

Science has shown us that in millions of years our sun will destroy our world.

Science has shown us our Milky Way Galaxy will collide with the Andromeda Galaxy in billions of years.

All that exists is now and now is all that matters.

It is far to often in life that we let ourselves be overly concerned about the future that is never set. We worry endlessly about what might happen.

There are times when fear can be a healthy thing based on the life we desire to lead. For example the idea of jumping out of a perfectly good airplane is not one that sounds good to me. On the same note if that plain is going down, I’ll be in line with a parachute ready to jump out the door.

I say ya kill your heroes and
Fly, fly, baby don’t cry.
No need to worry cause
Everybody will die.
Every day we just
Go, go, baby don’t go.
Don’t you worry we
Love you more than you know.

The lyrics here say kill your heroes and I disagree. Here’s why.

Here are some of my heroes from fiction and the really real world.

Bruce Lee has had more of an influence in who I continue to become than any other source. Bruce once said “I hope to free my followers from styles,patterns or molds.” To a man who embraces is individuality these are some of the wisest things anyone who finds themselves in a place to teach can say.

Jesus Christ taught people to live love, not follow him as a savior. I think there it was mistranslated in the book. I believe what he actually meant is that there is no way to saving oneself but through my words and teachings of love and to be love. When he said I abide in the father as the father abides in me, I believe he was telling us that God resides within us all.

Ghandi showed how to be a pacifist and still be a man who stands and fights only in a different way allowing the mind to be the only weapon any needs.

John Crichton is a character from a TV show called FARSCAPE. This character had the knowledge in his mind that could build the ultimate weapon and he was chased across the stars. He was dedicated to not building the weapon as his wisdom could see it would only destroy everything. A man who often found himself in situations that forced him to do things he didn’t want to in order to survive. John was always motivated by a desire to do the right thing in the moment and the character was often at odds with himself.

Daniel Jackson was a character in both film and TV. In film it was STARGATE. In TV it was STARGATE SG-1. The character was always in search of doing the right thing. He was a humanist and also believed that other species of sentient life deserved the same humane treatment that we all deserve.

Obi Wan Kenobi let Darth Vader kill him to prove he would indeed become more powerful than Vader could imagine. Over history martyrs and their legacy have had power that can not be fought. How do you fight a legend that inspires many into action.

Gene Roddenberry gave us a view of the potential of humanity that showed us rising above and coming together to explore the stars. Joining with other species from other worlds to be explorers and defenders. Gene has inspired millions if not billions for over 40 years.

Robin Williams was the eternal clown who once said he looked for the creativity in every waking moment of life. That’s a beautiful view to take through life to be constantly looking for ways to make others laugh and share the healing energy that laughter is.

My dad has never calls a physician Dr. To him it always seemed that if he should call them Dr. Whatever, they should call him Contractor Carter as both jobs serve an equal function to the continuing of the species. Who is the physician going to get to fix his drywall or remodel his kitchen?

I believe in equality in all aspects of life.

Let me be real clear on this point.

There is no justifiable or valid reason to elevate any above another.

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Get the point?

I say become your own hero by taking those you would call heroes and finding the aspects that you admire most and add them to the idea of who you are as you continue to grow and evolve. Take ownership of becoming the hero that others will tell stories about. You may never be famous however you will be a star to those whose lives you make positive impact in by being your own hero and letting yourself define what that looks like in living action.

Behavioral psychology is one of my specialties. Please allow me to demonstrate.

The other day I was discussing the issue of using sex to sell with Candice Galek who has taken her rise in celebrity very seriously and is someone I find I agree with when we exchange ideas on some of her posts that catch my attention. One of the things I respect most about Candice is that she is making every effort to use this new found celebrity to make a positive impact.

The topic we were discussing is the use of sex, specifically the female form to sell or gain attention.

Candice told me story about a post she wrote and used two different pictures to do an experiment in what draws people in on social media.

The first post used the picture of a shirtless man. Almost no one read it.

After changing the picture to one of a woman, people couldn’t wait to read it, men and women alike.

Here’s why this happens.

Side note: Thank you Candice for allowing me to use your name. My readers are used to me not giving names.

Quick lesson in history.

Originally marketing was called propaganda.

Quick lesson in the marketing industry.

It is the art or science if you will of using behavioral psychology to influence people based on emotional triggers.

I don’t remember a time in my life where the female form was not being used to sell everything.  Think about that for a moment.

We have been using women and their bodies as objects in triggering a buy now response. It works on men as they are visually stimulated generally speaking. It works on women in a different way. They want the mans attention and they see the form as one to aspire to be.

This creates a negative self body image for many women.

I do a lot of charity work in helping women rebuild their self image after abusive relationships. The one thing that is always the hardest is getting them to embrace their body as it is. Assisting them in seeing they are beautiful from the inside no matter what the outside looks like is not an easy task.

What makes it more difficult is women who blatantly use their bodies to get ahead in life. You see these women in commercials and in magazines and all over the internet.

We make celebrities out of models and pretty faces with pretty bodies. We elevate them to God like status in the attention and adoration they get from both sexes.

Question.

How many women that don’t fit the bill of beauty really get noticed?

Not all women use their body as a weapon to gain the upper hand to make a living. There are a lot of women who use their minds and are often treated like an empty shell because of their appearance.

Question.

How many models can you quote something they are known for saying?

I want to throw out a statistic that should scare you all.

In a survey 1 out of 3 college age men said they would rape a woman if they thought they could get away with it. What if it’s more than a third because some still lied even though it was an anonymous survey?

These young men don’t see women, they see objects of desire that have been used to market to them specifically. They have been overloaded with the idea of a woman being the object next to whatever she is selling regardless of whether or not she speaks.

This is the price we pay as a society for using the female form as a marketing tool for several decades to the point of brainwashing. It’s why women went to the second picture on Candice’s article as well as men. When it was half naked man not even the women were showing up to read.

That’s powerful results from the experiment.

This isn’t conjecture or opinion its documented fact based on scientific results.

Women are lining up to sell themselves as nothing more than an object because there is money to be made doing it.

What is a model if she is not a tool?

For every woman who offers her body up for marketing purposes thousands of others pay the price.

That price is those thousands having to work harder to be taken seriously.

That price is our daughters growing up wanting to be these women.

That price is too many women being treated like objects.

The real question after all of this is what can we realistically do about it?

Something Candice and I agreed on during our discussion is that it will not stop until women take a stand to stop taking the jobs that are all about showing it off to bring in the sales.

It really is that simple. I didn’t say easy.

The biggest obstacle is that on an emotional level it feels good to be wanted. It feels good to be adored by many regardless of the reason. It gets addictive. That’s how energy works.

These women and men who do it too are feeding off the desire they inspire on an energetic level.

It’s why many models and performers of all kinds often go into depression at the end of their careers. They are no longer getting their energetic fix and are going through withdrawals.

Think about the daughters of this world growing up saying they want to be Kim Kardashian. A woman who is more famous for her ass than anything else.

She has no talent to speak of and I doubt she has ever had a job. Her celebrity came from a reality TV show and her ass that she likes to show off as often as possible. She is not the only one.

These are the role models we are giving our daughters by making these kinds of people famous and playing into our base instincts and letting them use behavioral psychology to trigger our desires and insecurities by giving us the unattainable ideal and we eat it up.

What you all might find ironic is that Candice Galek is the founder and CEO of Bikini Luxe and had no idea when she started she would be in this position to have her voice heard and become influential.

How she has chosen to use that influential voice has earned the respect of many including me. Here’s why.

I am an Empath and a Telepath. That means I read the emotional totality of you in the moment. It means I have the ability to access your subconscious mind and know your true intent regardless of your words.

I know it freaks a lot of you out, however it doesn’t stop me from existing and doing it anyway.

Over the last month or so I have had the pleasure of having Candice as a connection on Linkedin and her updates show up in my news feed daily.

I watch this woman who became accidentally famous agonize over what to do with and about it while also making sure her business that employs 50 people stays successful. I have felt her wrestle with what to do next on a personal level as well as professional.

Sorry Candice in it’s in your energy and I have no off switch.

It’s because of what I have read in her energy that she has my respect.

It’s the questions she raises that has earned my respect.

It’s the stands that she does take that earned my respect.

That all said I want to be clear about how I feel about what she does for a living.

Bikinis are awesome and she is getting into lingerie.

It makes sense for her to use models for her apparel. It does not make sense for Carl’s Jr to have a half naked woman eating a hamburger and that’s the whole commercial.

To me it depends on what you are selling. Women’s clothes should have women models to give women an idea of what it looks like when worn.

Hamburgers don’t need a pretty girl to sell them or your burger isn’t that good.

Last night I attended the local vigil held by the LGBTQ held in response to the tragedy in Orlando.

People spoke and reminded us all that violence is never the answer and that we all deserve to be who we are no matter who that is and be able to find acceptance.

To bring it to an end we all formed a giant circle and just took a long moment of silence looking at each other with the intent of healing. There were many across untold number of cities that formed their own rings.

Rings of healing in a time of shock and tragedy.

Rings of people forgetting about the hate in order to heal the pain.

Linking rings together forms chains. We are all connected and last night there was a chain of healing created by all who attended these vigils.

As assuring as it is when we show up in time of tragedy to show our support for anyone or anything, why does it take the tragedy for us to take time out and find some people to form a healing ring with?

Anything we give our energy to we give our energy to.

What do you give your energy to that makes you feel as though you are part of a healing ring in an unseen chain?

How many chains are you connected to?

Leadership is a buzz word too often thrown around by consultants to show what they think they know.

It’s thrown around by CEO’s who still don’t fully understand what it looks like in living action.

Leadership has noting to do with business or governance, it is a quality of being and is a set of authentic behaviors that must be embraced by choice.

You can’t train it and many are born with it only to have it go unrecognized because they have no title, nor do they seek title.

No one can teach you to be a leader they can only assist you in discovering the leader you are when you allow yourself to be as it’s needed by the life you have created around you.

I have a new chain I connected to in The Change Team. A healing ring connected to many other healing rings.

A chain that spreads out like a web with many souls connected in common purpose whether they know each other or not in the flesh. Each speaking well adding to the majick that will bring us to a changed world that is already changing. It’s happening slowly and is picking up steam with every chain of healing rings that connects and simply keeps doing what they do.

We will reach a day where violence against the LBGTQ community will end and we will reach a day where we forget the hate and heal the world wide pain that is the source of the worldwide violence.

You, you may say. I’m a dreamer, but I’m not the only one.

Our numbers are growing my fellow dreamers and remember

And if you feel you can’t go on

I’ll be there to be strong becasue together we’re going to make it through

When the night turns into dawn it’s another victory won and I know I can carry on

This second set of lyrics aren’t as famous yet, so here is the rest of the song below.

I talk to a lot of people who are desperate to change the world and change it now.

It’s common among those who go through the awakening process to have a strong desire to live in a different world and to take part in creating it. I’ve talked to people from across the globe all with the same life mission. Each one going about it in a different way.

The most common thing I have noticed among these awakened souls, most of them are broke. A lot of them have grown to hate money. They tend to speak unkindly about those who are still in what is.

Karmic Law reminder.

Let go of what was.

Embrace what is.

Make changes for what will be.

There is a lot going on all over the world right now leading towards this “change” in humanity. However we can never forget to embrace what is.

Speak well, live well, talk mad shit, deal with mad shit.

I say that a lot. I like to remind myself.

There is nothing to be gained by holding hate for what is. Each of us wander and no one is lost.

I understand where the anger comes from in looking at the world today for the awakened soul.

It’s anger at yourself for not waking up sooner.

It’s anger at yourself for not recognizing everyone has the birthright to live as they will.

It’s self loathing for not being able to reconcile embracing what is while slowly making changes in the way you live to become an example by living your talk.

Been there, done that, got the T-Shirt.

I was trying to get back to the book this morning however this was bugging me.

I was introduced to Bitcoin recently. It’s an open source stock market of sorts and Bitcoins are security bonds that are used as currency or stock. You have to buy them or earn them or get a handout from someone. Yep, sounds just like cash to me.

It’s the same as money only no banks, however it’s the same game of the haves and the have nots. There’s nothing noble about it. In fact I’ve noticed a sense of superiority or the idea of being better than everyone not using it within the Bitcoin community.

Who are any of us to judge any other?

It is a segregated community because it does take regular money to buy into the new game with slightly different rules.

Money isn’t a bad thing, it’s what you do to earn it and what you do with it. Money is another form of energy and until someone builds something that does not require a buy in as Bitcoin does, money is not going away anytime soon.

Embrace what is while slowly making changes for what will be.

The truth is.

It has infinite expressions.

There’s ways of telling the truth.

One can be blunt in ones expression of the truth or one can take one on an adventure of a story to reveal the truth with a softer touch. One can use humor to soften the blow and even music can reveal the truth with a mind at ease.

The truth is.

It’s not personal and it’s not something anyone can own. These things I’ve said before. The truth is the key to every door. In honest expression of who you think you are is where you find the freedom to be the change you would like to see in the world.

Wisdom is revealed in experience and in learning from it or that of another in how one chooses to live life. The wise are those who follow wise guidance even their own. Why wouldn’t I do for me what I am saying you should do for you?

Empathy is taking that moment to think what if it was me?

The truth is there is nothing new and everything is a rehash of something else.

The truth is you are the story you live.

Live a good story and give yourself memories worth commemorating by sharing them and allowing the story of you to live on through as many who share it.

The truth is each of us is living a tale we never stop telling. Some of us write it down for the rest to read, most don’t and that’s OK.

You are not alone and how long can you run
It’s much to late if you dont know what you’ve got ’til it’s gone
Once upon a time you were a child but that was yesterday
Believed that magic in your heart would never fade away

But hold your head up high and let your spirits fly
Keep hope alive yes deep inside and your dreams will never die

What is it you’re running from or to?

What is it around you that makes you feel the need to get away?

Everyday is a day of growth and learning and we can be the child at the start of everyday and grow to maturity throughout the day.

There is magic and there is Majick. Here’s the difference.

The magic we are familiar with often involves rituals and invocations and offerings to appease gods and stuff such as that.

Majick is the spell you weave with your every word that creates the path you follow in life. Hold the dream alive inside and allow your thoughts to be your prayers and choose how you speak carefully to bring those dreams to life through shared creation. As independent in thought as we can be, we must share in the creation process in order to bring any dream to life.

Oooh take a breath, close your eyes you’re on the road again
And then you realize they’ve brought you back to life again
Something’s never change but if you fantasize
You’ll feel it deep inside yourself and then you’ll realize

When you feel it coming
When you hear the sound
You’ll always laugh when you wanna cry
And then you’ll know it deep inside

When you step back far enough from your life and your view of it, you can find the cosmic joke.

You can find how the life and dream you saw dying is often brought back to life after removing some people from your life so the ones who have a similar vision can step in so you can bring it to life together.

When you have doubt in your dream you will be faced with those who doubt you in the reflections of you that pop up until you learn to say “fuck it I’m doin’ it anyway.”

At times it might require a change in direction in order to make that dream a reality. Often that change in direction allows for others dreams to become as well. The more people you have working together to bring a similar vision to life, the grander that vision and dream can become as it evolves through the Majick of your support and the work you do together.

It does take real work for real Majick. The spell weaving of our words only sets us in motion to allow the Universe, God, whatever helps you sleep better, guide us in becoming the human we need to be in order to do the work to bring the dream to life. The Majick is always in us and is about us becoming the projection of our desire, not just the wanting of it and excepting it to come, the real work of becoming so that your projection will find the reflections that have a similar vision.

Everything I know, what I know is true
Everyone of us is inside of you
We are one
We are one

You are me, I am you
What you see, is all true

I sat on a bench and talked to myself yesterday. It looked like I was talking to a friend of mine. During the conversation we both mentioned it more than once “It’s nice to talk to me.”

We are all connected and given the flesh and the ego process to develop an individual view that allows new and different ways of discovering the same universal or absolute truths, however expressing them in infinite ways.

You are me and I am you and we are one.

It’s “I’m in it for the sum” at the end of the day regardless of the work I do that day for the some that make their way to me or I them or us as one simply finding each other finally.

Far too often we question the simplicity as if it has to be more complex than it is. I work at accepting the simplicity that life can be and when I say simple I do not mean easy.

We are one.

Every generation
Blames the one before
And all of their frustrations
Come beating on your door

I know that I’m a prisoner
To all my Father held so dear
I know that I’m a hostage
To all his hopes and fears

Forget blame and think about taking responsibility for things you have done and do.

Think of it as owning your choices and giving yourself the opportunity to make different ones instead of saying “It’s the way it is.”

I talk to a lot of younger adults mostly in their in early to mid 20’s and I find the number one frustration they have is with the idea of authority. That anyone is entitled to tell them what to do or how to do it. My dad was raised that authority rules and you do as you’re told no questions asked. An idea many my age and older still hold dear as they feel as though it’s now their turn to be the authority.

Many feeling held hostage to ideas an concepts that this younger generation can’t stand and I am with them.

Crumpled bits of paper
Filled with imperfect thought
Stilted conversations
I’m afraid that’s all we’ve got

You say you just don’t see it
He says it’s perfect sense
You just can’t get agreement
In this present tense
We all talk a different language
Talking in defense

There are times in life I write things down because I need to get it out and I know that saying it out loud to someone will simply lead to more frustration.  I said it in a piece a couple days ago, for some it would take an act of God to get them to open their minds to something different than what they think they know.

While the older generation tries to use authority, the younger generation responds to leadership.

The language of authority is refusing to budge and refuses to acknowledge much less answer questions about the choices they make.

The language of leadership is always looking for ways to do it better and listens to any who have an idea.

So we open up a quarrel
Between the present and the past
We only sacrifice the future
It’s the bitterness that lasts

So don’t yield to the fortunes
You sometimes see as fate
It may have a new perspective
On a different date
And if you don’t give up, and don’t give in
You may just be O.K.

As long as we argue, nothing gets done.

There is a very personal meaning for me in this second stanza.

We talk at times about people who sell out. We do it as a matter of judgement because we feel we have the moral high ground to do so. To me there is observation and there is judgement and the two can seem as though they are one in the same at times. I often find what we learn as time goes on can have a profound impact on what it is we thought we observed when then.

I always say “Rest, but never quit.”

Say it loud, say it clear
You can listen as well as you hear
It’s too late when we die
To admit we don’t see eye to eye

It is too frequent that we only listen to find our opportunity to say what we wanted to say and do not allow what is being said to really be heard. We already made up our minds about what we wanted to say and no one is going to change it.

We’ve all done it and I personally work at it as I catch myself from time to time.

We always take for granted that tomorrow will come and we will have another chance at it. We never know for sure what tomorrow will bring.

This song was written by a son to his father. So many children and parents have problems in finding that equal ground. I know at times I still do with my own parents, however I work at making sure it doesn’t get in the way as much as I can.

I also work at with my son to never have it become something that relates to this song.

I work at it.

It takes work and an open mind to attempt to understand their side and find new and different ways of explaining myself.

That’s not with parents alone, that’s humanity and every human relationship regardless of the title we give to the others involved.

Family.

Coworkers.

Friends.

Governments.

It’s the choices we make when we don’t see eye to eye that define who we are in the moment. We can either work at resolution or revolution.

I choose resolution in the living years before it’s too late.

One dream, one soul, one prize,
One goal, one golden glance of what should be,

What should be?

Depends on who you ask.

Each one of us has a dream, that something that if only….

It can drive us to think it’s what should be as if somehow we are entitled to it.

What’s the prize for you?

What’s the goal of what you think should be?

Who does it benefit?

In sessions I often tell people to think about what it is you want most in life and then ask yourself why you want it.

One shaft of light that shows the way,
No mortal man can win this day,

You are that one shaft of light showing yourself the way. Your light illuminates your path and is what projects what reflects back at you.

When you realize it’s not a game or a war you see there’s nothing to win. We have war because we refuse to put an end to the war within. With the martial art I designed there is one core philosophy.

If you ever put yourself in the position to use it, than you need to back track your steps and see where it could have been avoided.

Wars not make one great.

Yoda

You find your own greatness in bringing peace to yourself and being a living example of it. Hardest lesson for a man like me to live. I have a warriors heart. It has never been physical combat that I sought. It was the war of ideas that is the battlefield I chose for my life for many years. As I continue to allow myself to learn and grow through the ever evolving circumstances of my life, I find no desire to even debate these days.

There’s nothing to be won.

An open  mind will listen and ask questions. A closed mind will fight it and there is nothing you can do except plant the seed and walk away.

When I think about the line “No mortal man can win this day” it reminds me we each have free will and it would take an act of God to change some peoples minds.

The bell that rings inside your mind,
Is challenging the doors of time,

The waiting seems eternity,
The day will dawn of sanity,

Time is a location.

A set of coordinates for an event.

All that exists is now and it’s eternal and ever evolving and changing.

Sanity begins in doing something different to get different results.

This flame that burns inside of me,
I’m hearing secret harmonies

Secret, interesting word to me.

The things we keep secret are for protection, whether it be for our protection or to protect someone else. I live a life of keeping other peoples secrets because it goes with the job. Part of what I do is assist you in building your life and figuring out the best way to protect that life you are building. It’s not easy to keep some secrets that you can see will have such a profound impact on the rest of the world. However it has to wait until the world is ready to hear it.

No one is unreachable, they are only on their part of their path that means for now, they are not for you or your message. We each wander and none are lost. We each make progress at the rate we learn from our own experiences. We discourage ourselves more than others when we expect them to see it our way.

There is an art to giving people the small pieces they need in the moment that will allow them to grow at their rate not ours. It is an art that I don’t think any of us ever truly masters. I haven’t and work at it daily.

It is allowing yourself to be led as a teacher by being a student in learning what the needs in front of you really are by listening. Those are the secret harmonies that allow for a connection to be built that allows for greater things to happen.

This rage that lasts a thousand years,
Will soon be done, done,

Rage sown will be reaped.

Rage reaped will hurt and cause untold harm and can and often hits more than you alone.

Too often rage begets rage and on this world it has lasted longer than a thousand years.

Will it soon be done?

How will it come to an end?

One by one?

A big event that shocks the world into peace?

Global annihilation from nuclear war?

There is more than one way to bring something to an end.

It’s a kind of magic

Magic is illusion and slight of hand.

Majick is very real and easier than we want it to be. It takes no ritual, no spells, no wands, no wizards or witches, no incantations, no herbs, no sacrifices of any kind.

Majick in not black or white or gray or any other color.

True majick is as easy as speaking.

Every thing you say gives life to your life.

Every word is felt regardless of it being heard. That’s the majick that makes the world go round.

We all feel we know who is full of it and who isn’t. We like to think we aren’t even though most of us are without realizing it.

It’s the only way I can explain how Donald Trump and Hillary Clinton are even in the running and why Bernie Sanders is favorites of people who dropped out of the political and corporate games and have no special interest to be served as their interest is in the sum, not the some.

That’s the closest you will get to me talking politics for very good reasons.

If we want see change in the world we have to elect people who are not the same thing we have been dealing with for decades.

Don and Hill are the same old same old and Bernie is not.

I’m all in favor of change and I’m sick and tired of the same old same old.

Your choice is your and in this we have the power to condemn each other or give each other hope by the choice of who we put in office.

For my worldwide audience, if one of the first two gets elected, who can I come live with outside of the USA?

Bernie is an end to the rage.

That’s the closest you will get to me talking politics for very good reasons.

I am done with rage and the cage it creates.

Love and blessings to you all.

I won’t let you down
I will not give you up
Gotta have some faith in the sound
It’s the one good thing that I’ve got
I won’t let you down
So please don’t give me up
‘Cause I would really, really love to stick around, oh yeah

I’m in the business of empowering people and assisting them in lifting themselves up to the life they feel belongs to them. When I think about what it would look like for me to let someone down, the thing that keeps coming back is that if I ever quit what I do. I can think of more than a few who have told me on too many occasions to never stop because of what I did for them.

People have invested in me as much as I’ve invested in them in the emotional strength we share. A strength built on a connection of pure love. A connection built on not giving up no matter where your life or mine is in the moment that is now.

I think about the last sound I heard that gave me something to believe in and have faith in. It’s Brother from the Mother ship. He has a powerful voice and the lyrics he seeks to bring to life with his voice are truly inspiring. I have faith in the sound of his music and the trans-formative effect it has already been having on me.

I use music quite a bit to help maintain and re-align my view of life and what I am doing with and about mine.

Each of us has someone or few people in our lives that are a source of inspiration. People who get us to look inward and see what they see in us and encourage us to bring more of that to the surface. My life is blessed to have several who love me greatly and are always bringing better and better out of me by showing me what they see that inspires them.

I work at making sure I’m doing the same for them.

These are the people I love to have around me.

Heaven knows I was just a young boy
Didn’t know what I wanted to be
To win the race? A prettier face!
Brand new clothes and a big fat place
But today the way I play the game is not the same
No way
Think I’m gonna get myself happy

I joined the US Air Force at 17 after graduating High School 6 months early. I had no clue what I wanted to do and the idea of more school was totally unappealing to me.

As time went on in life and I moved from military life back to civilian life I found the desire to win that rat race so many run and to wear nice clothes and live in a nice home.

I had it too.

At 23 I was managing 350 people and generating $30-50 million dollars a month in sales for my companies client after I edited and rewrote some of their sales scripts. My company was getting $2-3 million dollars a month from the client due to how efficiently I ran my phone sales floor as a manager.

Where it all went down hill was a pretty face that broke my heart.

Today I don’t play games, I play the players.

One of my skills allows me to “mirror” people. I have a good idea of their intent and have an annoying way of cutting them off at the pass. It freaks people out when I call them out for what they are doing.

To them there is no way I should have a clue.

I get myself happy when I see the growth take place in front of me as I work with clients. Over the last few years I have worked with more than a thousand people as they worked at empowering themselves to be who they are and find the joy in their life or walk away from the misery. It was more of a temporary partnership and the hardest thing I face on a professional level is often clients want to stay around in my life and I appreciate them each and every one for so much more than that.

It’s bitter sweet for me when they reach that point where they no longer need me. I truly care about each and everyone of them however there are others who need what I do and I move on. What makes me happy is when I do hear from them from time to time and they tell me where they are in life and how much better their life has become.

All we have to see
Is that I don’t belong to you
And you don’t belong to me

As a species we are obsessed with the concept of “mine.”

My parents, my kids, my friends, my car, my house, my cat, my wife, my husband.

The only thing we truly own is our view of life.

Even these bodies we are simply using to enjoy the human ride while we are here before we go back to where ever it is that helps you sleep better at night.

I say my clients at times, I don’t own them, they don’t own me even though they do pay me.

Your company does not own you.

We belong to ourselves and we share who that is because if we think about giving it to someone then we give them power over us. We unknowingly often attempt to take power over others without realizing it.

I think there’s something you should know
I think it’s time I stopped the show
There’s something deep inside of me
There’s someone I forgot to be

Whether we like to admit or not, we put on a show for people frequently in life.

We show them what we think will bring them in and keep them around.

We show them we are here and nothings wrong.

We show them everything except what is going on inside.

Stop the show and look within to see who you forgot to be.

For me, I sometimes to forget to simply be me as I get too focused on work and need to remember the little things I do that often touch lives I will never see in a session however needed it anyway.

You have no idea how many lives you’ve touched or inspired. Most of us have no clue. Were too busy simply being who we are from deep inside to care about numbers such as those.

It’s the number 1 that means the most to me.

Not being number 1, moving from 1 to another, 1 at a time.

Freedom
You’ve got to give for what you take

There are so many ways to interpret this last one that I leave it up to you to tell me what it means to you to give the freedom you take.

I like to step on cracks
I go against the odds

Look at your life for a minute.

When the odds are against you, what do you do?

While you think about it, here’s what I do and why.

I’ve always been one to like it when the odds are stacked against me. It started when I was a kid playing with the kids in my neighborhood. We played war and chased each other around with toy guns. It was usually the other kids against me until it had to be the other kids against me.

I like to look at going against the odds as the opportunity to bring forth my best in the situation.

To this day I accidentally sneak up on and scare people after learning to move quietly as a kid playing a game.

What is it in your life that you feel the odds are against you?

What is it going to take from within you to beat those odds?

These are questions we ask ourselves daily without thinking about it in these terms. We think about what need to do in order to do what we want while taking care of our needs at the same time.

Your needs and wants will be different than mine and that’s a good thing for all of us.

It inspires people to see others step out and be the underdog. You don’t do it to inspire them, that’s a side effect of finding within whatever it takes from you to reach that goal or bring that dream to life.

I leave when others stay
I never re-decide

Think about it from the aspect of what you feel is holding you back from bringing the dream to life.

At times it requires us to leave jobs, marriages and/or friendships behind.

Once you choose a goal, changing your mind is the fastest way to make sure you never reach it.

I often find the most confusing thing for me in life is narrowing down the options and finding the best course to make the dream a reality. Often we allow ourselves to be pulled in many directions as we figure out where that path is to take us on the journey we want to take.

Think about it for yourself for a while.

What do you need to leave behind to move forward?

I don’t mind if you wait
But I don’t waste my time

Patience is my biggest challenge on a daily basis. However there is a time to lose ones patience based on the circumstances one finds oneself in.

Often we find ourselves saying I’m waiting on this or that in order to do this or that. We give ourselves an out to sit back and wait for something majickal or miraculous to happen.

I tend to write a lot. Here’s why.

I’m always finding inspiration that “moves” me to write. It comes in many forms. Each of us is inspired to do something by something. Following that inspiration takes work. That work can have some aspects to it that at times feels as though it is in the way of us doing more of what we want.

That work is what you were inspired to do. Instead of wasting time arguing with yourself over it, just do it.

I wear a Nike hat to remind me of that.

I remember when it used to be easy
I remember when it wasn’t so hard

When I worked in the corporate world it was easy most days. However it didn’t start out that way. I had a learning curve.

It got easier because I had a defined set of parameters to work within. I do some of my best work in doing the work for other people. I find it’s easier for me to use the guidelines others need fulfilled than my own.

My problem is I am aware of what I am able to do and often try to go in every direction with it at once. I think a lot of us go through this. We see all the options and know our capabilities and don’t want to limit ourselves out of fear of missing out on something.

I won’t justify
The way I live my life
‘Cause I’m the one livin’ it
Feelin’ it, tastin’ it

I have no problem explaining it, however justification implies you’re doing something wrong.

Only you ever truly know what feels right to you and why.

When we allow other people to tell us it’s wrong to live the way we do, it can be for a myriad of reasons depending on the life we are leading. It’s not about us, more often than not it’s about them.

We often project our own issues on other people. When I see some one working at the life they desire, I ask what I can do to be of assistance.

Asking each other to justify the lives we lead is how we know we are not comfortable with our own life. If you are focused on your life and building your life you don’t have time to worry about what others are doing unless it directly affects you.

That’s not a license to ignore people. It takes other people to assist you in building our life. It takes being willing to ask for assistance.

With the type of work I do, it’s new to a lot of people. Mediums channeling the higher self.

I get it, when I realized it’s what I do, it was a little freaky to me too and I do it.

One thing I have been searching for is a business manager who understands what I do and can translate that to people who don’t understand it.

I have found me talking about it leaves people with mixed reactions. Here’s why.

We have a habit of wanting a second opinion or to hear about the experience someone else had. We have trust issues as a species. Me included.

We want a history or proven track record or we fear we are going to be taken advantage of.

We want something concrete we can see or touch for verification.

None of you has been on this side to see it from my side. A lot of you can’t even imagine what it would really be like to be a Medium. Sure we have some stories and movies and TV shows we use as reference instead of talking to the people who do it.

None of us has been on your side of it with what you do and why you do it the way you do.

Does it frustrate you when people ask you to prove yourself?

Honest question.

It is often frustrating when we feel as though we are in a never ending cycle of proving ourselves over and over again. It can feel as though we never stop paying our dues.

We all go through it and it often can lead to leaving behind the naysayers to embrace the people who get it and offer us support in a myriad of fashions.

The line between need and want is easy to allow to become a gray fog a mile wide.

Last night as a crowd of young adults got out of a cab, I observed their character in nothing more than a glance.

To prove me right 2 of them ended up coming over and talking to me and what I read in a glance was confirmed.

I read people that fast.

I read your soul energy which is the totality of your emotional self in the moment.

I never get details, I get an emotional imprint of who you are not what you have been through or are going through.

I don’t know you or your life experience however I understand who you are underneath all of it.

It’s what allows me to assist you in creating the true projection that is you underneath the scars of life experience.

The Law Of Reflection says the mirror always lies.

The people around you reflect who you are projecting and you reflect who they are projecting. Neither ever knowing the totality of each other and the experiences that shaped who you are projecting.

The Law of Reflection is based on making the needed changes in you to allow the life you desire to be reflected back at you.

You become your desire.

For a Brother of mine that is becoming something he has been looking for. What that is going to do for his life is going to be an honor and a privilege to be a part of.

With what I do I rarely get to be there as that life you dreamed of unfolds.

The majick that is my life is being able to watch the growth that will open the door to that hall of mirrors. It takes love and pure intent to really be what some one needs versus what they could be for you.

It takes setting aside your wants and at times your own needs. What that looks like is always based on what’s happening and what brought us to this place.

The greatest reward makes an impact and the greatest impact is never made in your life alone.

To reap the greatest reward one must sow with purpose and intent and exercise patience to allow the seed to grow.

We sow our lives with every word we speak whether we like it or not.

Our true intent is always felt regardless of the words we use or the mask we wear.

Every one of us could benefit from having a business manager to assist us in the business of managing our lives.

That person that is not only there for emotional support, they also understand your vision of the life you’re creating in becoming what you desire most.

More like a life manager.

That’s not always going to be someone you are romantic with and at times it’s better it isn’t.

The partner you share your bed with is there to ground you as well as assist you in shining bright.

We all want to have someone to share our bed with and when we find one that brings out who we were too afraid to be we find other people to assist us in being that while we look forward to sleep with the one who inspired it.

We have many partners in our life that we assist as much as they assist us.

What I’ve always needed is what I do for other people.

What I’ve always wanted was someone to do for me what I do.

I’m having it reflected back at me, what I’ve become and the clarity of my projection is why I’m at peace with my life as it’s unfolding though I’m two steps away from hitting the panic button.

Faith isn’t faith until it’s all you’re holding onto.

Faith and belief are two different things.

We want to believe.

We need to have faith in ourselves first and in others as they results come in to build it.

Blind faith can and sometimes is rewarded and usually isn’t as blind as we pretend.

Nothing happens by chance and every circumstance is an opportunity to grow.

I am wise, however I’m not overly educated.

It always seemed to me that the sign of true intellect is not what you have studied, it’s in expressing yourself in a way anyone can understand.

It’s not in making it so complex they rely on you, it’s in making it so simple they don’t need to rely on you.

With every single client my goal is make sure you don’t need me in the fewest sessions possible. I have worked with people for months and some years and some in one session.

It all depends on you and the work you put it into you before we start and the work you do as we work together.

I need clients.

I need a manager.

I want to keep pretending I can do it on my own.

We all want to pretend we are doing it on our own.

I’m done pretending.

Give me what I could never ask for
Give me the drug you know I’m after
Connect me and you could be my chemical

Think about it for a minute.

What is it you want but could never ask for?

I have a few things on that list and I understand why each of them is on that list. I use myself as an example to create a connection through understanding. Though the experiences are different the lessons learned are often the same.

What is the drug I’m after?

I self medicate using coffee, dark chocolate almond milk, nicotine and marijuana.

Each a drug.

Each of us has a list of drugs we take and don’t even think twice about because we associate the word “drug” with substances.

TV is a drug.

Facebook is a drug.

Porn is a drug.

Movies are a drug.

Music is a drug.

Anything that causes a chemical change in the brain is a drug and is mind altering.

Sex is a drug.

Exercise is a drug.

Yoga is a drug.

Meditation is a drug.

Prayer is a drug.

Anything that causes a chemical change in the brain is a drug and is mind altering.

Any questions so far?

The drug I use other drugs for, the thing we all chase no matter how we do it is bliss.

Not love, bliss.

We search out for that blissful feeling that makes everything perfect no matter how fucked things might be. When you find that in a conversation, it’s a drug once experienced that is very difficult to let go of.

I’ve noticed people who get that blissful feeling from me often have a hard time letting me go.

For example there is a woman I’ve tried to kick out of my life who still reads all of this stuff. She did not provide that same blissful feeling in return. It was all work to put up with her.

There is no bliss within her so she has none to share and instead looks to feed off the bliss of others. My inner bliss is a connection to the universal consciousness. It’s a sea of never ending bliss that I rarely allow myself to remember I can experience at any time.

Bliss is a drug.

You can’t ask for bliss.

No matter what it is you do, the real drug we are all after is bliss.

I am the bliss for others that I seek for myself. I became what I desire most and find the ability to find it everywhere no matter how bad things might be around me or how other things may seem.

As I become my desire the mirrors of that desire keep popping up to remind me I made it to the room my projection has opened to me.

I have attracted nothing. I have even seen it everywhere I go in who talks to me and who doesn’t. I see it in the conversations we have. It’s why I feel the law of a attractions is a lie and the law of reflections is closer to the actuality of life.

We reap what we sow not what we want.

Our thoughts create our reality not our desires.

Our desires shape what thoughts we allow.

Our thoughts become the words and actions that are reflected back at us.

What is it you want so much that you would become it to have it in your life?

Figure out what that is and you found your purpose in life.

Only you can figure it out for you.

I am a man who walks alone
And when I’m walking a dark road
At night or strolling through the park

When the light begins to change
I sometimes feel a little strange
A little anxious when it’s dark.

The light we become is born from our darkness. We put things in  our darkness we would not want the rest of the world to see out of fear of being judged and seen as if there is something wrong with us.

We always walk alone in our darkness whether we walk the streets or take a stroll through any park. It doesn’t matter if it’s day or night our darkness is always around us.

 Have you run your fingers down the wall
And have you felt your neck skin crawl
When you’re searching for the light ?
Sometimes when you’re scared to take a look
At the corner of the room
You’ve sensed that something’s watching you.

No one likes to be watched unless they have put themselves at the center of things. When we sense the unseen taking interest in us it can sometimes bring about fear. You feel it there, however you can’t see it or touch it and it can be unnerving.

I always say that if there was a personification of God it would make God the ultimate stalker. That idea of something or someone ever present ever watching is a scary one when we are not at peace with who we are and the things we do when we are alone.

However we always get a sense of the people we meet.

We are spirits wrapped in flesh and we are all connected.

I say everything in existence is a face and facet of what God truly is. We have a lower self that enjoys all the pleasures the flesh has to offer. No matter how dark the desire is, the flesh can find a way to enjoy it.

The higher self is our connection to what some call the Universal Consciousness and I call the Big U. I call it the Big U because it’s all of you in spirit. We are a hive mind that takes the form of flesh to enjoy what individuality is and can be.

 Watching horror films the night before
Debating witches and folklore
The unknown troubles on your mind
Maybe your mind is playing tricks
You sense,and suddenly eyes fix
On dancing shadows from behind.

At times setting ourselves up to be scared can be fun.

A scared woman will cuddle closer to the one next to her.

A scared man will cuddle closer to the one next to him.

I’ve had a lot of conversations about Majick recently. Real Majick not illusion, not some long forgotten secret art, something we all do every day in every way without realizing it most of the time.

The Universe manifests for us and will allow us to think we are doing it ourselves and play into our ego expression.

This often leads many to feeling as though they are Wizards or Sorcerers or Witches and for some, they go off the deep end and think they are a god or a Djinn or something other than human.

We want to feel as though we have the power because we fear being weak. Funny thing is the ultimate power in the Universe is choice. Our choices create the path before us.

Karmic Law says and science has proven, our thoughts create our realities.

I forget who I was talking to the other night who said “Our thoughts are our prayers and our words our spells.”

Wise words and a simple way to view the Majick we all do.

When one becomes their light, they leave their darkness behind.

For me, I am a recovering sex addict. So for me I became a Tantra master in order to leave my desires at home and I go out in search of growth, learning, friendship, family and pure love connections.

My darkness is nothing for any to see except those I become lovers with. I have no need to be a lover with every woman and I’m not into men. I’ve thought about it, simply not my thing. However I enjoy hanging out with gay men, they tend to be entertaining. They also have strength and courage as many of them came out to families who don’t get them.

I respect them, they have been through some shit and probably take more than they should from a world still homophobic.

What’s to be afraid of?

I often find those who experience homophobia are often denying the desires they have within them.

Courage is not the absence of fear it’s knowing you’re afraid and saying “Fuck this shit, I’m doing it anyway.”

“I’m going to be me anyway”

“I’m going to talk to ______ anyway.”

“Fuck fear!”

It’s finding a way to do what you’re afraid of not because the fear is gone, you do it because you refuse to let fear run your life. I often find on the other side of my fears is the life I never would have thought I could have.

It’s scary to do what I do in this world as it is. It’s scary to tell the world “I’ll give you the benefit of what and who I am and what I can do without ever asking for anything in return.”

My desire is to never let fear make my choice.

My choice is to stand, face my fears and do it anyway.

As for what I keep in my darkness, my peace and my side of bliss.

It’s what creates that bliss in the light I choose to be. I give all that I am to any around.

Tonight I’m taking my Magic cards out to hang with some new friends who also play Magic: The Gathering. I’m bringing bliss with me, the bliss I find in allowing my higher self to connect me to the bliss all around and within us.

I’m also looking forward to kickin’ some ass on the table.

If you’re going to play a game, play to win. The only game I play right now is Magic: The Gathering and I look forward to the gathering around the park bench tonight.

I go out in the dark because there is nothing fear but fear itself as JFK once said.

I’m also nocturnal and I spend most of my day giving my energy to my parents so they can do what they need to do. It drains me all day long and I sleep off and on through out the day.

Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a constant fear, thought you heard
Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a phobia that someone’s always there.

I find comfort that there is always something or someone there. Understanding we are never truly alone and that loneliness is nothing more than a choice.

What are you afraid of?

Face your fears.

Whisper if you feel me.

When I go out to do what I do I strap my boots on. The boots I wear I received 24 years ago in June. They’re my basic training combat boots from the Air Force.

I thought about using the song THESE BOOTS ARE MADE FOR WALKING, to tell this tale, however I found the song has no relation to me and my boots.

I walk all over no one and see no reason to ever to do that.

I walk to people and I walk away, to walk all over is to insist the need for vengeance or vindication or a sense of victory.

The victory is when the war within comes to an end and you can walk away because there is nothing to fight or fight for.

I wear my boots to remind me of where I came from.

To remind me that the Air Force taught me integrity.

To remind me to walk my talk.

To remind me to live my integrity.

I am in an entirely new line of service to the people and the land and my boots help me remember that.

Friday night a Brother reminded me who I was and who I have become when he said “Warrior Love”

I replied “I am on the pure love mission but you stay on warrior duty.”

It’s a new role for me. I have a warriors heart and always have. However the time for me came to be nothing more than a teacher and a guide. I am no healer and I am no protector and I am no longer the warrior I was.

I’ll confess I have studied martial arts for decades and I have the ability to rip an attackers throat out based on the warrior I was.  I am not interested and if I could, I would forget everything I know about physical combat, all combat for that matter.

I’m a Hippy with a Rock ‘N’ Roll heart. A man of peace. A man of love, the pure love the world needs more of. I’m not even interested in debate.

My style of fighting for my life these days is to simply say here I am and if you can’t hang with me, walk away, because I am going now where.

I find the people who have a hard time being around me are fighting their own war and I have no desire to be apart of it. Instead I like to help people see how to end that internal conflict as this reflection has no rage to project.

There is a difference between standing your ground and refusing to move and fighting.

Look at Gandhi.

A man of peace who never fought, he stood his ground and refused to be moved. If I am in the home of another you bet your ass I leave if they ask.

However stadnin’ out on the street, I am not going anywhere. I am going back again and again. I found a new favorite Friday night place to hang out and talk to people outside. It upset some people who like to use it as their personal feeding ground.

Feeding off the energy of others. Me I find my presence negates their feeding.

Like it says in HUNGER STRIKE, I won’t feed on the powerless.

Some people have no problem feeding on anyone and the powerless make it easier and sweeter to stalk. There are Empaths who like to feed off your light to fuel their dark desires.

They often make themselves the center of things and show off and draw attention to themselves.

When you watch someone trying to feed all night in this manner it’s pathetic. You see how hollow they are allowing them selves to be the mirror of your light in order to feed on you.

It’s disgusting.

It’s the lowest form of using the gift it is to be an Empath.

It’s inhuman and vampiric in nature. These would be the energy vampires you hear about. Nothing more than Empaths who have decided to feed off the energy of people without giving back.

I stood my ground Friday night and did no fighting. I stood my ground and ruined the feeders feast and I will be around to make sure that one never feeds around me again.

I don’t have to fight, I just have to show up and let it flow.

A Taltos is often their communities early warning system, feeling what’s coming from a mile away giving the community time to prepare. In history a Hungarian King was thought to be Taltos as his early warning prepared the country to fight off would be invaders who thought it was easy pickings.

I wear boots to remind me to live my integrity and walk my talk.

I’m a Hippy with a Rock ‘N’ Roll heart.

I look back at the free love movement from decades ago and I can clearly see why it failed.

Today I wander about and talk with many and the common theme is psychedelic drugs and taking that kind of trip to expand consciousness and awareness. For me total sobriety is what most describe an acid trip as.

I was born with that total awareness.

The drugs are a cheat and a shortcut to use instead of doing the work. I’ve spoken with many who have taken so much LSD that it has forever changed them and not in helpful ways.

Cosmic Alchemy 101.

To receive one must give.

When we shortcut it we give up chunks of ourselves to what or whoever we are using to shortcut it.

Some use sex.

In fact there was a guy, you know someone who will fuck you because they can, that was selling sex as a way to super-consciousness with the idea that a man should only orgasm once a year.

Quick biology lesson.

For men it’s actually healthy to orgasm several times a week and reduces prostate swelling over time. It actually keeps the prostate functioning better over time.

Another part of Tantric art is to self induce the orgasmic state alone with out the pay off. To me that’s selfishness to only experience growth on your own for yourself.

The free love movement of long ago included fuckin’ anyone because “Hey man it’s all about the love so why not?”

Here’s why not.

In sex we exchange pieces of our souls with each other. Over time we become ingrained into each other and telepathic communication increases. When we give our bodies to whoever, we’re creating a chaotic mess within us and sharing those we have taken on with whoever we are exchanging pieces with now.

We are the sum of all we take on and in.

We fracture our soul and give away facets of our soul in exchange for a fuck, an orgasm that we feel entitled to because it was consensual and it was legal so why not.

You can damage your soul to the point where no matter how good you look on the outside you need to take on more and more from others. What does this look like?

We don’t always exchange the best of us for the best of them. Often one gets the best of it and the other is left with the rest of it or worse yet, left feeling hollow as if there was no return, no exchange.

People who use people for their good time rarely if ever give anything back. They take and take and take.

The other night I set myself with the intent to give pure love. I received it back up until I met one human. After that I had nothing left to give as this human unknowingly drained me out. They thought they were doing me some good and it backfired.

The intent was a good one, however they made an assumption about what I needed instead of talking to me to find out.

Then I was led into an environment that for me is harmful. Again an assumption was made without finding out why I stay outside and don’t go in.

Again the intent was to attempt to assist me, instead it injured me and required I take protective measures to protect myself.

I often find myself in position to teach other teachers and guide other guides. I often find myself showing the masters that they have become masters for themselves and need no further teaching or guidance.

If you think about the idea of community and mix it with the idea of it taking a village to raise a child, you begin to see that a lot of what we think of as a good time is harmful to the community and the children born from it and in it.

A child conceived while in altered states brought on through the use of drugs and alcohol will have a profound effect on the child created. Who you are in that moment has a profound effect on the child conceived.

Our essence begins with the emotional state in it’s totality of our parents, we are the essence of them preceding our existence in conception.

Being free with love negates protecting oneself, being free with sex gives pieces of ourselves away that may never be found again.

To me it has nothing to do with morality and everything to do with understanding how energy  works.

It has nothing to do with being a downer on the party and everything to do with understanding the cost of the so called fun.

We grew up waiting for our turn to get drunk, throw up and be somebody.

We grew up waiting for our turn to take Acid or Mushrooms or DMT.

Personally I want to try Mushrooms and DMT, however I will never touch Acid.

It takes a village and this is what our villages have been producing. People, human beings hell bent on destroying their bodies, minds and souls because it’s what they grew up watching.

Whisper if you feel me.